August 15th- Wedding Day.
ANA:
Today is the day I become Mrs. Christian Grey. After four years together, and a son, our union will become official. Kate's mother Linda Kavanagh designed my dress. It's a strapless, floor length, sweetheart dress. It's off white silk with Chantilly lace. Underneath I'm wearing a pale pink corset with garter straps and stockings. I also have a pale pink throw away garter.
We're getting married in Grace and Carrick's back yard overlooking the sound. I couldn't begin to tell you all the times Christian and I have spent out here. It holds a lot of good memories. Grace has been with me through every step of planning the wedding. She and Mia did most of the work putting it together, while Christian and I just approved their choices. There could have been clowns here, and I wouldn't care, all I care is I'm marrying the man of my dreams. Since my mom isn't here, Grace has been filling that void.
I just wish my dad could be here to walk me down the aisle. Carrick offered to walk me down, and as thankful as I was for his offer I decided to do it on my own. I have a strong feeling my dad is walking me down in spirit.
There are huge tents set up for the ceremony and reception. All our closest friends and family, well Christian's family will be in attendance. We have a good 100 people with us today.
Kate is my maid of honor, Maddie and Mia are my bridesmaids. Elliot is Christian's best man, Danny and Ros are the groomsman/woman. Ros said she looks better in a suit than a dress. And with Christian's lack of guy friends he needed someone on his side. But the girl is right; she makes a suit look good.
Teddy is our ring bearer, and looks so adorable in his suit. Beautiful pink and white roses are decorating the tent, and a white runner spanning the length of the aisle, with chairs on each side. The archway has light blue wildflowers hanging off of it. Reverend Walsh is performing the ceremony today.
"You ready for this Steele?" Kate touches my shoulder.
"Yeah, I can't believe it's finally happening, and I'll be Grey very soon Kate," Kate laughs.
I have butterflies in my stomach, and I'm trying not to cry today, so I don't ruin my make-up.
"It's almost time. You look lovely Ana; Christian is going to pass out when he sees you," Maddie chimes in.
"Especially when he sees what's under the dress."
"Kate! Sister in the room. I don't need to hear that," Mia jokingly scolds.
"I'm so happy for you guys. I would say I'm getting a sister, but you've always been one." She hugs me.
"Thank you, Mia, Thanks, guys." I hug them all. I look over and see Grace and Carrick walking over with Teddy and my bouquet. Teddy spots me and comes running over. He's holding his pillow that has two fake rings on it. Elliot has the real ones.
"Mommy!" I bend down to him. "I ready mommy! I have biggggg job." He stretches his hands to show me.
"Yes you do, and I'll know you'll do a great job. Remember to stay with Grammy and Pop-Pop."
He nods, and I give my baby boy a big hug and kisses which cause him to giggle.
"It's time. Everyone ready?" Grace asks. We all nod and line up.
The wedding party will be coming down to Mendelssohn's "Wedding March". Carrick and Grace walk down together followed by Teddy. He gets nervous when he sees all the people, so Kate walks over to him and tells him to get daddy. He nods and then runs to Christian. The guests laugh and coo at Teddy. I see Christian bend down and hug him and then points to where Grace and Carrick are now sitting. Teddy nods and runs over to them. I'm glad I can see all this without Christian seeing me.
Maddie and Mia walk down first, followed by Kate. I take a deep breath as the music changes to "Here Comes the Bride." I decided to have traditional music; I didn't need something crazy when I walk down the aisle.
Everyone is standing as I make my way to the alter. I lock eyes with Christian. I'm sure we both probably have the biggest and goofiest smile on our faces. He's so sexy in his tux. The man is sinful, and he's mine for the rest of my life. I finally reach Christian and hand over my bouquet to Kate, and take Christian's hands.
"You look stunning, baby," He whispers.
"You don't look too bad yourself." He winks at me and kisses my hand.
"Mommy! Daddy!" We look over to see Teddy excitedly calling for us, causes us both the laugh, along with everyone else.
"Please, everyone be seated. We are here to celebrate the union of Anastasia Rose Steele and Christian Trevelyan-Grey…" I stare into Christian's stunning gray orbs, we both haven't stopped smiling. Two smiling fools lost in our own world.
