Chapter 14: Moodswings
A/N: Since it has been so long I updated, I decided to upload another chapter!
Three weeks later Sasuke came home from a two week trip. The school had arranged a trip to Paris for all students in the third year who had French class. Neji wasn't one of them and so, Sasuke and Neji had to miss each other for two weeks. He opened the door after a long trip home and was exhausted. "I'm home!" He yelled into the room and waited for response.
"Hey!" Neji said from the kitchen and he came walking into the hallway, wearing a black kimono and baggy pants (the kimono was hanging open from his waist until his ankles), and he was wearing his Nike's, black ones. He smiled warmly at Sasuke and hugged him. "I missed you." He said.
Sasuke hugged him back. "I missed you too." He said smiling. He kissed Neji on the lips softly. He was happy to be back even though his trip had been great too.
Neji kissed back and then broke it almost immediately again.
"..Look." He softly said and then opened his kimono, showing Sasuke his stomach. Which wasn't flat anymore.
Sasuke got big eyes. Neji had actually grown a stomach. And not because he was fat. No, their baby was inside of it. And this just made it so real. Sasuke smiled and placed a hand on it. "..That's great." He said.
Neji smiled at Sasuke. "Now I finally accepted it, it is great indeed." Neji answered. He laid his hand on Sasuke's hand. "It's so hard to imagine that there is actually something growing in there.."
"I know...It sucks I wasn't there to see your stomach grow. Shouldn't we be going to doctors to make them look inside and stuff?" Sasuke asked as he slightly rubbed Neji's stomach and kept looking at it.
"Perhaps yes.." Neji said, looking at his stomach too.
"We should. I wanna see it." Sasuke said and grabbed Neji's head to give him another kiss, then returned to looking at Neji's stomach. It looked so great.
Neji smiled. "Then we will." Neji said.
"You wanna see it too right?" Sasuke asked as he grabbed his bags and dumped them in his room.
Neji nodded. "Yes I do.
"Good. I'll make an appointment later. Now let's catch up." Sasuke said and pulled Neji onto the couch with him, onto his lap. "What did you do these past weeks?" He asked.
Neji sat down a bit more comfortable on Sasuke's lap. "Not a lot. I recorded another song." Neji said. "For the rest not much."
"You're so boring without me." Sasuke said and smirked. "What song did you record?" He asked.
Neji snorted. "You'll hear it when it's on TV." He said with a pout.
"Why are you pouting idiot." Sasuke asked with a grin. "Hey..by the way...how did living here alone with Itachi go?"
"It went fine." Neji said, nodding. "We had a great time with cooking, heh. And I was pouting because you made fun of me." He smirked a bit after adding this last sentence.
"Good. And jeez." Sasuke said and smirked back. "Well I had a great time too, Paris is great! If we ever get enough money to go on a vacation we are sooo going there." Sasuke happily said.
"What was the best about the city?" Neji asked, interested.
"Well it was all awesome. The Eiffel tower was great and there was the Notre Dam and it was huge! The food there is great too and oh, oh! There were these guys who sold mini Eiffel towers and I got four of them. One for all of us." Sasuke said and smiled.
Neji smiled back. "You are already counting the baby with us?" Neji asked. That was sweet.
"Of course I am, it's alive right. It'll get hurt if I don't count it in." Sasuke said and smirked at Neji again.
Neji smirked back, shaking his head, laughing a bit.
"I got you and Itachi something else too though. It's not really much but I hope you think it's pretty." Sasuke said and got a tiny box out of his pocket and gave it to Neji.
Neji looked at him for a moment, a bit startled, but then calmed down when he saw Sasuke looking at him with a open-it-because-then-you'll-be-happy-expression on his face. He accepted the tiny box and opened it, revealing a black ring with one small white stripe on it. It was very modern.
"It's great." Neji said with a smile. "Thanks." He gave Sasuke a small kiss on the lips and put it on, to show Sasuke that he really liked it.
Sasuke smiled. "I'm glad you like it." He said. "It reminded me of you and I just had to buy it for you."
"That's sweet." Neji said, nodding. "What did you buy for Itachi?"
"I bought him a gargoyle. Mom always said she wanted one and Itachi took over that habit." Sasuke said and smiled. "It's a pretty one too, one that looks strong like Itachi."
"Sounds good." Neji said, nodding.
"I had a great time. But I'm glad I'm back, I missed you so much." Sasuke said and kissed Neji on the lips again.
Neji kissed back, relieved that Sasuke was back again. He had missed Sasuke too, a lot.
