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Author notes: I have re done chapters 14 through ... well till the end so yea deffinetly need to re read cuz they r a tad different i just didnt like where it was goin so had to alter lol well thank you for all your support and hope u like the newer version keep R&R-ing

CHAPTER 14

BANG!

A frightened scream pierced through the rain soaked buildings of Diagon Alley and into Harry Potter's ear. Harry quickly stuffed the last of his shrunken books and supplies into his pocket before taking long strides to the door of the shop. He pushed it open and as if on cue more fearful screams erupted throughout the Alley and the rain fell harder. He saw people running every which was trying to grab their children and others so as to save them from a terrible fate.

Harry turned back towards his 'guards' before he said...

"My lucky day!" in a low growl as a smirk played across his face, his eyes got a murderous glint and is hands started smoking.

"No, Harry... no killing, just stun them and bind them. Ok? We need them to figure out where the layer is." Lupin said with a playful smirk… but sternly just the same. Harry let out a childish whine. Lupin stood his ground. And Harry gave up.

"Fine... But yeh know what? I will get my way... eventually." Harry said stubbornly as he pulled out his wand and walked out into the pouring rain that almost immediately soaked him to the bone. The other three followed suit behind him.

Harry looked at the mayhem before him and was stunned (not with a spell). There were people running everywhere as if they were chickens with their heads cut off. But he did see that there were adults fighting back against what he guessed to be fifty Death Eaters, while others grabbed children and put them in nearby stores. For that Harry was thankful. But despite the efforts and the earliness into the battle there were still bodies littering the ground most he saw were civilians.

Laughter reached Harry's ears. He turned to the right and saw a Death Eater standing over a young girl, about 6 years old with long brown hair, laughing as she kneeled over her mother's dead frame sobbing and begging her to wake up. The servant grabbed her arm and smacked her across the face…

"You guys go left I'll take the right" He told the other three. They argued for several seconds before they gave into Harry's orders and went left.

Harry ran towards the young girl while he threw stunners at a few Death Eaters on the way once he got a few feet away from her he yelled the first thing that came to mind "STUPEFY" The Death Eater turned to him and got the stunner strait in the chest. The Death Eater fell to the ground unconscious. Harry felt exhilarated, as if he could do anything. He felt as if he was nearing a high for the first time... and he loved it.

"Come here sweetie." Harry said kindly to the little girl. She wrenched her arm away from the unconscious man beside her and quickly made her way to Harry.

"Sweetie, this is a bad place to be. Go in this store right here... " He said pointing to the store with a lot of other little kids in it. She nodded. And Harry couldn't tell if it was tears falling from her eyes or just rain as she ran into the store.

Harry turned away and saw a large group of death eaters around several people. Harry got an idea and conjured two katana swords and two knives that he put inside his boots. Before he apparated to the center of the circle, where he heard familiar scream, one that he had heard several times in the middle of the night...

"Hello!" Harry said brightly before he cut off one of the Death Eaters wand arms. He screamed in pain and fell to the ground cradling his stump of an arm. Blood gushed out of the remaining limb, and Harry got a faceful. He licked his upper lip and smirked. Harry could feel the adrenaline pick up the pace at the mere taste of the blood. He wanted more, so much more……

All at once the rest of the Death Eaters yelled out a mixture of unforgivables. Harry ducked into a squatting position and swiped his swords around successfully cutting off several legs. Blood went everywhere. Harry stood looking at the fallen half of the circle and quickly sent each of them a stunner. Unfortunately the others had decided to through several cutting hexes at him. He felt them rip through his clothes and into his flesh. He turned to the other half that was about to send of some more spells.

He kicked one in the chest so hard that it sent him flying backwards several feet until his head met the brick wall. Harry dropped the swords and lit his hands and formed a ball of fire in his right palm and started tossing it lightly up in the air like a baseball before he snapped his fiery fingers and the ball lengthened and wrapped around the five still conscious Death Eaters like a rope.. A smirk appeared on his face and a murderous glint in his eye. He looked down to see if there was anything he could do to help whoever they had been hurting and gasped. Breath ran out of him like the rain from the clouds.