We're snapped out of it when Reverend Walsh asks Christian to say his vows.
"I solemnly vow that I will safeguard and hold dear and deep in my heart our union and you. I promise to love you faithfully, forsaking all others, through the good times and the bad, in sickness and in health, regardless of where life takes us. I will protect you, trust you and respect you. I will share your joys and sorrows and comfort you in times of need. I promise to cherish you and uphold your hopes and dreams and keep you safe at my side. You've always had my heart and love, and it will continue as long as we both shall live."**
Christian wipes the tears from my face. I turn to Reverend Walsh, and he nods for me to say mine.
"I give my solemn vow to be your faithful partner in sickness and in health. To stand by your side in good and bad. I want to share your joys as well as your sorrow. I promise to love you unconditionally, support your goals and dreams, to honor and respect you, to laugh with you and cry with you. I knew since the moment I met you; I would always love you. We've shared so much over the last years, and I plan to keep sharing every moment with you and cherish you as long as we both shall live."**
"Now for the rings." Elliot hands Christian my ring.
"Christian place the ring on Anastasia's finger and state your vow," Reverend Walsh says.
"Anastasia, I give this ring to you, my beloved, my friend, my wife. Whenever I see this ring, I will remember the cherished bond we have created here tonight." He slides the ring on my finger.
Elliot hands me his ring, "Christian I give this ring to you, my beloved, my friend, my husband. Whenever I see this ring, I will remember the cherished bond we have created here tonight." I slip the ring on his finger.
"With the power vested in me and the State of Washington, I now pronounce you man and wife. You may kiss your bride."
Christian grabs me and bends me down before planting his lips on mine. It's quick but filled with love. He stands me back up, and we turn to all our guests.
"Ladies and Gentleman may I introduce, Mr. and Mrs. Christian Grey." Everyone stands and claps for us. Teddy runs to us, and Christian picks him up, while we walk back up the aisle hand and hand, with our wedding party behind us.
We're taking some photos before the reception, so we're all gathered around the edge of the sound. When it's finally just me and Christian alone for pictures, he pulls me into his arms and kisses me with such passion and love it makes my knees weak. I can hear the cameras clicking like crazy in front of us. When he pulls away, he rests his forehead to mine.
"You're absolutely stunning, Ana. Don't let anyone take off this dress but me, understand?" I nod and goddamn if my panties aren't instantly wet.
Hundreds of pictures later we head into the reception.
"Now for the first time as man and wife, Anastasia and Christian Grey." The DJ shouts, and everyone goes crazy.
Christian pulls me onto the dance floor and into his arms, while everyone looks on. The music starts to play our song, "Then" by Brad Paisley. I remember that day it became ours. I was still pregnant with Teddy, I was having a crappy day, I was swollen, tired, and a hormonal mess. Christian had just turned on the radio when the song came on. He made me dance with him; I remember how loved, and safe he made me feel. From that moment on, it became our song. I still remember too, him trying to steal my cookies. I smile at the memory.
"I love you, Mrs. Grey," He whispers as the lyrics start.
**I remember trying not to stare
The night that I first met you
You had me mesmerized**
"I love you too, Mr. Grey." He kisses me gently as he moves me gracefully around the dance floor.
** And three weeks later
In the front porch light
Taking 45 minutes to kiss goodnight
I hadn't told you yet
I thought I loved you then**
Christian starts to sing the song in my ear; boy can this man make me swoon.
**Now you're my whole life
Now you're my whole world
I just can't believe
The way I feel about you girl
Like a river meets the sea
Stronger than it's ever has been
We've come so far since that day
And I thought I loved you then
I remember taking you back
To right where I first met you
You were so surprised
There were people around
But I didn't care
I got down on one knee right there
And once again
I thought I loved you then**
"You changed my life for the better when I met you. You're my forever,"
Christian tells me as the chorus repeats.
"And you're mine." He dips me backward; kisses me and then continues to sway with me on the dance floor.
**I can just see you
With a baby on the way
I can just see you
When your hair is turning gray
What I can't see
Is how I'm ever gonna love you more
But I've said that before**
We are so lost in each that we didn't notice Teddy until he's pulling on my dress and Christians pants.
"Up, Up," Teddy says, stretching his arms up to us.
