I don't any of the characters from charmed, or twilight.


Piper's POV

'Dad could you keep Wyatt overnight?' I told Victor not trying to mask the sleepiness in my voice.

'Sure Piper. You sound tired, are you okay honey?'

'Yeah, just a bit confused.' I sighed. I was more than confused, I was scared. This girl, Bella, was supposedly this all powerful being that eould bring peace to the world. She would put us in a lot of trouble. Things were already rocky because of Wyatt, now the danger would be stronger.

'Do you want to talk about it?' He asked concerned.

'No dad it's fine. I'm gonna go to bed now.'

'Alright honey. I'll bring Wyatt tomorrow morning around ten. That's fine right?' He asked.

I smiled to myself. 'Ten is perfect dad. I'll see you tomorrow.'

'Goodnight honey.'

' 'Night dad.' I pressed end and walked up to my room. On the way up I saw Phoebe and Paige outside of Bella's room whispering to each other.

'What the hell?' I said loudly.

'Shhh.' They shushed me hastily.

'What are you doing out here?' I said lowering my voice.

'I think she's crying.' Paige said to me.

'So you guys are eavesdropping on her?' I said, putting it into perspective.

'No, no.' They both said too quickly. I stared at them until they broke.

'Okay, we were eavesdropping on her. But we just wanted to make sure she was okay.' Phoebe said, giving in first.

'Phoebe, Paige, that's not nice. Let her have her privacy.'

Paige sighed, 'But she's sad. Maybe we should go give her some company.'

'Look if she is sad she'll tell us.' I said, because truthfully if I was her, I'd be sad too. But I would also want to talk to someone close to me, and we hardly know her.

'Piper, maybe she's shy. What if she needs to vent, but she just feels embarrassed.'

'All the more reason for us to let her come to us.' I said. I made perfect sense and they knew that but Paige and Phoebe still stared at me reluctantly. I gave in with a tired sigh. 'Fine will you two feel better if I went to go talk to her.'

'Yes much better.' Paige said with a smile.

'Oh thank you, thank you Piper.' Phoebe said, hugging me tightly. 'We owe you one.'

I released them and smiled. 'Really because the club needs-' Before I could finish the faked yawns.

'Oh Piper. We'll see you tomorrow.' Paige said hurriedly.

'Bye Piper.' Phoebe said hugging me one more time.

'Yeah, yeah.' I said rolling my eyes before I knocked on Bella's door.

'Bella?' I said quietly.

I heard sniffling and small cries when I opened the door. 'Bella? Bella can I come in?'

'Huh? Um yeah sure. Come on in?' She picked up her head from underneath the pillow and looked at me. Her eyes were red and puffy.

'Are you okay?' I asked sweetly, she looked at me dumbfounded.

'Yes, I'm fine. W-Why wouldn't I be?' She was an absolute terrible liar.

'Bella, you can talk to me. I'm not going to judge you for what you're feeling.' I looked at her, wondering what she was thinking. All she did was bite her lip and look away.

'Bella?' I said again. 'Listen, you're supposed be our greatest ally. If were supposed to be really close don't you think we should open up to each other.'

She looked at me, her wide chocolate brown eyes filled with tears. 'Piper I want to open up. But I just don't know how.'

I thought about that for a while before coming up with an answer. 'Bella, why don't you tell me exactly what you're feeling right now. And what you're thinking.'

'I-I'm thinking that you have a beautiful house.' She tried to smile. 'I'm thinking that my life, so far, has pretty much been decided for me. I'm feeling broken, lost and slightly impatient for my future. I mostly feel like I'm... I'm not really here. Like this is a dream and I can't wake up. But I also have this feeling I really can't explain. It's like... It's like...' She took a deep breath and cried into her hands.

'It's like you're falling. And you keep reaching out for a hand so you can be saved. But instead, people are just throwing things at you. Causing you to feel like nothing, and feel like no one is going to save you. And you make yourself believe that you can't be save or helped. It's not even your doing, but your just going keep falling. And matter how much you scream, or cry you'll still be falling. Always falling.' I took a small breath and looked at Bella. She looked back at me, with a puzzled look on her face. 'That's how you feel, or similar to that at least.'

Silent were running down her cheeks. 'Yeah. You got it right. How did you know?'

