A.N/\/\ Omg Guys! 781 people have read my story! ^-^ I'm soo happy about that. Next I'm shooting for 1000! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE forgive me for I have been soooooo horrible. I Left it at a cliffhanger for sooo long I am So sorry! I don't have internet any longer, but I've also been dealing with writers block. I'm not only working on this FF, but I'm working on a book I hope to get published within the next few years. IF I can get past this writers block! Please share my story where ever you can! Thank you for all the reviews too (: Y'all are really sweet. FUTURE POSTINGS will be more than one chapter at a time, no more than three or four at a time depending on how many chapters I have written. This is because I don't have internet at home. Anyways here's chapter 4!

Sesshomaru's P.O.V

The taste of Rin's lips was better than he had thought they were going to be. Soft as a flower petal she tasted of the sweetest honey. Growling deep in his chest he kissed her back. Gently placing his clawed hand against her face, his other arm slipping around her waist pulling Rin down into his lap as he pushed the chair away from his desk. He more felt than heard her soft gasp of surprise.

He felt a wave of approval from the demon within. Ignoring it, he ran his hand down her cheek, skimming her neck and shoulder. The fabrics of her kimono fell lose, off her shoulder. Sesshomaru kissed a trail from her lips, down her jaw, and on to her neck. Sucking softly at the tender flesh. The demon surged at the sound of her moan, demanding more.

Forcing the demon back down Lord Sesshomaru left her neck and started kissing her slowly, trying to calm the frantic beat of her heart. Holding her tightly he pulled away. "Rin, this is dangerous." He watched her dazed face and smiled slightly. He liked that he had this affect over her. He held her while she calmed her breathing, as she laid her head against his shoulder.

"I apologize my Lord, if that was out of line." There was a bright red cover over her cheeks. He chuckled quietly "do not apologize for that My Rin. For I enjoyed that as much as you. I only stopped because my demon surged." He watched the shock cross her face. He gave her a skeptical look "Did you not think that my demon would want to claim you?" she shook her head slowly at him.

He sighed softly "Rin. You are absurd." He bent his head and kissed her softly on the lips "have you ate?"
She shook her head again "I was too nervous about what I was planning on doing. I didn't have the stomach to eat." She had spoken softly, but he heard her clearly. "Well, let's get you something, you'll have lunch with me, before my mother arrives in a few hours."

Getting up Sesshomaru placed Rin on her feet, holding her steady so she didn't fall. Once she had her balance he left her and walked over to the door. Opening it, he stopped one of the servants in the hall "Tell the cook to send another plate of food and a bowl of soup for Rin to my office." The servant nodded and quickly walked off towards the kitchen.

Rin's P.O.V

Rin stood by Lord Sesshomaru's desk while he got her food. They were going to eat together, after kissing like that. She felt her face get hot again. She never expected him to kiss back like that. It was like he really wanted to be with her. She was really happy that she got the courage to kiss him.

She could still feel his hands holding her and touching her. She felt herself shiver. Rin was thinking so hard about all of it she didn't notice Lord Sesshomaru until he wrapped his arms around her making her jump. She heard him chuckle. "What are you thinking about so hard you have ignored me three times now?" She looked up at him "I'm sorry my Lord, I was not trying to ignore you. I was thinking about a few minutes ago."

Rin leaned back against him and pressed her ear to his chest, listening to his heart beat. She could fall asleep to this. His arms were around her waist, holding her securely to him; his nose was buried in her hair and he was breathing deeply. She smiled and hoped that this wasn't a dream. If it was she wished to never wake up.

A horrible thought crossed her mind. "My Lord…you do not have to force yourself to do this for my sake." Rin felt Lord Sesshomaru's body stiffen and his arms fell away. She felt his body move just a fraction away from hers. She had made him mad… but why? When she looked up at him there was something in his eyes that she couldn't comprehend, he had never really shown emotions before… It was almost as if…he was hurt?

"Rin, why do you think I would do anything I don't want to do? Do you think you aren't desirable? Why is it so hard for you to believe that I want to be with you?" She turned around and kept her eyes on the floor. "Lord Sesshomaru, I do not know what you want. You are a demon lord and I am just a human. Why would you find me desirable? Or anything other than trash. You have said that you hate humans a lot. I'm not even sure why you kept me around."

She heard him sigh deeply, trying to control his anger. "I didn't mean to upset you my Lord…" she felt his hand gently touch her cheek "Rin, I am sorry for saying that about humans in front of you. I've never met a human like you before. You are different. There's something about you that is…strange." She looked up and met his gaze; his eyes were crackling with emotion. Her breath caught in her throat, she had never seen so much emotion coming from her lord.

Rin leaned up on to her toes and brushed her lips against his, keeping her eyes on him. She felt like his eyes were making her melt. She could feel and see his anger slip away as he bent his head down and kissed her softly, twice. Rin smiled sweetly at him and bit his lip. She backed away quickly and watched him playfully. She was happy that he did not care that she was human.

Sesshomaru's P.O.V

She had just bit him and backed away. Sesshomaru saw the playful glint in her eyes and smiled. He had made her happy. He forced his smile away and looked at her seriously but kept his tone light. "Rin; did you just bite me?" He watched her as she tried to hide her smile and look contrite. She failed "I'm sorry My Lord."

He watched her inch away towards the door. Taking a step towards her, he smiled "You won't get very far Rin." Rin giggled making his heart and breath catch "oh I know My Lord, but I can still try." She took another step away from him. He followed. "Well… If you want to try I'll give you a five second head start, is that fair?"

She gave him her dazzling smile with her cute little dimples "Yes My Lord. That seems fair enough." Her hand was now on the door handle. He heard her heart beating frantically, taking in a sample of the air around her; he noticed her scent change almost un-noticeablly. Breathing deeply he detected an underlying scent of spice. The name of the spice escaped This Sesshomaru.

It was distracting and arousing as the scent wrapped around his awareness. The tendrils of vanilla milk, mixing with a spicy, sweet honey entrapped him. The click of the door brought him back to the situation. Shaking his head to clear his mind he chuckled and realized his Rin had made her exit while he was distracted. Although he did not hear her running down the hall as he normally would.

Rin's P.O.V

Rin closed the door behind her as quietly as possible to try and give herself a few extra seconds before Lord Sesshomaru chased after her. She dashed for the far end of the hallway, only to have her breath snatched from her lungs as her body picked itself up and almost flew towards her rooms. She heard Sesshomaru's door open and she urged her body forwards even more. Rin made it to her door faster than she ever had before.

Rin stood and caught her breath and stared at her door. How is it possible that I made it to my rooms as quick as I did, and before Lord Sesshomaru? What is happening to me? As her thoughts raced Lord Sesshomaru flashed in behind her. She felt him watching her closely. "Rin are you alright?" She didn't answer him right away; taking a few moments, to get her thoughts in to order.

"I am alright Lord Sesshomaru-sama." She glanced up at him and smiled weakly "I am just out of breath from running…so quickly." She watched his face frown in confusion "Yes, but how did you run so fast?" His question made her pause.
"I am not sure My Lord… One moment I was running normally, then my body pushed itself forward at a much faster pace." Rin heard him breathe deeply while leaning towards her. She swayed on her feet slightly starting to get a little dizzy.

Rin felt Sesshomaru's arms slide around her; he then proceeded to pick her up bridal style after opening her door enough to push through. She let out a wordless cry in protest; struggling to get down before he went into her room. His arms tightened around her holding her still. "Hush Rin, I won't drop you."
Rin started to tell him that wasn't the reason. "That isn't what I..." but it was too late, he had already stepped into the large room.