i had to write this. i want to see something like this happen. it would be amazing. i realize its a little like the one i just wrote, but oh well. hope you enjoy it and as always please reveiw!
"Spinelli," she whispered entering his room. She knew what she had almost told Jason, she couldn't believe it, but she finally realized she was in love with him. No doubt about it, she had fallen for her best friend, the guy that made her feel good about herself, her hero. He didn't stir when she said his name, not that she had expected him to, he had been fast asleep for a while now.
Luckily he had made it back upstairs and back in bad before she had made it to his room. He heard her coming and painfully turned over in an attempt to look asleep. So many things were running through his mind, what had he overheard downstairs? Were the two of them really having a heart to heart conversation over him? What would Jason have told her if he had gone unnoticed on the stairs? What would she have said? He had already heard her go on and on about how he made her feel good about herself, how what they had was so much more than respect; he just wished she felt the same much more that he felt.
She climbed into his bed, she needed to be close to him, feel his breathing, the beat of his heart. She thought about how different this was for her, just being in bed with a guy, with Spinelli, they had slept together, but that was just sex, and she still felt bad about needing him that way in that moment, and of course there was that time in her room, but that was another story, she was supposed to be keeping him awake, not asleep.
He felt her climb in and snuggle close to him, for once he wasn't anxious, nervous, or scared about her being this close; he was happy, this felt real, it felt right. He smiled and fell asleep, happy, he knew they had something more than friendship, a greater connection, even if she wasn't in love with him that way yet, he had a hope that it would not be much longer.
She breathed him in, being here with him like this made her feel safe, it was simple, it was easy, it felt right. Could this be a sign of things to come? Was this what her future had in store for her? Was her future with him? Was her future turning into their future? More importantly was she ready for that? She smiled feeling her eyes get heavy, as she fell into a deep sleep she realized she'd been ready, he was what she had been waiting for.
He smiled when he came to the next morning, he didn't know when or how they had ended up like this, but he was happy they had. He didn't want to wake her yet, he knew she had a long day ahead of her, she needed all the sleep she could get, and he was happy to have her in his arms.
She felt him wake up, she had been awake for a while now, just laying in his arms, taking it all in, the idea of this being their future. When she woke up she was surprised to see that they had both adjusted positions in their sleep. She knew he had rolled over first, she could vaguely remember having her face buried in his chest, but she didn't know when she had turned onto her other side, or when he had wrapped his arms around her in a hug; when they had taken each other's hands. All she knew was she was happy, she had a rough day ahead of her and needed this, she needed to spend as much time as possible in his arms, feeling safe and secure.
