CHAPTER THREE
Christian:
When I get home I have dinner with my mom, dad and Mia. They try to talk to me about school but I give them nothing but one or two word answers. I'm worried about Ana. I'm dying to know how it went with her mom.
"Are you ok son?" I look up at my mom and she looks at me with her own worried eyes. Probably the same ones I have.
"Yeah everything is fine, just got some things on my mind." I fake a smile and play with my food.
"Is everything ok with Ana?" I should tell them, but I can't with Mia at the table.
"Everything is wonderful with Ana." Yeah she's having my baby mom! I probably got her pregnant on our living room couch, or maybe in the pool, or my bedroom. Who knows the possibilities are endless. All I know is I'm going to be a Dad!
Mom looks me over still not believing me but decides to drop it. After dinner I go to my room and try to do some homework! Ha! Like that's going to happen.
It's 7:45 and I still haven't heard from Ana. I'm getting nervous, maybe she didn't tell her yet. I decide to text her.
*U OK?*
15 mins go by and still nothing. I make my way to the kitchen to get a drink when my phone buzzes.
*Can you meet me outside?*
Outside is she nuts? It's pouring down rain. I quickly put my shoes on and grab my jacket and umbrella to head outside. She's standing at the bottom of the steps in your yoga pants and my grey hoodie. She's crying and shaking. I run down to her and get her under the umbrella. She's soaking wet, did she walk here?
"What happened? How did you get here?"
"I ran! My mom…" she hiccups and starts to cry even harder. "My mom said I should get rid of it, that it'll ruin my life. Then she said I could never see you again and that we are moving to Texas with her new boyfriend." I can barely understand her through her tears.
"Shh…" I wrap my arms around her and start walking her to the house. "Let's get inside. You're soaked and freezing."
We get into the house and my mom is waiting in the foyer with a couple of towels. She must have saw me go outside. I wrap the towel around Ana and try to dry her off.
"What happened?" My mother asks concerned.
"Ana had a fight with her mom…" My mom holds up her hand and cuts me off.
"Ok how about you take her upstairs and get changed. I'm sure Mia has something she could fit in. Get warm and come back downstairs and we can talk." I nod my head in agreement.
Ana is still crying in my chest as I guide her upstairs. I reach Mia's room and knock on the door. My sister flings open the door and her smile falters when she's sees Ana.
"What's wrong?"
"I'll tell you later. Do you think Ana could borrow some clothes?"
"Yeah…" She walks to her dresser and grabs some clothes out and hands them to me. Mia is 15 but she's a lot taller and just slightly bigger then Ana so they should fit. I take a shocked Ana into my room and close the door.
I reach down and remove her sweatshirt and t-shirt, then put the towel around her shoulders. I then bend down and take off her pants and remove her socks. I take the second towel and dry off her lower body. As much as I try not to, it's hard not to get a hard on by looking at her in just her underwear. I brush the towel over her stomach and give her belly a kiss, where our baby is growing. I glance up at her and see a hint of a smile, but her eyes are still vacant.
I go to my dresser and grab some different clothes for me and a pair of my tight boxer shorts and give them to Ana to wear. "Get dressed, baby." She nods her head and starts to remove her panties and put on my boxers. Out of my drawer a pull out one of her bras that I have saved from one of our many rendezvous. We both finish changing and head back downstairs. I notice she is still shivering, so I grab the duvet off my bed and wrap it around her.
"I'm guessing you haven't told them yet?" She mutters to me on the way downstairs.
"No I was waiting till I heard from you." She nods her understanding.
We go into the living room where my mom and dad are waiting for us. We sit on the loveseat across from them. I put a protective arm around Ana's shoulders.
"Now Ana, do you want to tell us what happened?" My mother starts. Ana looks at me for encouragement, I nod gently at her.
"When my mom got home this evening, she told me that we were moving to Texas next week with her new boyfriend. I told her I wasn't moving with her. I only have 3 months left of school and then I'm going to college. She told me I could finish school down there and MIT wasn't going to happen, especially since I'm going to be living with "that boy." She takes a deep breath from her rambling. "She was fine with it, happy even, when we talked about it 2 months ago. I think it's this new boyfriend Steven. He creeps me out, sometimes I notice him checking me out, or finds a way to touch me, by brushing hair out of my face or gracing past my shoulder." She shivers and I see nothing but red.
"Why didn't you tell me?" I snap at her.
She shakes her head at me "I told you he was creepy and looked at me weird." I nod she did tell me that. I take a deep breath and calm down. I hate that this guy was touching my girl, I'll let it go, for now.
"Ok sweet girl, go on." My mother urges, brushing me off and giving me a look to shut my mouth.
