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She moaned softly as he pulled his mouth away from heres, and just blinked confused eyes at him. She'd like the kiss, alot, she just hadn't been expecting it. She lifted her fingers to her lips and touched them lightly. She didn't know what to say, but she really needed to stop fighting with people and then kissing them. Matt just watched her and she titled her head to the side.
"You kissed me."
"Yes, I did." He smiled at the suprise in her voice before trailing his fingers over her cheek. "But I'm still angry with you."
"Well, I'm still mad at you too. You stay out of my head."
"Then stop lying to me Azure, I'm trying to help you and for some reason you continue to protect that son of a bitch. I won't keep lying for you do you understand? I can't, he almost killed me, he wanted Molly...and you..."
His words trailed off and she looked down, he was right of course but it didn't stop her feelings. She did believe Sylar was all those things they said he was. She'd seen first hand how violent he could be, he was very much unblanced but there was just...she didn't know how to put words to it. She bit her lip before letting out a sigh
"I-I don't know what you want me to say"
"Why don't you just start from the beginning explain to me what's going on. I'm trying to help you Azure but you have to let me."
She nodded, but decided she had a question of her own before she told him anything.
"What about your wife."
"She's not a factor"
"Of course she is!"
"No, she's not. I plan to go through with the divorce. Now, don't change the subject again and tell me I want everything Azure"
"And if I hold back?"
"I'll find it myself."
Her lips turned down into a frown. She didn't really want to talk about it, but he did deserve something. She looked everywhere but at him and he stayed silent the entire time. Finally her eyes moved to his face and she tried to gather her courage.
"I have..this ability. It's like a sheild, I can't really control it and it hurts me. Like, it causes me pain, makes me all dizzy and my nose tends to bleed. I try not to use it but sometimes I can't help it. The only thing I can do with it aside from getting hurt is make a little covering over my head when it rains. He said he saw that, that night in the parking garage. He wanted the power but I was so scared it-the sheild just happened. He couldn't touch me and all I cold do was cry. I don't really remember much of what I said but something changed his mind. One second he was taunting me and then he left."
She watched him, but she couldn't read his face. When she didn't start talking again his hands moved to her arms and rubbed them lightly. She shivered a little knowing he wasn't going to like the next part.
"I-at the hospital that day, we we're fighting you were so angry with me and then I saw her. Of course I knew about her but seeing her...I don't, it hurt alot and I ran. I couldn't go into that room and see you with her. When I got into my car to leave he was there, I guess he was waiting for me. He took me to the apart, we talked, we yelled, we fought, we fucked, you showed up and the end."
"Nice try, but no. What did you talk about."
"Please, I don-" But she saw the look on his face "We talked about...stuff. How I didn't believe his real name was Sylar, he made fun of my name. How he planned to kill me. Then we fought over you and Molly. I hurt his feelings, I hugged him, we started to have sex, he got angry at me tried to choke me, I felt bad, because that's the type o-"
"You.felt.bad"
"I know alright? I get it, I'm an idot ok? You don't have to remind me. We fucked, he was an asshole. The end now i don't want to talk about it anymore alright?"
He was silent for a long moment before he shook his head and pushed away from her. She glared at him, again angry that he'd made her say all this aloud, made her face the fact that she was nuts to care if Sylar was upset or not but it didn't change the fact that she still missed him...in a way.
"You MISS him..."
"STOP IT" She pushed him away and got off the counter glaring at him and went to shoved past him but he grabbed her by the arm and pulled her close to him glaring down at him. He looked so angry.
"How, how in the hell can you miss him. What the hell is wrong with you?"
"You don't understand and I don't know how to make you. I saw him, he was hurting."
"He..you...UGH"
"I'm not trying to explain myself to you and I let you force me to justify myself. I have enough to deal with ok?"
"Yeah, it must be really hard to come to terms with the fact that you enjoy being a known murders whore."
"Fuck you Parkman"
There was silence, a long long silence and he shook his head at her after a moment before finally letting go of her and he took a step back.
"When you get over, whatever the fuck this is we can talk."
"Oh, now you don't want to talk? Whatever, get out of my house."
"You're a real bitch you know that?"
"I thought I was just a whore"
He looked like he wanted to shake her and suddenly he did. He grabbed her by the arms his grip so tight it made her wince and he shook her, she yelped in shock and he shook her again harder.
"What the hell is wrong with you Azure"
"S..stop it"
He shook her again and watched as she started to tear up and he aburptly stopped his movements. She looked so scared...of him. He felt like he'd taken another round to his chest.
"Azure"
But she was already backing away from him, the tears streaming down her cheeks. He instantly went after her and watched as she turned and ran from him. Actually ran from him. He followed her as she ran upstairs and he didn't catch her till she'd darted into what he assumed was her bedroom. She'd made it about a step inside the door when his arm came around her waist and he hauled her back against him
"let me go!"
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry ok?"
"J-just leave me alone."
"He turned her and hugged her to his chest, just wrapped his arms around her tightly and hugged her. It was only seconds before she sagged against him crying and he felt like an ass. He shuffled her back towards her bed and sat down pulling her into his lap. She turned and buried her face into his neck before tucking herself against him.
"Forgive me?"
"Y-yes."
It was a start, he should have never put his hands on her like that. He laid back and moved her so she was next to him. She quickly shifted so that she was tucked against him again and he rested an arm over her hip and they laid there silently. After a few minuets she slowly looked up and pressed her mouth lightly to his.
"Do you forgive me?"
She looked so worried.
"I do"
Her smile wasn't so broken anymore and she leaned forward to kiss him again and he slowly kissed her back.
Neither one of them noticed the angry man watching them.