We Are Broken…
We Are Broken…
"Which one?" I asked Miley as I scanned the aisle.
"Explain to me how I would know, Lilly!" she replied. "I've never exactly done this before!"
"Well, yeah I know but I still can't decide."
"Just pick anyone, Lilly, it doesn't matter!"
"Miley, this isn't just some shoes you're gonna wear to your next red carpet appearance. This is serious."
"I know but let's hurry up please!"
"Fine!" I grabbed a promising looking one of the shelf. "Let's go."
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Later
I came out of the bathroom with the test in my hand.
"So what's the prognosis, Fertile Myrtle? Minus or plus?" Miley asked.
"I don't know. It's not seasoned yet." I shot back."Nope... There it is. The little pink plus sign is so unholy.""That ain't no Etch-A-Sketch. This is one doodle that can't be un-did, Homeskillet"
I practically fell back onto the couch. "Oh my god, Miles. What am I going to do?"
"I don't know but-"
"DON'T you dare say that 'everything will be okay' because from where I'm standing everything will most certainly NOT be okay, Miley. I'm pregnant. This was not supposed to happen okay. How do I tell my mom? What am I going to do?!"
"I was going to say do you want an abortion or to put it up for adoption?"
"No, I can't just kill it, and I can't just give it away."
"Okay then, it's your choice. You tell your mom, for one. She will get over it. She can help you, she will. Do it fast like a band-aid."
"Yeah, okay, because that will be great!" I said sarcastically rolling my eyes.
"What are you going to do about Nick."
"What would you do? Ha, yeah, my new motto, WWMD."
She rolled her eyes. "You know you have to tell him, Lilly."
"Miley, how do I tell him something like this?" I said. "'Hey, Nick, what's up? Oh yeah I almost forgot, I'm pregnant, it's yours.' Ha, I think NOT."
"Come on, Lilly, work with me! It's kind of hard to be a help to you if you are so negative."
"Well, I'm so sorry that I just heard the worse news of my life!"
"Well, I'm so sorry that I'm trying to help and you are too worried about the bad stuff to listen to what I'm saying!" Miley yelled.
I busted into tears. "I'm sorry! We can't fight now! I need you!"
Miley came closer to me and hugger me close. "I know, I know, Hun, we will get through this."
"I know, but it's gonna be so hard!"
"Yeah, it will be but we can do it."
"So, who do I tell first? My mom or Nick?"
"Your mom, you don't want her hearing from somebody else."
"True."
We sat in silence for a long time until Miley broke the quiet. "Hey, Lilly?
"Yeah?"
"When you have the baby, can I be the godmother?"
I rolled my eyes and didn't say anything. More quiet.
"Can I?"
"Yeah." I nodded. "Yeah, you can."
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2 Days Later
I told my mom earlier today. I told her everything that happened. I told her from the start to the finish. Everything. Miley was there as a witness if she killed me. Just kidding, well, maybe I'm not. No, I really am kidding.
She was mad and really genuinely disappointed. She got over it though, and then went to schedule a doctors appointment.
"That wasn't so bad was it?" Miley said.
"No, but still horrifying."
"I know, but see, I was right, your mom is going to help you."
"Yeah, you were right."
"Come on, the guys want us over to watch a movie."
"Okay, but we are definitely not watching Baby Mama."
"Whatever you say, mother."
"Do not go there, please."
We walked across the street to the Jonas residence and let ourselves in.
"Hey!" Kevin practically jumped on me.
"Don't do that!" I yelled at him.
"Okay." he put his hands up in surrender. "Just don't shoot."
"Joe!" Miley turned to Kevin. "Where is he?"
"At the video store with Nick."
"I see." She plopped down on the couch.
I went into the kitchen. "So Miley, Kev, movie theater butter or just regular buttery goodness?"
"Movie theater." they said together.
"Honey, I'm home!" Joe swung open the door. Nick followed behind closing the door.
"What are we watching today?" Miley got up to give him a hug.
"Uhm, I'm not sure, Nick got it."
Nick walked into the kitchen without a word and hugged me tightly. How was I supposed to tell him?
"Buddy, that was your cue to tell me what movie we are watching." Miley called into the kitchen.
"Oh, right, it's The Messengers." he called back.
"Oh, one of my favorites." I said smiling.
"I know, that's why I got it."
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Halfway Through the Movie
"We are only halfway through the movie and out of popcorn." Kevin whispered.
"Shhh!" I whisper-shouted. "Good part."
"I want popcorn."
I paused it. "I'll get it." I got up and walked to the kitchen and grabbed another bag. I put it in the microwave.
"Hey, Nick, arm wrestle!" I heard Joe say from the other room.
"Okay, but you will never win."
The sounds alone that Joe were making we enough to make me laugh.
The microwave beeped. "Mmm, I smell popcorn!" Kevin shouted. I grabbed a bowl and poured the popcorn in.
"Nick, where is your ring?" Joe asked in the other room. My eyes got wide.
Nick hesitated. "Well,.."
I dropped the bowl that I was holding, leaving it to crash into hundreds of piece. "Shit!" I shrieked.
Miley slapped Joe across the face then ran to me.
"Wait!" Joe said. "What did you do?" To Nick I'm guessing.
Miley walked back into the room. "They didn't mean to do anything! And I suggest that you keep your mouth shut in front of Lilly and everyone for that matter! Lilly is going through a really tough time right now and she needs friends not critics!" She came back to me as I tried cleaning up the broken glass with tears in my eyes. "No, just leave it." She said to me. "Come on." we walked past the boys and out the door.
"What hard time, babe?" Nick tried to follow us but Miley slammed the door in his face.
"I love that movie." I said as the tears spill over.
A/N:: Sooo, long time, no update!
Ahahaa! Not funny, I SORRY!
I almost forgot how people seem to like this story and how people keep saying 'update soon' and stuff so here you go.
I will try harder next time!
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