"I kept telling her I wasn't going and I needed to be here. But she just kept reminding me I would have nowhere to go, because she was leaving, and if she had to drag me by my hair she would." She begins to sob again. "then... then..." I know what she's about to tell them, she can't seem to form the words.
My mom comes and sits down next to Ana and puts an arm around her, rubbing her back. "Then what sweetie?"
"You're going to hate me" Ana squeaks out.
"We won't hate you dear. But were worried, whatever this is has you quite upset."
I lean over and whisper in her ear. "Do you want me to tell them?" She nods and drops her head in her hands.
"Mom, Ana is…" taking a deep breath to prepare myself, my stomach is in knots. "…she's pregnant."
I think both my parents jaw drop to the floor, and Ana starts breaking down even more. Her face is puffy and red, her cheeks tear stained. "I'm sorry… I'm so sorry…" She starts to ramble through her hiccup cries. "The doctor said my birth control failed. I was on the shot. I swear we were careful…I'm so sorry…" I quickly grab her and pull her to my chest.
"It's ok baby take deep breaths… in and out…" I rub her back and start showing her how to breath. I feel her start to relax in my arms.
"Oh my…" my mother whispers. She stands up determined. "We will figure this out. Now we're both not jumping for joy, but what has happened, happened. And we will work something out ok?" We both nod. "Did anything happen after you told your mom?"
"She told me to get rid of it, that it will ruin my life. And I was to never see Christian again. She just kept ranting then started calling me a whore. She said there was no way she would help with a child and when we got to Texas she was going to find a clinic and I have no choice. I told her to shut up and then she slapped me. Right after that I ran here."
I feel the rage bubble up inside of me. I'm doing everything I can to keep it inside of me. I want to give Carla a taste of her own medicine. We are sitting in silence for I don't know how long when the doorbell rings. My dad excuses himself to answer the door. The shrill voice of Carla rings through the house.
"Where is that whore daughter of mine?" She storms past my dad to the living room. "Enough of this childness Ana, you're coming home now and staying away from him, he's already ruined your life." She goes to reach for Ana's arm and Ana jumps back.
"NO! I'm not going with you." Carla's face is filled with fury. I don't think I've ever seen her mother like this, well not like I see her a lot anyways. Carla turns to look at my parents.
"Did she tell you what trouble your boy got her into?"
"Carla, they did tell us and I think it would be best if we figure out something together." That was my dad.
"She's getting rid of it. End of story!"
"I'm not getting rid of my baby mom!" Carla grabs Ana's arm and pulls her to stand up.
"You listen to me and listen to me good. You're coming home now, you're going to say good-bye to the boy, pack your shit and we are leaving."
"I'm not going anywhere with you or your sleazy boyfriend." Before anybody can react Carla slaps Ana's face so hard I swore it echoed off the walls. I stand and grab Ana back to me.
"Now that's enough!" My mother shouts. "Carla I think it would be better if you left. Ana can stay here tonight and we can talk about things tomorrow once everyone had a chance to calm down."
I swear I can see the steam coming out of Carla's ears. "You know what keep the dirty whore." And without another word Carla stomps out of the house.
My mom comes and pulls Ana out of my arms to hug her. "It will be ok sweet girl. I'll go get the guest room ready for you and we will talk in the morning." Ana nods her head against my mother's shoulder.
Mom hands Ana back to me to head upstairs. My dad sits on the coffee table in front of us in deep thought. "I think it's safe to say that Ana shouldn't go back home. Remember that day I gave you your trust your father left you?" Ana nods her head. "Well one of the things Ray made sure of was that Carla couldn't move until you were 18 or have left for college. So tomorrow I will go over there and talk with her and maybe we can work something out."
"Oh my god. How could I forget that? I never forget anything and I forget that information" Ana says in disbelief.
"Well, I think even for you the amount of stuff going on might just mess with your memory no matter how perfect it is." My dad gives her a tight smile and squeezes her hand. "Now I'm not thrilled about all this, but it is what it is. I hope you both still go to college and I know your mother and I would do whatever it takes to make it happen. Now why don't you both get some sleep and we will talk tomorrow. Ok?"
"Thank you dad." He nods before slapping my shoulder and leaving the room. Ana and I head upstairs and meet my mother in the guest room.
"It's all ready for you Ana."
"Thank you Grace" She gives my mom a quick hug and walks into the bedroom. She sits on the edge of the bed. She looks so lost and afraid.
"Mom, can I talk to you for a minute in the hall?"
"Sure thing. Goodnight Ana- everything will work out." Ana just nods and my mom joins me in the hallway.
