I woke up alone and cold.

Only one of my eyes would open and my body was freezing from being naked without any covers for so long. My wrist had turned a horrifying purplish black color.

Inside I was numb, I couldn't tell that hours passed before a doctor was brought in. They dumped me inside some kind of tank, I didn't' register what they were saying, what they said didn't matter.

I was alone.

Frieza picked me up some time later. My body wanted to flinch when he touched me but I refused to give him the satisfaction of knowing that he hurt me.

The slight disappointment in his face got me going.

'He wants to see me crushed.'

I blinked as feeling started to return to my body.

'Well I'm not down for the count yet.'

We left relatively soon after I was healed. The other guests must have already left since the hanger was mostly empty. King Cold was waiting by the ship as we walked up.

"How nice of you to see me off father." Frieza proclaimed.

"Of course it feels like I never get to see you anymore." I was surprised to see him give Frieza a paternal pat on the shoulder.

'Too bad such things are lost on him.'

"Goodbye father." Frieza and Cold bowed to each other.

King Cold stopped me as I followed Frieza into the ship.

His hand consuming my entire shoulder.

"Good job little one. You did exactly as you should and you're still here. I was worried when we could hear it from the ballroom." He gave me a patronizing pat on the head, "Hopefully I'll get to see you again."

'HE KNEW.' Anger boiled up in me that I shot down as soon as I stepped onto the ship.

'Cold knew Cooler would talk to me and that Frieza would get jealous. He planned for it. No wonder he wanted me to come. The focus was on me instead of on each other.'

Zarbon and Dodoria came on shortly after, both oblivious to the internal crisis I was going through.

'That's the last time I think anyone around here is even remotely nice. They're all terrible.'

Frieza pulled me onto his lap possessively. After last night I should have found being around him difficult. But routine had broke me in. It would have been harder to push him away than to just do what we always did.

The ride back was uneventful. Frieza was in a good mood and got Zarbon to play one of his games with him. Zarbon did far better than me but he still lost.

Once there if felt like we never left. Falling back into the routine was comforting. It made it easier to it push aside. Easier to forget.

Frieza continued to be an ass but he acted like he did before. Like he didn't rape me as a form of punishment. As if it was just a game to him, a game I lost. I tried to act like it was the same, but I was more cautious now. Now I knew he could take anything as a threat.

It was odd he almost seemed sorry. Almost being the key word. While he was still a complete and utter terror he was kinda being nice to me.

Nice for him anyways. For the next several months he would try to engage me to have sex with him and I would tell him no and he actually listened. When I was first taken captive any no's were at best taken with a snide comment and I still had to do whatever it was he said. So him taking no for an answer is a big step for him.

I knew it didn't really mean anything. It was only a matter of time till something like that happened again. And there was no doubt that my rationalizing his behavior was not healthy.

'He is horrible, outright evil, and I'm getting all gushy over him because he's giving me some mode of control over my own body. What is wrong with me?'

The crack inside of me spread.

'Do I just let myself go down this awful road?'

I tried to think of what to do instead. Escape, suicide, trying to kill him, or calling for help; none of them would work. No matter what I thought about doing it would only end up with at best being punished and at worst killed.

So I closed those doors, locking up all of the doubt I had around my own feelings. Sure it's wrong, unhealthy, and if I somehow make it out it will leave me scarred. But I can't make it if I'm dead. I still have options, even if they are few and far between.

After several months it became clear he was gonna respect my no. Even though he didn't before, now he would. My period had just finished up and it looked like his work load had grown. He was spending a lot more time yelling and killing his men than usual.

I wondered if I had something to do with it. 'Is denying him causing him to have more outbursts?'

Feeling guilty I tried to work my way around it. It took so long to suppress what happened. Frieza either didn't notice or care about what I was doing so I was able to wrap that horrible memory in a box. I sat it right next to the other ones as I felt my anxiety and fear melt away to a familiar calm. Sighing I cuddled up to Frieza feeling more in control than I had in months.

It's hard to tell if he noticed the change or not until that night he carried me into our room all bridal style. Something that no matter how many times he does it feels awkward and humorous with our height difference. I let out a little giggle at the whole situation as we went inside.

He smirked as he dropped me in the tub without letting me take my clothes off. Laughing I came up and splashed him. Surprisingly he was in quite the playful mood since he not only didn't get mad but quickly stripped and started splashing me back.

"No fair your naked, I'm weighed down by these clothes." I laughed out.

