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Chapter 11

"I love you." his golden eyes pierced through my very soul as he whispered the three words that I had only dreamed about…..

E.P.O.V

I looked into her eyes fearing what I might see, I didn't mean to say those words to her! Not now! I wished for some miracle to happen that I could read her thoughts and know what she's thinking.

I saw shock take over her body. She started breathing harder her heartbeat raced, I watched as her eyes rolled back into her head, her body went limp in my arms.

"Great." I mumbled sarcastically, as I cradled her against my chest I began to run towards the spot I wanted to take her to, hoping she'd think that what I had said was just a dream.

Five minutes later I found myself slowing down as I reached the meadow. I've been wanting to take her here for a long time now, but didn't know how I'd explain it to her how I found it, I mean it's not like I could have said I was hunting down a grizzly bear at the dead of night to drink it's blood.

'Well I could have but she would've thought I was crazy.' I laughed at the thought, carrying her into the middle of the meadow, I placed her down gently.

I laid down on my side, my elbow on the ground , hand on my cheek as I watched her. She looked peaceful, just as she did the night before.

Her eyes closed, mouth slightly open, hair everywhere. I saw her stir underneath my touch as I stroked her cheek with my finger, it was warm. I smiled as her eyes began to flutter open.

She groaned. "Edward?" Bella asked looking up to the usual sky that covered Forks, cloudy grey, just the way I liked it.

I tapped her shoulder, her deep brown chocolate colored eyes gazed into mine. "H-Hi." she said, blushing. I laughed. "Hello." I said smiling at her, as the wind blew across the meadow in between the trees.

Her scent hit me then, I took in a deep breathe, my smile grew as I listened to her heart beat, licking my lips as I imagined the taste of her blood.

"What are you smiling at?" she asked lifting up one of her eyebrows, probably noticing the amusement in my eyes. "You won't like it…" I muttered still lost in my day dream.

"What is it?" she said, turning around so she was on her stomach, her hands were underneath her chin eyes staring up at me with interest. I sighed.

"Bella you really won't-." I started saying until she put a finger over my mouth, I was tempted not to bite it.

"Just tell me Edward." she said, her eyes burning into mine as she brought her finger back. I caught her wrist and brought her hand back to my face, she looked at me questionably, but didn't pull away.

I could feel the blood flow from her veins, as I pressed her wrist against my lip and kissed it lightly.

"I was thinking about, how your blood would taste." I sighed holding her hand prisoner, I smelled a hint of fear vibrate from her body.

"I told you ,you wouldn't like it." I whispered, in her ear, pulling her forward, wrapping her arms around my neck, I rubbed her back with one hand, as my other arm wrapped around her waist pulling her down. I heard her gulp when I leaned my head towards her throat.

"Edward what are you doin-" she panted, trying to breathe. "Shh, Bella relax, I didn't come here to bite you." I whispered, inwardly cringing at the thought.

"Breathe Bella." I chuckled leaning my head back to smile at her. She did as I told her to, and took in a deep shaky breathe.

"Good." I said, my smile widened as she blushed. I sat up pulling her with me onto my lap, one hand on her back and the other on her head, moving my hand up and down her back to soothe her.

She breathed out again. "Better?" I asked wrapping my arms around her waist. She nodded. "S-Sorry." She blushed. "I still have to get use to it." Bella mumbled, looking around for the first time, probably just trying to not look me in the eyes. I nodded in understanding.

"It's okay… I don't expect anything more from you." I breathed in her ear, kissing the side of her cheek quickly before pulling away.

"What happened? All I remember is you pulled me out of my truck and threw me over your shoulder and began walking." she asked, then her eyes lit up in emotion I can't describe.

"And then you put me down and said…." she started to breathe faster her heartbeat sped up again, but not in surprise this time, it was something else, I couldn't place my finger on it.