I looked at her, trying to show her a look of insight, but I think it backfired on me because she shrank away from me.

'Oh I-I didn't mean to- I mean it's none of my business.'

'No! No I can tell you. I didn't mean to scare you.' I sat on the edge of the bed next to her and tried to figure out a way to tell her. 'When I first found out I was a witch I didn't even know they existed. I didn't know that things like Whitelighters, warlocks, demon and vampire, were real. I didn't want to become a witch. Sometimes I think I would still rather believe I had no powers, I mean I'm a wife and a mother. If you ask my sisters or Leo I think they'd say I'm the one who longs for the normal life more than all of them. When I was a kid all I wanted was my mom but she died when I was very young, and my dad left us. Then years later my grandmother died.'

'I'm sorry. If you don't want to talk about this we don't have to.' She said quietly.

'No, you deserve to know about my life. About all of our lives.' I smiled warmly at her and continued with my story.

'I was brought into this life that I didn't want. I didn't want to be a witch. And after I became a witch, things just started getting worse. Leo and I tried to have a relationship, but he's a Whitelighter. It's not nearly as forbidden as the relationship your mom and dad had, but our relationship was forbidden. They took his wings away, they gave them back. Then they took him away from me when we tried to get married.'

'Oh that's terrible.' Bella whispered.

'Yes it was, but then the Elders gave him back to me. We eventually married, and despite the killing demons and other supernatural being. My lfe was as good as I could get it to be. Then. Then the worst thing that could ever happen to me came true.'

Bella stopped breathing, she stared at me wondering I was talking about.

'My sister died.' The words still hurt, and I felt the tears beginning to form in my eyes.

'I had no idea. I am so sorry.' She took my hand and gently squeezed it.

'Thank you her name was Prue. She was the eldest, a demon attacked us and killed her. Leo came just in time to save me, but he couldn't save her. I was so distraught. I felt so lost without her. She was the strong one, the one me and Phoebe relied on. But the reason I'm so strong now is because I grew from the pain. I'm still falling, but do you know how I'm surviving.'

Bella shook her head. 'I grew wings. I survived because of Prue, because if I didn't survive I wouldn't be so happy. And then we found out we had a half-sister. Paige. Things worked out. I would still have the pain but everything got better'

'I wish I could be like you Piper.' She looked at me, she looked at me like I was something to worship. 'You are so strong.'

'Oh Bella. Don't flatter me.' I said laughing, Bella laughed with me.

'Seriously Piper I admire you.'

'Bella I'm not perfect.' I said, I knew I had faults. Big faults

'I know, but you grew from all of that. How?'

'You'll learn Bella. I have Leo, and my sisters. The memories of my Grams, my mom and Prue. They built me up. Plus saving innocents is very motivational.'

'Innocents?' She asked me.

I laughed, 'We'll talk about this tomorrow. Goodnight.' I stood and walked to the door.

'Piper?' My hand was on the when she called me. 'My ex-boyfriend, he said he didn't want me anymore. I could understand why. I'm plain and weak and clumsy. He was perfection in the flesh. He was my whole reason for living and he left me. Then when I saved him from death, he left me again. I don't know how to move on from that. He broke my heart and took my soul. I'm nothing without him.'

I saw the pain in her eyes, the self loathing. 'Bella you listen to me. You are beautiful. You are strong. And you are graceful. Don't you dare think otherwise. You have to learn to believe in yourself, trust yourself and appreciate yourself.'

'Can you teach me how?' She asked me.

It was like she was asking me to teach her how to ride a bike. I wanted to roll my eyes but I took pity in her.

'I will teach you everything I know.'

She smiled. 'Thank you Piper.'

'Goodnight.' I told her.

'Goodnight.' She said back to me.

As I walked to my room I realized something. Bella, never grew up. She never truly loved. I had to be a mother to her. I had to be a teacher to her. I had to be a sister and a friend. And I had to be a ally. This was too hard. I felt like this with Phoebe and Paige. It was probably how Prue felt, now I had to go through it again.


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Okay I want to tell you now...

1) The Cullen's will come back, possibly, if I want to be generous.

2) Two men will rival for Bella's love. And Bella will have to chose.

3) And Bella will have a huge decision on her hands, life or death.