"There's something else I missed too though." Sasuke said with a smirk and pushed Neji onto the couch before kissing him more passionate.
Neji snorted and kissed back for a while, and then broke apart.
"Sasuke, no matter how I'd loved to have sex now, I don't know if it's smart." Neji said.
"...Why not?" Sasuke asked a little confused. Why couldn't they have sex?
"..Well.. I don't know if having a weight on my stomach would be good for the baby." Neji said, a bit unsure.
"...It's a dick in your ass, not a weight on your stomach." Sasuke said.
"Yes but if we have sex you are always leaning a bit on me, on my stomach. And afterwards you fall down onto me." Neji said. "And now you're laying on my stomach too."
Sasuke got off of Neji a little. "Then you sit on top, then there's not weight on it." Sasuke said. He wouldn't swear of sex.
Neji nodded. "Yes, and we can do it doggy style too." He said with a blank face. That would be the best solution, probably.
Sasuke started to smirk. "Now that's a nice suggestion." Sasuke said and pulled Neji close to start kissing him again.
Neji kissed back, putting his arms around Sasuke's neck.
Sasuke grabbed Neji's legs and put them around his waist and took him to his room, pushing him against his desk. He licked over Neji's mouth for entrance and already moved his hands into Neji's kimono.
Neji moaned and opened his mouth for Sasuke and held on tightly, so he wouldn't fall onto the ground.
Sasuke rubbed over Neji's stomach slightly before pushing his hand down some more and rubbing right above Neji's dick. In the mean time he pushed his tongue in and kissed more heavily.
Neji moaned and tried to stand on the ground now, leaning back a bit so his stomach wouldn't get too much pressure.
Sasuke opened Neji's kimono now and slid it off his shoulders before massaging Neji's hips. He started kissing Neji in his neck too now.
Neji put off Sasuke's shirt now, moving his hands over Sasuke's chest.
Sasuke moaned a little now and licked Neji's neck some more, then his collarbone. He was trying to get the rest of Neji's kimono off too, but it was harder then he thought.
Neji helped him, not wanting his kimono to be ripped in the end. He opened the kimono and let it slide onto the ground. Then he started at unbuttoning Sasuke's pants.
Sasuke unbuttoning Neji's pants now too and kissed Neji again, roughly and more intense this time. When he was done with the unbuttoning he moved his hands to Neji's ass and massaged them.
Neji moaned and pulled down Sasuke's pants now.
Sasuke kicked of his shoes and socks and then his pants. He massaged Neji's ass for a little longer, then pulled Neji's pants down together with his boxer.
Neji pulled off his socks and put off his shoes too now, while kissing Sasuke.
Sasuke pulled Neji up and placed him on his desk, shoving a way some of his stuff. Neji's pants now dropped to the floor and Sasuke kicked them away. He looked at Neji for a while. He looked so pretty like this. Pregnant. He then turned to kiss Neji again and massaged his legs.
Neji smiled and kissed back, while moving his hands over the muscles on Sasuke's back.
Sasuke moaned a little, then pulled Neji closer by his legs and started stroking gently over Neji's dick. Sasuke wouldn't wait a lot longer.
Neji winced and then broke the kiss. "..Are w-we doing it on t-the bed.. or..?" Neji asked, while massaging Sasuke's neck now.
"No t-time." Sasuke answered and kissed Neji again, while stroking Neji a little harder.
"..Of c-course there i-is.." Neji protested once he had broken apart from Sasuke again. He didn't felt like doing it on Sasuke's desk at all. He moaned while he felt Sasuke stroking his dick.
"I wanna do it here." Sasuke said and kissed Neji again. He didn't want delay from Neji. Or Neji protesting. He needed something different then the bed this time.
But Neji broke apart again. "..S-Sasuke I don't want it, I c-can't support myself here.." He said, while pushing Sasuke away a bit.
"Then hold on to me." Sasuke said and kissed Neji in his neck now, while grabbing Neji's dick harder.
Neji gave a wince and then an irritated groan. "..S-Sasuke I mean it.. hn.." He softly said, while moaning in pleasure.
"I mean it too, I don't wanna do it on the bed anymore." Sasuke said. He always was one who wanted different things in sex, not just the reliable one. Sasuke started pumping Neji's erection now.
Neji moaned but then he sat up and, while he did this shakily, tried to pull Sasuke with him to the bed. He wasn't going to give up on this or something.
Sasuke though pulled him back and placed him back on the desk again. "No bed.." Sasuke groaned before returning to what he had been doing before. He started kissing Neji again.