"Y-You said, you…" she whispered not being able to finish her sentence, she started to hyperventilating. "Shh, Bella breathe, you're going to give yourself a heart attack." I chuckled, my hands stroked her back to comfort her. I waited for her breathes to calm down before I talked.

"You okay?" I asked, relief washed over me as I heard her heartbeat go back to normal. She nodded her head not being able to talk. I smiled down at her.

"You're doing it again." she breathed out. "Doing what my love?" I whispered in her ear, still holding her in my cold embrace.

"Dazzling me." she said grinning at me. I chuckled and hugged her against my chest. "And tell me, how often do I dazzle you?" I asked, leaning back so I could see her expression on her face.

Bright pink painted her soft cheeks. I brought one of my hands up to her cheek and rubbed my thumb against it, making them turn brighter. I laughed and let her go.

"Bella?" I asked gazing deep into her dark brown depths. "Y-Yes?" she stuttered, watching me as I examined her face with a smile, no fear in it. I leaned towards her ear. "Would you like to know everything, my Isabella?" I whispered, re-wrapping her in my embrace.

(A/.N I was planning on stopping it here, but nothing really happened yet….)

B.P.O.V

My eyes went wide, in surprise. Sure I had thought I could ask him a few questions, not in to much detail, but everything…wow.

I would have hit him if he hadn't said my name so perfectly on his lips. Before I had been thinking, during the few times I wasn't daydreaming about him, if he had regretted telling me his secret, but now I know. I smiled and nodded my head.

His answering smile was magnificent, a sunset couldn't even compare to what it was like, he had his spell over me I knew that was for sure.

Two and a half hours later he had told me everything. How he was able to run fast, why his skin was so cold, why he didn't need oxygen, everything, there was one thing I didn't quite get though.

"But the thirst for your blood is almost unbearable at times." he whispered, we both flinched as he did.

"What do you mean? You spend time around humans all the time. Is it the same with everyone else?" I asked, my curiosity getting the better half of me, that said I should be deathly afraid of this boy in front of me.

We were lying on the warm grass now, I was on my stomach curling up to him as a breeze blew by, forgetting that it would make me colder, I didn't care though.

"No…it's just you… Bella-" he sighed, lifting one of his arms that was around my waist, and putting it underneath his neck.. "-I'm more dangerous for you then anything else on this world." he said looking me deep in the eyes, seeing my unspoken questions he continued.

"What I mean is…" he looked up into the sky. "You know how some people crave different foods, more then other types of food?" he looked down at my confused face, and smiled.

"How they feel like they'll die if they don't get what they desire?" His topaz eyes burned into my own, I nodded understanding . "Well for me…" His grip loosened as if not to scare me, looking away from my gaze.

"I crave for your blood. Whenever I see you…" he whispered, bringing his eyes back up to pierce my brown ones. "even now…I fight the urge to drain the life out of you." he frowned, when I flinched at the thought.

He turned towards me on the ground, bringing the arm that was under his neck, around my waist again, pulling me to him.

"Bella…" he whispered. "I don't want you to be afraid of me…" I could tell he struggled with those words, wishing that he could say I didn't have to be.

"I'm not…" I said wrapping my arms around his neck to prove it. He sighed. "You should be…" he breathed leaning towards me. I ignored him.

"Is it hard?" I whispered because we were so close to each other. "What?" Edward asked staring at me with unbelievable eyes. "The…temptation of…well…" I was embarrassed to say it, my cheeks turned pink.

"Human blood?" he said smiling down at me, I nodded my head. He took in a deep breathe. "For me it's always been…hard, to not…cheat." he glanced down at me, I tried keeping my face composed.

"I did at first, when Carlisle had first changed me…but I haven't…for a few years now." he said grinning at his accomplishment. "How long is a few years?" I breathed to caught up in his scent to talk anymore then a few words. He chuckled.

"About 50 years." he said smiling down at me. "Is it hard right now?" I asked, that was the wrong question because his face turned into a dark frown.

"Very…" he sighed heavily, I started to unwrap my arms from his neck to give him some room until he caught both of my wrist in one of his hands at lighting type speed.