"I don't think Ana should be alone tonight. I wanted to ask if it would be ok if I stayed with her." My mom raises an eyebrow at me and I continue. "I promise there wouldn't be any funny business and I would leave the door wide open. Please mom" I beg "She's a wreck I just… I just want to hold her and make sure she's ok. Please"
My mother sighs and looks back at Ana who hasn't moved since we left the room. "I will allow it, just for tonight. Door stays open!"
"Thank you mom." I grab her a pull her into a tight hug. I've hugged my mom before but not like this. Its bone crushing, I'm just so glad that she didn't kick Ana out, or yell at us. I owe my mom so much and if it wasn't for Ana I don't think I would have ever been able to hug my mom, especially this close.
"Your welcome dear." She's in tears now. "Go take care of your girl."
"I love you mom" And if I wanted to make her cry more I succeeded. I've never been able to say those words to her. If she told me she loved me I would just mumble some words back.
"I love you too, Christian." She leaves the hallway in a bundle of tears. I just hope I didn't break her.
I walk back into the guest room and sit next to Ana. "My mom said I could stay with you tonight." I brush the hair out of her face and kiss her forehead. "Let's lay down and get some sleep." She smiles at me, the first real smile I've seen this week. "I promised her no funny business. I know I'm sexy and you can't control yourself around me, but you'll have to keep your hands to yourself young lady." She makes a pouty face and then giggles. I pull down the covers and she starts to climb in.
"Me? I think you're the one with the self-control problems sir." I get under the covers with her and pull her tight to me. I know she can feel my erection against her back. I nuzzle my head in the crock of her neck. My hand slightly brushes over her now tight stomach. Soon it's going to be big and swollen with my child. And for some reason that makes my dick even harder.
Ana clears her throat "what was that about keeping hands to themselves." She pushes her butt against my hardening bulge.
"You know for a fact that this is no hand ma'am. It's a homing beacon and it's just found its home."
"Christian." Rolling over she slaps my chest "Cut it out and go to sleep." She laughs. I pull her towards me so her head is laying on my chest and her hand laying over my heart. I place my hand over hers.
"I love you, baby and we will work this out together."
"I love you too Christian." And before I know it she's out like a light. I'm brushing my hand through her hair as I think back to when Ana and I first met. The day my life changed forever.
Flashback- 3 weeks into junior year
God I hate Adam Waters! He makes me so angry. He knows how much I hate being touched. We have never gotten along since we started high school. But today he decided to come at me and pushed me on my chest against my locker. "What the fuck are you doing Waters?"
"I heard what you said Grey. Now I'm going to set you straight."
"Pfft" He's pissed at me because I checked out his girl and made a comment to his buddy about her body. Next thing I know Adam is throwing a punch at me, I duck and swing back knocking him hard to the ground. There is now a group of people around us chanting and cheering. All I see is red as I try to go after him again. A couple of guys are trying to hold us back, but Adam is still talking shit.
Then I hear her voice, it sounds like an angel. "Are you ok?" I turn around and I see her. She's wearing a blue and white cheerleader uniform that show off her sexy as sin legs that go on for miles. Her brown hair is pulled back into a ponytail, and she has the brightest blue eyes I've ever seen. "Are you ok?" She asks again and this time touches my elbow. Good a safe spot. I finally snap out of my haze.
"Yeah, I'm ok." I look around and notice that the crowd has disappeared and one of Adam's buddy's is taking him away. I notice his nose is bleeding and his eye is starting to swell. Good.
"I saw he threw the first punch- he had it coming. The guy is a giant tool."
"Yeah" I give a small smile and shake my head. Nobody is usually nice to me. I have a couple of friends, but most avoid me like the plague. They think I'm some kind of angry freak.
"You look like you need something to take the edge off. And maybe someone to talk too." She smiles at me and blushes. "I got some strong stuff at my house if you wanna come over?"
"You don't even know me."
She shrugs "I would like to get to know you. I'm Ana by the way." She sticks out her hand for me to shake and I accept.
"I'm Christian."
"Well Christian, what do you say?"
A hot girl, a very hot girl wants to hang out with me? Part of me feels like it's a trap, but the other part feels like it's too good to pass up. "Sure"
"It's a short walk from here is that ok?"
"I have my car; why don't I drive?" She nods and we walk to my car and take the really quick trip to her house. When she got in my car her skirt rode up and I could see the beginning of her blue panties, my dick becomes alive.
We get inside her house and she goes and grabs a bottle of bourbon and a couple of beers.
"What about your parents won't they know this is missing?"
She shakes her head and frowns. "My mom probably would never notice. It's been in that display case since my father died. He loved his bourbon. The beers she might notice, but it's ok, she works so much she'll probably think she just drank them."