Neji kissed back, while feeling something in his stomach. This just wasn't fair. He was the one who should be comfortable because he was pregnant, and the uke, right?
Sasuke moved Neji's legs around his waist now and pulled Neji closer then held his hips. He wouldn't hold back for a lot longer now.
"..S-Sasuke please.. t-the bed.." Neji tried another time. This wasn't going to be comfortable this way..
Sasuke groaned and then pulled Neji up, walked to his bed and laid him down there. He then turned Neji around and licked over his back. Neji was the pregnant one after all. But if this pregnant stuff was over, they would so do it on the desk.
Neji sighed relieved. Now he was sure the baby was safe. Damn.. he already felt so protective over the child, and it wasn't even born yet. He rested his hands on the bed, so he could hold himself up when they'd start.
Sasuke massaged Neji's ass for a little while then positioned himself in front of Neji and then pushed in slowly with a moan. Damn did he miss this.
Neji moaned and sat up a bit more, so he was sitting on his hands and knees, protecting the baby from any damage.
"..T-the baby's fine..N-Neji.." Sasuke said as he noticed Neji's actions. He then started rocking his hips so he was thrusting in and out of Neji slowly.
Neji winced and gripped the mattress under him. Damn he had gotten sensible. It felt great, but strange too, in some kind of way..
Sasuke started going a little faster now. Somehow, it didn't satisfy him at all. He looked at Neji's back and it didn't do anything to him.
"...S-Sasuke.. I.. hng.." Neji brought out, while gripping the mattress even harder. Oh god... he felt himself feeling sick again.. oh shit..
"..W-what..?" Sasuke asked as he massaged Neji's hips and started hitting more precise. It started to feel better now.
"..I.. S-Sasuke get out o-of me.. quickly.." Neji panted, while putting a hand before his mouth.
Sasuke frowned and got out of Neji even though he didn't know why Neji wanted that. And why he put a hand before his mouth. "...W-why?" He asked Neji.
Neji quickly got up and then hurried towards the bathroom, and once he was there, he threw up in the toilet.
Sasuke heard Neji throw up out of his room. He frowned. Even though Neji was pregnant, he didn't think he would get Neji sick while having sex. This sucked. He started dressing himself again, not in the mood anymore.
Neji threw up another time and cursed. He wiped his mouth clean and wiped the sweat off his forehead. Damn..
Sasuke finished dressing and walked to the bathroom, grabbing Neji a towel, then walked out again. He felt like Neji was disgusted with him now.
Neji cleaned his face and then sat on the ground, silently. He felt awful now.. He could understand why Sasuke hadn't stayed with him now.
Sasuke walked back into the bathroom after a little while and brought Neji his clothes, then left again without saying anything. He felt like an idiot and he was ashamed like hell that someone threw up while having sex with him.
"...Sasuke I'm sorry.." Neji softly said, knowing that Sasuke would hear him.
"Sure you are." Sasuke said back, not really meaning it either. He walked back into his room and closed the door. This was terrible. What a fucked up way to come back home.
Neji stood now and dressed, while biting his lip. Shit. Why did that stupid sickness have to come up now? He decided to not make Sasuke more angry now, so he started to brush his teeth to get the taste out of his mouth.
Sasuke in the mean time had grabbed his homework and started working on it. For as far as he could focus on it. All he had in mind was the scene of him having sex with Neji and Neji throwing up. What had made Neji so disgusted with him?
After a while, when Sasuke was finally done with his homework, he opened the door and walked into the living room. Neji was sitting on the couch. He looked more pale then usual. He looked sick. Sasuke walked over to Neji. "..Are you ok?" He asked.
Neji looked at him, a bit tiredly looking.
"..I don't feel so good.." He softly said, while wiping the sweat off his face. It felt like he was having a fever.
Sasuke sat down next to Neji and felt his forehead. "You do feel a little warm. Go to bed." Sasuke said, a little worried.
"..I will.. I'm sorry for throwing up.. seriously.. I'm really sorry.." Neji softly said, looking at Sasuke with a guilty expression on his face.
"..It's fine. I shouldn't have thought you were really happy to see me back and want sex with me. I should've noticed when you didn't wanna do it on the desk." Sasuke said and looked away.
Neji frowned. "...Sasuke.. I just didn't wanted to do it on the desk because it didn't felt comfortable, I wasn't sure if the baby would be safe.. and of course I'm happy to see you back and of course I want sex with you.. those sicknesses just come on the most unexpected moments.." Neji said, still feeling guilty. He felt one of his overemotional attacks coming up again.