He brought it up to his lips like he had done before and kissed them gently, sending a cold shiver through my body. I took in a breathe as he looked up at me.

"I'm getting better at it though." he smiled slyly, pulling me to him, he pressed his cold marble lips to mine. I gasped in surprise. He chuckled against my lips, and bit down on my lower lip lightly, not enough to draw blood.

I opened my mouth to let his tongue in, when I did he pulled back. I opened my eyes to see a smug look on his face, I giggled blushing.

"Do you want to see how fast I can move?" he asked me all of a sudden, pulling out of my embrace, he stood up in a mere second. I nodded my head to caught up in his movements to think straight. Then he vanished.

E.P.O.V

I circled around the clearing once, only a mere blur to her eyes, and was standing back in front of her in less then a second. "Wow." She breathed, staring up at me with confused filled eyes.

I ran behind her, and leaned towards her ear. "You look beautiful when you're in shock." I chuckled when she jumped at my voice, falling backwards a little, I pulled her into my lap, and smiled at her.

"Scared?" I asked, looking into her eyes I already knew the answer. She shook her head, trying to catch her breathe. I laughed leaning down towards her neck.

"How about now?" I teased, placing a light kiss on her throat, she gasped. I looked up to see her eyes were wide in surprise. I cradled her up into my arms, holding her ankles and wrist prisoner in my hands, putting my arms around her back for support.

B.P.O.V

'D-Did he just…Oh my god!' I screamed in my head, thankful that my brain was messed up or something so he couldn't hear me.

If my eyes were wide before, they had to be giant by now. He started kissing slow cold kisses down my throat, stopping at the base of my neck to nip at it, teasingly. I heard him laugh.

"How about now?" Edward whispered almost deadly into my ear, before kissing his way across my now pink colored cheek to my lips.

My heart was pounding, it felt like it was going to explode when he pulled away laughing. I glared at him. He chuckled and placed a light kiss onto my lips before placing me down in his lap, holding me in an embrace.

"You look absolutely beautiful when you blush." He said in my ear, pulling me closer. I just then noticed that the sun was going down. How long have we been here?

I blushed as he breathed in my ear. I could feel a smile vibrate from his body, as he scooped me up into his arms and stood. I gasped at the speed. I looked up to see a smug amused smile on his face.

"Ready to go?" he asked looking up at the sky, seeing the light in it fading out slowly. I smiled up at him, nodding.

"Are…Are we going to come back here sometime?" I asked, looking around the meadow, it was stunning, even at twilight.

"How does tomorrow sound?" he whispered in my ear, pulling back to smirk at me as my eyes lit up with excitement. He chuckled.

"Hang on." he whispered, kissing my cheek quickly. I looked at him questionably but decided against asking him, knowing I would find out soon enough, I wrapped my arms around his neck. He smirked.

E.P.O.V

I shot through the trees, while cradling her against my chest, her eyes were wide, mouth wide open. "You okay?" I chuckled, as she tightened her grip on my neck. She didn't seem to hear me, I bent down towards her ear.

"Bella? Are you alright?" I said loud enough for her to hear. She looked up at me, and then buried her face into my chest. I laughed slowing my pace down as we reached her truck.

"Bella we're here." I said , chuckling as I pried her arms from my neck, and sat her on the ground.

"I feel dizzy." she mumbled leaning her head into me. I smiled and put an arm around her. "Then I guess I'll be driving." I laughed and picked her up again. She leaned her head against my shoulder.

"Sleep my Bella." I whispered into her ear, placing her in the truck. I hardly heard the words she had breathed out. "I love you Edward." she whispered falling into a deep slumber.

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The next morning I woke up to a pair of dark golden eyes staring at me. I smiled up at them. "Good morning." Edward whispered strolling over from the chair he had been sitting on to lean over my bed, his hands were on both sides of my face, trapping it. I blushed. Now review!!

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