Mel lay sprawled on the ground before him in a puddle, blood flowing from several cuts on her face and body. He pushed away the fact that blood as swirling with the rain water. Harry let out a growl and kneeled down, Mel lay there unconcious

"NO... Mel... Mel wake up p... p... please wake up" Harry begged shaking her body. Harry's eyes flashed and an animalistic growl erupted from his chest. He didn't hear any of the battle going on around him didn't hear the raindrops hitting the deep puddles. Didn't feel the rain soak through his clothes and flatten his hair. Or even the blood soaking deeper into his clothes and covering his face from the soaked hair of his fallen friend, nor his teeth piercing another hole in his lip. It took several of the longest minutes of his life before he came mostly back to reality. He stood and walked over to the Death Eaters he had tied up.

He yanked off their masks wanting to know who they were. However he only recognized two of the five by name... Avery and Nott. Images flashed through his mind as he looked at their faces and he froze in shock and fear. His heart hammered in his chest and he growled forcing down the images.

The flames containing the death eaters grew bigger and hotter the men within them began to yell out in pain bringing harry from his mind. He looked up from under his bangs his eyes completely black he smirked a smirk that chilled them to the bones.

"Who the fuck are you?" demanded Avery. The dark smirk grew on Harry's face and he cocked his head to the side. The five before him were scared shitless at the insane murderous glint in his black eyes. He reached his hand up and pushed his hair back from his face to reveal the lightning bolt scar. They gasped and Harry smiled wider.

"Your worst fucking nightmare" he said in a dangerously low voice. He dropped his hand from his head and with it went the smile.

"You!" Knott said shocked "Your just a worthless halfblood…"

Anger flared through Harry stronger than ever at the audacity after all they had done to him and now mel…. Fire spread from his hands to the rest of his body, and abruptly the five of them burst into flame. The fire turned black and then there was a loud bang. The Death Eaters blew up. Bits of their flaming bodies flew into the air. Harry was immediately covered in blood. Steaming bits of flesh and bone floated to the ground.

The fire covering him went out but his arms stayed lit.

Harry turned to the fight that was still going on and formed several fireballs and threw them at each of the remaining Death Eaters (about 15) He put a permanent burning charm on it so it wouldn't go out or kill the person. Just cause them a lot pain. Harry then flicked his wrist and they all were stuck together in the center of the Alley screaming as if the were slowly being burned alive.

Harry walked over to the limp form of Melina Deid and kneeled once again he stoked her hair and stared at her beautiful face in fascination. She still had her coat on and she had lost a shoe. Harry pulled the fire in so as to not hurt her anymore as he didn't have complete confidence that it would do as he asked completely yet. He tried to remember the spells to heal her but all he knew he could do without risk was the small cuts and bruises as he was afraid he would do it wrong and make things worse.

Harry heard feet pounding the pavement and splashing in the puddles as they hurried towards him.

"Harry? Oh god... What happened?" Harry heard Lupin ask after he had obviously seen Mel. Harry didn't answer him. He just couldn't bring himself to say it cause then it would be true...

"Harry... I'll get you and mel a port key to get you back to the Hogwarts infirmery before the minister gets here. Ok?" Lupin asked softly 'as though any harsh word would break me' Harry thought angrily but pushed it away.

the werewolf grabbed a rock from the ground and muttered portus and with a sad smile "Itll be ok" he said though inside his heart was breaking at how empty and dull the green eyes were. He didn't know how they could have ever of belonged to the mischievous and happy boy he had once been... Lupin quickly shoved those thoughts aside and turned to Harry. Who was still watching him as if studying him. He handed him the port key and the 2 teens were gone

just as the minister and aurors arrived.

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Harry landed roughly on his knees and Mel's cold hand in his. He heard a gasp and turned to the school nurse. Pomfrey was pale in the face and had a hand over her mouth so as to not scream.

"Madam Pomfrey I...I need you to help her." was all Harry could think of to say. She nodded.

"Get her on a bed and I'll get started." she said gesturing to the closest bed. Harry obliged, and quickly lifted Mel's body into his arms cradling her like she was a baby. He placed her softly onto the bed. Madam Pomfrey asked him to go and take a shower but he only growled. And she whipped the curtains closed.