"..Yeah well I never heard of one happening during sex so you were obviously disgusted by it." Sasuke snapped and stood up.
Neji looked at him and then at the ground again, feeling tears forming in his eyes already.
"Go to bed." Sasuke said as Neji didn't even argue with him. It must be true then.
"..Y-you're acting so unfair.." Neji softly said.
"Why the hell am I acting unfair? You're disgusted by me, how am I supposed to react? Oh, well that's fine Neji, no biggie? Is that what you want?" Sasuke snapped, starting to get angry now.
"..I'm n-not disgusted by you a-at all.. " Neji sobbed, actually crying now. "..I c-can't help it that I g-get those sicknesses.. I c-can't suppress it.. I'm s-so sorry.." Neji cursed himself from the inside for having such an attack again.
Sasuke looked at Neji and his face softened. He couldn't take it if Neji was crying, when Neji felt bad. Sasuke sat back down and pulled Neji close. "..It's ok Neji." He softly said.
"..I'm s-so sorry Sasuke.. I'll h-hold it in n-next time.. or j-just swallow it... I'm so s-sorry.." Neji sobbed.
"..No it's ok...It's just the pregnancy I get it. Don't feel bad." Sasuke said and held Neji close. Poor Neji. This must be so rough on him.
"..I'm s-so sorry.. I'm really n-not disgusted with y-you.. really.." Neji sobbed, even letting more tears out.
"I know..It's ok Neji..Just let it out." Sasuke said and rubbed over Neji's back.
"...C-Can you please f-forgive me..? I'll d-do everything, just p-please.. don't be m-mad.." Neji said softly, while gripping Sasuke tightly.
"I'm not mad...honey come on, cheer up. I was just cranky from the ride. Don't cry." Sasuke said and stroke through Neji's hair now.
Neji was silent now, but kept crying. He just had to let it out now...
"Shh..it's ok." Sasuke said as he tried to soothe Neji. The poor guy, all those mood swings were probably hell to him. Sasuke kept holding Neji tightly.
"..M-my head hurts s-so much..." Neji softly said, still sniffing a bit. Most of the tears were out now, but not all of them.
"I'll get you to bed and grab a painkiller ok?" Sasuke said as he pulled Neji up and helped him to the bed.
Neji nodded, while standing up.
Sasuke took Neji to his bed and laid him down, then pulled up the sheets over Neji. "Hold on." He said and walked out then came back a little later with a painkiller, a glass of water, a bucket and a rug. He gave Neji the glass of water and painkiller and made the rug cold with water to lay on Neji's head.
Neji took in the painkiller and drank some water, then smiled thankfully, but a bit weakly, at Sasuke.
"..Thanks.." He softly said. Another mood swing.
Sasuke took the water from Neji and placed it on his night desk. He laid Neji back down and placed the rug on his forehead. That would cool him down a little. "You feeling a little better now?" Sasuke asked.
Neji nodded. "..Can you give me a kiss?" Neji asked.
Sasuke smiled. "Sure." He said and gave Neji a brief kiss on the lips. Neji was being so cute right now.
Neji looked at him thankfully and sighed. He closed his eyes for a moment now.
Sasuke gave Neji another small kiss and then stood up. "Get some sleep." He said. Neji could use it.
Neji looked at him again and nodded.
"..Ok.." Neji said, smiling softly, and then closing his eyes again with a small sigh.
Sasuke smiled at Neji content. Neji was really something. Especially now. But Sasuke wouldn't have it any other way.
Two months later, Neji was having home lessons for more then a month now. His stomach was huge now.. logical, he had been pregnant for seven months now. Neji was walking to the door now, since that one had ringed just a few seconds ago. He was wearing two kimono's now, because it would be too cold with only one of them. He put the key in the lock and opened the door now. He looked right into the face of Kurenai.
"..Hey." Neji said, a bit surprised.
"Hello Neji. How are you?" Kurenai asked and smiled at Neji.
"I'm fine, thanks.. oh, come in." Neji said, opening the door further.
Kurenai nodded to Neji and walked in. "I came over to check on you. How's the homeschooling been so far?" She asked.
"It's been good." Neji said. "And I have time enough to make my homework, so.."
"That's good. And you and Sasuke are still fine?" Kurenai asked.
Neji nodded. "Yes, he's very sweet to me." Neji said. "I'm treating him like he's my slave, but well, I'm the one who's pregnant." He smirked now. "Do you want some tea?"