"I dance." Christian picks up Teddy, and he lays his head on Christian's shoulder while trying to reach his tiny arm around me. Christian pulls me closer, and Teddy is almost sandwiched between us. It's more hugging now then dancing, as the song finishes.
**Now you're my whole life
Now you're my whole world
I just can't believe
The way I feel about you girl
We'll look back someday
At this moment that we're in
And I'll look at you and say
And I thought I loved you then
And I thought I loved you then**
The song ends, and I look up to see the photographer, I know he captured this perfect family moment.
After dinner, we danced some more, and then it was time for speeches. Elliot gives his best man speech first.
"I remember the first time Christian told me about Ana. I was away at college, but I don't think I ever heard my brother so happy. Every phone call from that point on was Ana this and Ana that. At first, I was nervous for him. It was his first girlfriend. Then I met Ana, and I understood why he was head over heels for her. Christian was always a loner and sometimes angry. But I knew that he had a good heart, even though he didn't want to show it. He was my brother, and I loved him, even though he drove me crazy. For the longest time, the guy didn't get my sense of humor; I felt he didn't understand me at all."
He smiles, and Christian rolls his eyes.
"Then Ana comes into his life, and he's an entirely different human being. I remember asking my mom if she replaced him with a robot. He was smiling, had a bunch of friends, and love of a good woman. The two were inseparable. Then enter Teddy. It's hard to remember they were young when they had him. Most couples fall apart, can't handle the pressure of being a young family. But these two overcame all of those obstacles. Not only did they raise him while in college, but also started a business that blew up overnight. And if you have met Teddy Bear, you know he's an awesome child."
"ME!" Teddy yells from his seat on his grandpa's lap. Everyone laughs at his antics.
"Yes, you buddy. I know that sometimes it was hard for them. Working all hours and doing what they could to be together. But they made it work. And I know they will continue to make it work. To Ana and Christian." He raises his glass, and everyone raises it with him. "I wish you to nothing but happiness for the rest of your life."
Kate gets up to deliver her speech next.
"Ana has been my best friend since we were in kindergarten. We have been through alot together. I remember when Ana got her first computer, I thought I lost my friend forever that day." Everyone laughs. "From that moment on, she knew what she always wanted to do. Most people never knew what a computer geek Ana was, she hid it well, especially when she entered high school; she was like some weird superhero with a secret identity. I had met Christian before Ana; he won't remember, but I ran into him in the hall I think it was our sophomore year. He made me drop my books to the ground and the only thing he said to me was 'watch where you're going.' He walked away. He was that bad boy your mom told you to steer clear of. I listened that time. Then junior year, Ana comes and tells me of this boy she just met. You could take one look at her and knew she was smitten. That guy that I ran into in the hall was now this friendly guy who was totally in love with my friend. Not only now did I have to compete with a computer for attention, but now there was Christian too. However, it wasn't long before Christian became a part of our group and one of my dear friends. Now look at these two. Married and with an awesome little boy. Their kind of love is what Nicholas Sparks writes about. I'm so glad to have them in my life. To Ana and Christian."
Everyone clinks glasses and claps. Kate and Elliot both come over a hug us as I try my best to keep my tears at bay.
After the speeches, Christian and Grace have their mother and son dance to "A Mother's Song." When the song is over, I'm called to the dance floor for the father/daughter dance. I pale. I think I'm going to be sick, how could they forget that we weren't doing this. Then I see an arm stretched out to me. I look up and see Carrick standing in front of me.
"May I have this dance?" I can only nod as I'm taken by surprise. I look over at Christian, who now has Teddy on his lap. He waves his hand to tell me 'to go' and smiles. I grab Carrick's hand, and he takes me to the dance floor as "My Wish" by Rascal Flatt's starts.
"I just want you to know dear that you are like a daughter to me. You've brought a lot of light to this family. Starting with Christian, and even though you both were young when you had Teddy, he's been a ray of light. I'm proud of both of you for raising such a good child along with everything else you both have accomplished. I know your dad is looking down at you with so much pride," He pauses. "I love you, sweetie."
I'm crying and so overwhelmed by what he said. I know he always cared about me but never said it. Sometimes I would think he was ashamed that I got pregnant at 17, even though he never said it.
"I love you too, dad." He smiles at me. "Thank you."
