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The trees flew past me at a blinding speed. I could smell the vampire gaining ground on me. It wouldnt take anytime at all and he would have me down. Damn these fucking fast ones!
I jumped into a near tree and jumped from limb to limb. I had to think of a way to gain the upper hand someway. They had attacked us, and although we were well aware of when they were going to show up, we had not expected what they had hidden in the brush blocked by a shield. Fuck you dickward and your over large fucking head. We havnt lost yet.
The smell of the verman getting closer made a smirk form on my face. I had that dumbass right where I wanted him. He wouldnt be able to tell where im at because I was out of scent trail range and he was not experience in combat.
Alice and Edward had showed up with a few vampires we had never met or heard of before. Jasper was uneasy and didnt trust them. It was to easy of a victory and they knew it would be. Even if they were just as good as we were with fighting. We had the numbers.
The fight started off with a venomy mess and we made quick work of the lackys they had brought. But right when we were about to whoop the pants off of the culprits themselves, they tucked tail and we were flooded with a whole army of baby vamps on our ass's. And that my friends is how I was stuck in this situation now.
He ran under my tree and I dropped down on his back, effectively taking his head off in one swoop and watched it fall to the ground. I kicked the head like a football as far away from the body as I could get it. I didnt want him to somehow reattach himself.
I quickly made my way back through the forest to the backyard of our once beautiful but now destroyed home. The place became out battleground. Scanning the area, I took in all of our people who were still fighting and made my way, decapetating whoever was in my reach to make them fall at my comrads feet.
The sight of Jasper made my heart sore as I watched him, soaked from head to toe in his ememys venom, and painting a gruesome portrait of beauty with his fighting.
A small blurr caught my eye and I zoned in on Alice closing in fast on Jasper. Immediatly I ran to cut her off but was slammed to the ground from behind and was viciously being ripped at by Edward.
"This hurt me more, love." He said as he went in to sever my head, but was ripped from my body and thrown whole into the fire beside us, becoming noting but a pile of ash along with his army.
"JASPER!" I yelled when I jumped up to see Alice right on him.
She jumped on his back pulling his neck enough for us all to hear the cracks in his skin.
"STAY away!" She said none to sane. This witch had lost her damn mind!
"Im gonna fucking kill you bitch!" I spit out at her, venom dripping from my chin. I felt paralyzed in fear for my mate and anger at the fucking twit on his back holding him hostage. He couldnt move. One wrong twitch and his head would roll.
"Oh, Bella. Jazzy is mine... he will always be mine." She turned his head and kissed him deeply on the mouth which had me growling and fighting my urge to run over to them and rip her to pieces.
"Your days are numbered. You hurt him, and I will lengthen them significantly just so I can torture your ass every fucking day until you are begging me for death, then I will continue. You will never die... and I will never stop until you do. Take your choice Alice. You can either die or be tortured until you do." She scowled at me from over Jaspers shoulder. He looked just as beautiful. Never showing his fear.
"I choose..." She jumped down from her back and began to make her way slightly towards the fire. "NONE OF THE ABOVE!"
Many things happened at once. Alice hurled Jasper into the flames, Rose began to glow and scream, tears streaming from her eyes. Peter, Char, and me ran toward her to stop her, but didnt reach them in time, and I fell to my knees in front of the fire. A deep pain errupted in my chest and burned through my entire being. This couldnt be happening!
All I remember is getting up and everything went black.
My vision came by little by little. The forest around me was unfamiler and I couldnt find a scent trail of all my friends and family. I felt a deep pain in my chest, and I clutched it. It was the only thing I had left to remind me that he was real... that he was there. I looked around the forest. Alice must have escaped. A twitch made its way to my attention. I looked down and noticed an arm in my hand. She must have gotten away... but atlease she wasnt unscathed. I would find her... I would kill her... then I would join Jasper... I had nothing else in me to keep living. with that thought, I began to search for a road sign home.
I made it back to the house to see that everyone was outside picking up the yard, and garret and Rosalie were digging through the ashes looking for jasper's dog tag no doubt.
"Bella!" Char came running up to me and captured me in a crushing hug. "Oh, sugar, where have you been?! you have been gone for 2 weeks!" She said, pulling back to look into my dead ones.
"I dont know... But im back." I walked away from her and made my way toward mine and Jasper's tree in the woods. I looked out into the forest and couldnt stop the sobs that racked my body. We were so... close. we were perfect... and I never told him... I loved him!
I sat there for what felt like forever just staring at our tree, memories of my Jasper running continuously through my head. And, for a moment, it felt as if his arms wrapped around me. A shiver ran down my body, and the sadness disappeared, only to return with a vengence when the sensation was gone, and again I broke down into tears.
Once it got dark, I decided that I needed to go home. Although, without the other half of my soul, it wouldn't feel like home anymore. Slowly, I made my way back to the house where the rest of my family were. I plastered the best smile on my face that I could muster before walking through the door. Apparently my pokerface wasn't as good as I thought, because everyone turned their attention to me, their conversation halted and their smiles fading. Replacing their smiles were sympathetic expressions.