Kurenai laughed a little. "Gladly." She said. "While you're at it with Sasuke, make sure he catches up with his biology homework. He's slacking again." She said.
"Hmm ok." Neji said, snorting, while starting to prepare some water. "Did they ask something about me on school? Since I'm gone all of sudden."
"A couple know about you. And the ones who don't, don't really mind. We told them you were having a hard time so you were being home-schooled." Kurenai answered.
"Ok then." Neji said.
"So how have you and the baby been? Still have those terrible mood swings Sasuke told me about?" Kurenai said and grinned a little.
Neji snorted. "Myeah." He said. "I have those crying attacks most of the time."
"Aah yes. Well they'll be over as soon as the baby's there. No problems whatsoever?" Kurenai asked.
"He or she likes to kick when I'm going to the toilet." Neji dryly said.
Kurenai laughed again. "You wake it up when you do that. Does it kick a lot? Did you let Sasuke feel it?" Kurenai asked.
"It kicks sometimes, but most of the times it is when I'm on the toilet." Neji said, shrugging. "So Sasuke hasn't felt it yet. But I hope that Sasuke will feel it soon."
"He said he can't wait. So over all it's all been going well? Did you make scans at the doctor?" Kurenai asked curious.
"..Oh shit.. no.. I keep forgetting that." Neji said, almost hitting his head in annoyance. Stupid.
"You should make an appointment soon. To see if the baby's healthy and maybe even if it's a boy or a girl." Kurenai said and smiled.
Neji nodded and smiled. "That would be great." He said. He gave Kurenai her tea now.
Kurenai took the tea. "Thanks." She said and took a sip. "So you had no problems at all? You're not sick occasionally? The baby's kicking so that's a good sign."
"I have been sick a few times, but it went over in a few days." Neji said. "You can sit down if you want." He pointed towards the couch, where he put his cup of tea next to, on a table. He went back into the kitchen again. "Um, I'm going to eat something, do you want something too?"
"No I'm fine. May I ask how many times have you been sick the past two months?" Kurenai asked, a little surprised to hear Neji had been sick.
"Um, three times." Neji answered, while entering the room again, with a plate with sushi on it. He sat down on the couch now.
"That's a lot Neji. You really should go to the doctor soon." Kurenai said, a little worried.
"..Is that bad?" Neji asked, frowning. He got worried too now.
"Well, it's ok if you get sick for a few hours, but you said it took a couple days. That does sound a little worrying. I'm sure it's all fine, the pregnancy is going fine for the rest, but you should check it anyhow." Kurenai said and smiled at Neji again.
Neji nodded. "Alright.." He said, while taking a bite of his sushi. No matter how he was eating, he always ate neat.
"I take it sushi is your addiction at the moment." Kurenai said and pointed at the plate with a grin.
Neji looked at her with a little blush on his face. "Yes it is.. it's stupid, isn't it?" Neji asked. "I don't know what it is all of sudden.. Do you want to taste? I made it myself."
"Well gladly." Kurenai said happily surprised. "And it's not stupid at all, pregnancy does that to you. You eat several things a lot during that time." Kurenai said.
Neji nodded and took a tissue, placing one of the sushi pieces on it and handed it over to Kurenai. "That's strange." Neji said.
"It's normal when you're pregnant. And thanks." Kurenai said and took a bite. "Hmm it's great. You're a great cook Neji, Sasuke and Itachi are lucky to have you here."
Neji smiled. "Thanks." Neji said. "Not a lot of people like sushi."
"I know, strange isn't it. I love it though." Kurenai said. She took the rest of the sushi and drank her tea. "I have to go in a couple minutes, I need to go to another student too."
Neji nodded. "That's fine." He said. "Sasuke should be here any second. And I love sushi too, I just love the Japanese kitchen."
"Good. You should. I'll be off then ok? Call me if you need anything and let me know when the baby's born. I'll check up with you in about a month." Kurenai said and stood up.
Neji nodded and stood too. "I will." Neji said. "Thanks again." He walked with her to the door.
"You are very welcome. And don't be so hard on Sasuke hm." Kurenai said and grinned at Neji. "I'll see you in a month." She smiled.
Neji smirked. "I'll try." He said and opened the door. "And yes, I'll see you in a month."
Kurenai nodded and walked through the door. "Take care Neji. Bye." Kurenai gave him a wave and a smile and then started walking away.
"Bye." Neji said and smiled, then closing the door. Ok. Now he was going to make an appointment. After he had finished his sushi.
A/N: The next chapter will be the last one!