Chapter 22
I'm Sorry
Sorry, it's a little fluffy.
Harry searched the castle for Severus. From his private chambers all the way to the astronomy tower, but Severus was no where to be found. He was walking by one of the windows when he thought that he saw a dark figure out by the quidditch field. He then hastened down there and found Severus sitting in the Slytherin section, looking rather forlorn. Harry cast an invisibility charm upon himself and walk up behind Severus with as much stealth as he could possibly posses, which was quite a lot.
"I always knew that it was too good to be true." Severus whispered sadly. Harry winced at how sad his voice sounded. He never had wanted to hurt Severus, but apparently, he had succeeded without even trying. He was so stupid! "Of course Harry didn't love me that much." Severus whispered. Harry with his rash mind, threw off his invisbility charm and put his arms around Severus, who tensed up considerably.
"Severus, I love you enough that I would give up my life first before I saw you hurt." Harry whispered sadly in his ear. Severus looked away.
"Then why did you have so many lovers?" He demanded. Harry kissed the side of Severus's neck in a loving manner.
"I didn't want to come to you inexperienced. I always thought of you as some sort of sex god. Someone that always had as many lovers as one could possibly dream of and could pick and choose which ones that you wished to be and dismissed the others with a simple wave of your hand." Harry whispered. Severus closed his eyes.
"Well, sorry to disappoint you, but no. My life has never been like that. I've only had sex twice in my life. Once when I joined Voldemort and the second when I fell in love and after one night, he broke up with me." Severus whispered. Harry felt his heart break and he tightened his grip on Severus.
"I will never leave you, Sev. I've been in love with you since before I ran away. I'm sorry Sev. I love you." Harry whispered. Severus stood up, breaking Harry's grip.
"That's not enough Harry." Severus said coldly, going into bastard mode and strode away, leaving Harry sitting there, feeling completely and utterly horrible. How was he going to fix this?
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