"I don't play fair." He said as he grabbed my ankle to pull me under for a moment.

Coming back up I gave him a mocking kick. Grabbing me by the leg he pulled me too him. My legs wrapped around his waist automatically. The water was warm and comforting as his hands ran up my skirt. The mood quickly changed as he ran his dark lips along my chin. His breath ghosting on my wet skin.

Running my hand up his neck, his eyes drooped as he moved down to scrap his teeth delicately against the skin of my throat. My breath hitched as he lightly bit me, one hand sliding down the back of his neck while the other pulled him closer.

Sharp fingers pulled my underwear aside to give me a stroke. Groaning I looked down on his satisfied look. I leaned down to kiss him, my lips more forceful than I intended. Frieza gave a little moan as he lazily flew us out of the bathroom.

My clothes were suddenly gone as we reached the bed. Goosebumps spread over my body at the abrupt temperature change. Frieza lifted me up like I weighed nothing to give my hardened nipples a suck. I whimpered as my thighs squeezed his small waist. It was strangely arousing to look down and watch him suckle and nip at my nipples.

He looked up giving me that infuriatingly smug look. Suddenly he let me go and since I have the strength of a piece of paper I flopped down unceremoniously onto the bed. Giving him an annoyed look he rolled his eyes and climbed on top of me.

I spread my legs easily enough but when I felt his penis rub against me the box I had wrapped so well inside me shook. For a brief moment I left to push the box farther away. There was no way I could handle that now, or anytime in the near future.

As I blinked awake I was hit with a wall of arousal. I gave a little groan as he stroked around my clitoris, teasing me.

"Nice of you to join us." His tone held a hint of irritation.

Looking down at him he gave me a look but thankfully didn't push it further. Moving on he lifted up my knees to rest on his shoulders. I felt him press against me as I fought the urge to turn away, knowing that if I did it would end very poorly.

His eyes were locked on to my face as he slowly pushed in. A complete contrast to…..No don't think about it just focus on the now. I gave a sigh once he was fully seated, feeling very filled his ripples teased at my entrance.

Frieza's breathing grew deeper as he pulled back looking like he was just basking in me surrounding him. Once we were comfortable he pushed my knees to my chest. He started a deep pace as the angle allowed him to hit my g-spot with ease.

I started to moan lightly while my hands began to paw at him without my consent. My hands were stroking down his back as my orgasm steadily built. His pace stayed consistent. I began to sweat after several minutes. I envied his inability to sweat as it seemed to go on for a long time.

He liked to pause when I got real close to pet me and listen to me whine. After the third denial my thighs were trembling and my shaky hands were gripping onto him for dear life.

"Please Frieza…..I can't take much more of this." I begged my voice breaking slightly.

He stopped, "You know I wonder what would happen if I just left you like this?" He teased.

But it wasn't too funny to me as I whined.

"Noooooo, please Lord Frieza I need you.." I pleaded.

He raised an eyebrow, "My my I got a Lord out of you. Not a treat I get very often." He ground into me making me groan in relief.

"Pleeaaase." Pulling him down to me I gave him a desperate kiss. He returned it with more gusto than I anticipated as I moaned lightly.

He smirked down at me right before his thrusts grew harder and faster.

I almost screamed with the sudden change from 0 to 60. And like that my orgasm hit me. My body spasmed intensely as he kept going with his fast pace. I wasn't given any cool down time till I felt him slam into me.

His head leaned back as he released a deep groan. He gave a few more shallow thrusts as I felt him ejaculate into me. The first time he's done that.

My quivering thighs collapsed spread eagle as he leaned back. He slide out of me still hard as he slipped back into himself. I kept my thighs open for a few minutes since it hurt a bit to close them just yet. Frieza pulled the covers back and dragged me under them with him.

His body helped to keep back the chill that began to set in as my sweating body cooled. While I felt super gross he didn't seem to be bothered by the fact that I was covered in sweat. He curled on top of me sleepily running his tail up and down my leg.

"I'm gonna need a shower in the morning, assuming I can walk." He gave a chuckle.

"Right now you smell delicious. I'm so tempted to go again." His voice was husky as he said that.

"I don't think I could handle another round of that." I said as Frieza smiled.

"We should get to sleep. Several new quadrants have been giving us trouble and not getting enough sleep puts me in a foul mood." I didn't comment on how he was always in a foul mood since I was enjoying his current relaxed state.

My hands were running around the purple of his dome as I fell to sleep hoping his good mood would stick around for a while.