**I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow,
And each road leads you where you wanna go,
And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
And if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window,
If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile.
But more than anything, more than anything
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.**
"May I cut in?" Grandpa Theo asks. Carrick nods and hands me over to him.
"Carrick and I set this up for you. To help remind you that you're very loved in this family. I'm very glad that I gained you for a granddaughter. You're very wise beyond your years, and I know you have many great things coming your way. You've brought peace to my grandson and gave me a rambunctious little great-grandson, who carries my name. I couldn't be more proud."
I'm crying so hard. I can only hope that my waterproof mascara holds up. I hug him tight. He's the closest thing I've ever had to a grandfather. "Thank you so much grandpa." I sniff in his shoulder.
"Ok no more crying little one. This is a happy day," I nod as we keep dancing.
**I hope you never look back, but you never forget,
All the ones who love you, in the place you live,
I hope you always forgive, and you never regret,
And you help somebody every chance you get,
Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake,
And always give more than you take.
But more than anything, yeah, more than anything**
As the chorus finishes up, I feel my weight transferred to someone else. I don't even have to look up to know it's my husband. I'm a complete mess. Christian lifts my head and wipes my tears. He kisses my eye, my nose, my mouth.
"You ok baby?" I nod.
"They're happy tears; it was just so unexpected."
The music morphs into a dancing beat, and everyone joins us on the dance floor. I notice a lot of the woman and Elliot wiping their faces.
Christian laughs.
"I'm sure it was; I only learned about it tonight. They wanted to surprise you. Are you ok?"
"Never been better," I smile brightly. Christian pulls my face to him to give me a very indecent kiss. For the first time in my life, I feel 100% whole.
Around us, there are hoots and hollers, but we're lost in our own world.
We finally break from each other when Elliot yells, "Save it for the honeymoon." We both laugh and kiss one more time.
We cut the cake and stuff it into each other's faces; then Christian proceeded to lick it off. Our little Teddy was jealous of us getting to play with our food, so we stood him on the chair, and Christian and I stuffed a little bit in his face. My boy likes his cake.
The garter toss was almost an X-rated show. I'm sitting in a chair out in the lawn when Christian kneels down and pretty much puts his whole body under my dress. He kisses up my leg, while his fingers tease around my clit and folds out of my panties. I hear him growl, and I'm too busy trying not to moan.
"While we're young Christian!" Danny shouts out.
He finally grabs my garter and pulls it down with his teeth. I kick off my Jimmy Choo's and lift my leg to help him take it off. He has it between his teeth when he comes out from under my dress. I know I'm blushing so hard. I must look like a tomato.
Christian puts the garter around a football and tosses it to the crowd of single guys. Danny jumps up and catches it. I guess years of football paid off for something.
Right before we leave I toss my bouquet to all the single girls. There's a dodge for it, but Maddie comes away the victor. We wait to watch Danny put the garter on Maddie's leg. I think I see sparks flying between the two.
Christian and I are staying at the Fairmont tonight. We leave tomorrow afternoon, for ten days, so we plan to meet up with the family for breakfast and to spend some more time with Teddy. Teddy seems excited about staying at Grandma and Grandpas. I know everyone will visit him to keep his mind off mommy and daddy being away. I think it will be harder for me to leave my baby for so long.
After saying our goodbyes, we get into the limo to take us to the hotel for the night.
A/N: Thanks to MrsCTGrey for being my beta. Read her story Random Acts of Ana
daytonalay and JB thank you for your very kind reviews. And all my other followers and reviewers thank you so much. It really helps keep me going
guest review Gg to answer your question, I have something in the works down the road.
** Wedding vows and some wedding details came from Fifty Shades Freed by E. L James. I just changed the vows just a little tad. I did my best with the speeches, hope they weren't too bad.
**Songs/ lyrics by Brad Paisley and Rascal Flatts. I know some people don't like reading through song lyrics. But I love music and I like what these songs represent.
Next up the honeymoon. Like I said in the chapter before, I got the idea from the CK ad with Jamie Dornan and Eva Mendes. I needed something, instead of just one big lemon, because come on they're on their honeymoon. It's nothing big and exciting just a little filler. I'm not proud of the chapter but I had a hard time coming up with something.