One by one, they slowly made their way to comfort me. Charlotte was first, followed by Victoria, then Esme, Rosalie, and everyone else came in a wave.
I couldn't hold back anymore. My heart was shattered, and I needed this. I broke out crying literally a river of venom. Even without Jasper being here to project my emotions, everyone seemed to feel the same. They all cried also. It was as if the reality of Jasper's death finally sank in with each of them.
Three hours of crying later, we were all hit with fatigue. Vampires don't sleep, but if we could, we would have passed smooth out that night. But, instead, we decided to go out for a hunt to replenish our energy.
Char, Rose and I partnered up. Esme lingered back and went with the others. I didnt need a motherly figure hovering over me at this moment. I wanted to be left to my own, but Char and Rose refused. I guess they thought I was going to go into another catatonic state and dissapear again. If only they, I would have welcomed such a feeling. My tears had long ran dry, but the pain that was crushing into my chest was horrible and full of flames. I couldnt think straight.
I didnt really feel the hunger take over me as we found a heard of deer. In fact, the smell of them revolting to my instincts and stopping me in my tracks.
"Bella? Whats wrong?" Rose caught onto my odd behavior. But no words came to my mind. Instead I forced my legs into action and took down the first deer in my path and drained him, shoving his carcass off to the side and taking down another. I didnt taste, or smell... Just did. Once finished with the small heard, we kept going, searching for more to help replinish out unsaitable hunger.
"Rose... Look." I heard char whisper. we all stopped in our tracks and looked around the forest. Carnage. Massequre.
My scent lingered in the air, fading, but still present. The reckage in front of us was clearly from me. I had no memory of any of it. I dont even remember passing any of this on my way back home.
"Oh, Sug... Why didnt you tell us?" Char said, trying to put her arms around me, but I softly swatted them away.
"I told you. I dont remember anything. Trust me, If I had remembered killing any of her little lackys, I would have never came back. I would have pressed on and killed everyone of them fucked up prissy ass fuckers..." I pinched my eyes closed, then took a deep breath.
"Im going to follow it. Go back and get the others. If this is the damage path, then obviously I was on her trail." I didnt give them a chance to stop me, and felt the wind in my hair as I whipped through the trees, following my own destruction trail.
I stopped in a clearing and took in the familiar place. The arm still lying on the forest floor where I had tossed it, twitching and wiggling. This is where I had come to myself. This is the place I had turned back.
The sound of whispered footfalls on the forest floor alerted me to the others behind me. Their scent washing over me, and I turned to greet them. There was no smile, no look on my face. I was beginning to think I couldnt feel anymore. I didnt feel anything besides sadness... maybe I was broken.
"Bella!" Esme gasped as she took in the clearing. It was by far the worst. There was hardly a clear spot on the forest floor. Im guessing they decided that the flight plan wasnt working, so they decided to fight... and lost terriblely. Who cared. I felt no remorse.
"Oh, my!" Esme said again, placing a hand over her mouth. I felt like snickering at her. She was a vampire. A strong and fear worthy vampire. Why the hell was she acting like a shy little girl? But I held my tounge and instead decided to ignore the looks of shock on everyones face. The only ones who didnt show it was Char, Rose, and Vic. They knew what I was going through and didnt want to even try to offer these low lives on the forest floor any type of sympathy. they deserved what I had dealt.
"Bella, maybe you and I should talk about this. Try to make since of all of this your feeling..." Carlisle cut off at a pointed look from me.
"I have already made since of it Carlisle. My mate is dead. I couldnt save him. Alice had it coming. I dont feel one bit bad about any of this." I turned to the girls. "Will you help me put them in a pile so I can light their bitch ass's on fire?" I asked. At their nod, we began to round up all the discarded vampire parts. Some being thrown into tree tops and some all the way through the woods. When we were sure that it was finished, I fished my zippo from my pocket, flicked it and threw it on the pile of limbs. The fire's flamed danced in my eyes as I watched it put them all to ash in a matter of seconds. None of them deserved anything less.
A vision of Jasper's face, the worry and love that shown in his eyes as the fire licked at his body and turned it to dust. I would join him... I would be with him... But first. I would avenge him and kill alice and her lackys, then I would kill the bitch that was haunting my mate. After that... I would join him. The flames continued to dance. I could feintly hear the others calling out to me... nothing but an echo... I didnt want to hear any of them... I didnt want to see any of them right now.
I took off on a blind run. I could feel the sticky sweet feeling of darkness and hate flowing over me like a blanket. I wanted it... I needed it... But I needed to feel and see the agony on every face of my prey more. I shoved the feeling back and kept dashing forward. Chasing and unknown scent. The retched smell filled my nose. Jasper... I will be with you... Im so sorry.
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