November 20
I know you haven't written back yet, but it's been 'a few weeks' and you still aren't home. Or, maybe you're on your way back now, and I'm just being impatient. I hope that's it..
The feeling in my gut is gone now. Now, I feel empty. I don't like this new feeling, it hurts more.
Decus actually left Alice's room today. Apparently he has before, which explains why he's not all smelly and disgusting. He seemed down.. Everyone here has lately..
Alice doesn't look any better. Actually, she looks worse than before. Everytime I go to visit she's sleeping, so I'm not able to talk to her often.
I haven't seen Richter much, either. It's like he fell off the face of the earth, or something. Even if I don't like him as much, I still hope he's alright.
Please write back soon, Emil. I miss you.
Love,
Marta
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a/n; lol. this is the part where I get to be a bitch. :D