Could this possible be love?
Chapter 03: Hidden feelings
Disclaimer: I dont own the anime, nor the characters. Just the story.
During the evening all the students went to the dining room. Only two students were absent. Miyuki and Tamao. After what happened between them, Miyuki didn't have the courage to face the young poet and Tamao was too upset to see the young president. Amane and Hikari stood up for the usual prayer. The rest did the same. When they finished they took their seats. The students followed next.
Nagisa sighed. She hadn't seen Tamao after she witnessed her friend kissing the girl she liked and it upseted her. She had no idea why Tamao had refused to appear for dinner. Things should be fine now that Tamao somehow showed her real feelings to Miyuki. Then, why her dear friend is nowhere to be found? Did something happen? Shizuma saw her girlfriend sad and got worried.
"Nagisa honey, is something wrong? You look sad. Has anyone hurt you or something?" said Shizuma.
"No Shizuma-sama. It's just..." said Nagisa.
"Yes?"
"Tamao-chan hasn't come yet and I don't know why"
"Mmhm indeed. I wonder if something happened to her. Oddly enough, Miyuki is absent too"
"I have this crazy idea that things didn't go as we wanted"
"You think they got into a fight or something?"
"Possibly. I cant think of anything else. Tamao-chan isn't the type to skip dinner. And Rokujo-san had the day off"
"You are right. I think we should talk to them. If something happened we will have to figure out how to solve it. They are our friends after all"
"Hai" said Nagisa nodding.
Tamao sighed for the twentieth time that night. She had spent most of her night reading a book or at least trying to read it. Whenever she tried to focus her mind would always wonder on a specific young president.
"Maria-sama this is insane!" said Tamao throwing the book on the bed.
She stood up and walked to the window.
"I cant stop thinking about her. She always, ALWAYS, occupies my mind. My books cant satisfy me anymore. What's wrong with me?" said Tamao frustrated.
She sighed.
"Why she did that to me? After I got the chance to show her my feelings. Ok. Maybe I was wrong. It was too soon to kiss her. However, instead of discuss it she threw the bomb on my face. God! I hate her. Who she thinks she is? I like you stupid! Agggh! WOMEN!" said Tamao. "But, I cant stop thinking about her. I still like her no matter what the situation is. I love the way she looks at me. I love the way she talks. I love the way she walks. I love the way...she kisses"
Tamao placed her fingers on her lips.
"Her kiss. I cant forget about it. So sweet, so passionate. I haven't been kissed like that before. Maria-sama it was so great" said Tamao.
She gulped.
"Rokujo-sama" said Tamao in weak voice.
She placed her hands on her body and rubbed it gently.
"My dear Rokujo-sama" said Tamao.
Miyuki looked out the window. Everything seemed peaceful. Even if it was evening the scenery looked beautiful.
"Not as beautiful as you Suzumi-san" said Miyuki.
She sighed. She walked to her bed and sat on it.
"I know it was rude of me. I treated her like a whore. I don't know why I did it. I guess I got afraid. But, she didn't deserve it. I hope she will forgive me though I doubt it" said Miyuki.
She placed her fingers on her lips.
"Suzumi-san. Her kiss. It was wonderful. I haven't been kissed like that before. God, I feel weak every time i think about it. I had no idea that Suzumi-san had it in her" said Miyuki.
She sighed again.
"Why I kissed her though? I don't love her though I do like her. I like her a lot. After Shizuma, I thought I could never fall in love again. But, when I saw Suzumi-san whatever fears I had about love they disappear. Why I let myself though move forward but losing control sometime during the ride? Does it mean that Suzumi-san means something more for me? Could it be that I'm falling again? But how? And Suzumi-san of all the people? God I'm so confused" said Miyuki.
She stood up and walked to the window.
"Suzumi-san. My God. What I'm going to do? Suzumi-san" said Miyuki.