"I'm sorry about your dad." I take her hand and put it in mine. I feel the electricity pump through us. And I think she noticed it too. "Where is your mom? Will she mind if I'm here?"
"She won't be home tonight; she's working a double shift."
Soon enough we're talking like we've known each other for years. She tells me about all the after school stuff she's in and how she loves working on computers… "Don't let the cheerleader uniform fool you. I'm a total computer geek." I go on and tell her a little about my family and how one day I plan to become super rich by starting my own company.
There's just this spark this energy about her that makes me feel alive. I've never been able to have a conversation for this long with anybody. We're both laughing our butts off over something, maybe it's the liquor, we are both pretty buzzed. I decided to take a chance and lean over and give her a quick peck on the lips.
She stops laughing and looks at me. Shit! Was that too soon? Then she puts me out of my misery. "Oh I think you can do better than that." She leans into me, I can feel her breath against me skin.
"I can, but I just have one request. Please don't touch my chest and back." She looks at me questionably and when I think she's going to ask 100 questions she surprises me again.
"No problem, but can I touch your hair?"
I nod and grab her face and kiss her hard. I've never kissed a girl before, but I've been dying too. For some reason I trust her. She puts her hands through my hair and tugs lightly and it causes me to moan. Our tongues are battling each other as I push her down to the couch. My dick is so hard it's painful, and I press it into her panty clad pussy.
I'm so fucking horny and I want her so bad. She's moaning against my lips, I move my hand to her breast and squeeze. I can feel her nipple through her shirt as they begin to harden. She's now panting and squirming below me. She bucks into me, rubbing herself against my dick. I grab her shirt and pull it over her head. She's wearing a navy blue sports bra underneath. She gently pushes me away. "Maybe we should move this to my room?"
"Just don't…"
"I know. Don't touch your chest and back. You're in control." She takes my hand and leads me to her room.
Ana lays down on her bed and wiggles her finger at me at "come hither" motion. I crawl on top of her and start kissing her neck.
"Have you ever done this before?" She pants below me.
"No. Have you?" Please say no- it would kill me knowing someone else has touched her first. Did I really just meet this goddess today?
"No" She whispers her face aflame.
"Are you sure this is what you want?" I ask concerned. I don't want to force her to do anything she isn't ready for.
"Yes, I want this with you. I don't know what this is…" She staggers off.
"I understand." I smile down and her. "I want this with you too." I lean down and kiss her again. Then I remembered something. "Shit! I don't have a condom."
"It's ok I'm on the pill."
"But you said you've never…."
She put her fingers to my lips. "My mom made me get on the pill when I was 15, to help with…. Woman things."
"Oh well, thank fuck." I grab a hold of her bra and pull it off. She has the most perfect pair of C-cup breast, so firm and perky. I move my lips and start to feast on her nipples. She sighs out in pleasure.
I stand up to remove my pants and boxers and Ana's eyes go wide. I notice that she's staring at my now throbbing dick. "Like what you see?" She bites down on her lip. And if that wasn't the most sexist thing I have ever seen. I didn't think my dick could get any harder. "Don't worry baby it should fit. If it hurts, I'll stop. Do you still want to do this?" I ask giving her a chance to change her mind. But I really hope she doesn't.
"Yes, I want you to make love to me." Thank god.
We made love for what seemed like hours. I was so proud of myself being able to give her 2 orgasms. Elliot told me it might not happen the first couple of times I had sex. In that moment I knew that she was meant for me, that she was always going to be mine.
We started dating right away. We just couldn't get enough of each other. We were like magnets. She taught me how to be loved and to give love. It only took a month for her to be able to touch me. I don't know what it was about her, but I trusted her so much. By the summer she had convinced me to try out for the football team. It was nerve wracking at first, but I learned when I wear the pads I can't feel the pain. It was also a great way to get out aggression.
I had told her all my secrets about my birth mom and her pimp. And she told me how her dad died when she was 10 from cancer. I would find out later that my dad and her dad were really close and Carrick was his lawyer for his will. Ray had left Ana a trust fund of $500,000 for when she turned 17 to go to college. Her mom Carla doesn't know a thing about it. My guess was that her mom couldn't be trusted with money and Ray knew that. However, Ray did pay off the house and left some money to Carla. We found out later that Carla had spent all of it, on what I don't know. What was left for her was spent in two years. However, there was a condition that she had to stay at the house till Ana went to college or turned 18 or she would have to pay back 50% of the money which would be put in Ana's trust. That way when it was time for Carrick to deliver Ana's trust he would know where to find her. I just ended up meeting her before that instead. -End Flashback-