Harry sat there several minutes staring at his blood covered hands but not truly seeing them at all, as His mind was yelling at him for putting her in danger...

He was told to go behind the curtains. Harry took a deep breath before walking to the curtains and pulling them to the side. The sight he saw made him freeze in his tracks.

Mel lay in the bed the covers going to her neck her clothes thrown on the floor out of the way. Her face was paler than he had ever seen her. There was no make-up on her face. Despite the fact that they had lived in the same house for so long Harry had never seen her with out makeup on and he felt that she looked like an angel.

"Harry... I did all I could" pomfrey started

Harry's heart seemed to freeze at the sight of her laying there pale beat up. His breathing became ragged. "Ex... ex... excuse me..." he said as he stumbled from the room and into the hall.

He was shaking like crazy and he felt as though there was no air around him. He ran though hall after hall, down to the main floor and out the door in a daze. It felt as though time had stopped, as though if he kept running eventually everything would go back to the way it was.

He ran through the large gates and into Hogsmeade. Harry just kept running. He stepped on a piece of ice and fell his hands prevented his face from hitting the ground. He let his face touch the ground and slammed his fist into the ice shattering it into a bunch of tiny shards. Several of which got stuck in his hand despite the leather glove that covered it. Harry slowly raised his sore body and looked where he was. Right in front of the Three Broomsticks.

Harry walked inside and over to the bar. He sat on one of the barstools and waved for Madam Rosmerta to walk over. He ordered several bottles of her strongest firewhiskey. She didn't even ask for an id. 'Apparently seeing someone covered in blood scares her' he thought. She quickly obliged and handed him the booze. Harry six of them in his expandable pocket and opened the seventh then exited the bar as it was filled with hogwarts students.

He noticed faintly that it was barely sprinkling as he walked down the street. Students and adults alike stared and whispered as he walked by. Harry knew it. But as he had done since he started school he ignored them and opened then poured some of the steaming liquid down his throat.

His shock was gone but was quickly replaced with a fiery anger that brought tears to his eyes and fire to his hands. He let out a growl and slammed his fist into the brick wall of a little shop.

Harry looked at the large dent he had created for a second before he felt a stab of pain travel from his fist up to his neck. He hissed in pain as he brought his fist back and did it again and successfully broke through the brick wall. Though his fist had begun bleeding profusely as bits of brick had gotten stuck in his skin through his now tattered leather gloves. The gloves mel had given to him…

He ignored it and half walked half ran up the street. He let his feet carry him as he greedily finished off the first bottle and pulled out a second.

Before he knew it he was sprawled on damp grass. His vision was blurry and not because of the alcohol or his blood and rain streaked glasses.

Pain filled him to the breaking point, as he realized he had just lost the only one who truly understood... and that it was his fault.

'Its my fault. if hadnt hadn't been for me she'd of been safe' he thought to himself finishing off another bottle. 'Go left I said go left and I'll go right... I make everyone around me get hurt… im cursed… I shouldn't be here anymore… they'd all be better off…' a growl of sorrow escaped his throat.

'I can't win! I get ahead and something gets else stolen from me or badly hurt…' he thought angrily.

"I can't fucking take this anymore!" He yelled as he sat up and dug in his damp coat pocket for something not even Mel had known that he had bought.

He pulled out a black 45 that he knew held one bullet. He couldn't really remember when he had gotten it, only that he was extremely depressed that day. But then Mel had comforted him by telling him how much she really cared.

"Mom you never should have given me your love, or have let me have my life..." Harry said quietly "It was a waste, just a waste of time of breath... that's all I am."

Tears prickled at the back of his empty emerald orbs, as he put the tip of the gun to the side of his head. He pressed his right pointer finger against the trigger and stared unseeingly out into the lake that had seen so much of his life and was now going to see the end of it.

What He saw was a semi happy face of the one he viewed as a real sister. The one he knew he'd never speak to again...

Harry blinked and a single tear formed in his eye. He faintly heard the horrified screams of 'NO'. Barley noticed the thundering footsteps coming towards him and the fact that the rain was pouring harder then he had ever felt before as if it too was trying to stop him.

He squeezed the trigger harder… a single tear slipped down his blood stained face… harder... and...

BANG!