(JPOV)
Based on New Moon
As I walked towards to door, I felt not only nervous but also concerned. What if the person at the door was Ed-…him? Not only would I risk loosing Bella, but also I would risk loosing Charlie. As I opened the door, I felt un-easy. As soon as I saw my dad, I felt at ease. "Why didn't you tell me you were coming here Jacob!" he screamed. "Sorry dad, I thought you knew" I lied. I knew he didn't know. I was quite sure he knew, that I knew, that he knew I was lying. It was obvious by the look on his face. "Ugh!" he scoffed. "What the heck dad?" I asked. "Your spending SO much time with her boy, you have to promise me to come home early, we need to talk" he said very obsessively. "Sure, sure" I agreed. Before I knew it, he was wheeling away in his wheel chair. I turned around to find Bella at the kitchen table. She moved…wow. I got hungry so I went to the fridge and grabbed a ham sandwich she had pre-made. "We also need to talk Bella," I said as I sat down.
"Okay…?" she said surprised. " Look, I've sat here and watched you for the past week. You're getting better. After he left, you wouldn't acknowledge me, and now your actually looking at me. I think you should consider the whole forgetting him thing. I know that's tough, trust me. I tried to forget you, but its impossible" I said kind of embarrassed. "Oh…. but how? That's the thing about you and him; I don't understand why you two love me. It's strange. I mean like I don't now why you do, I'm nothing to look at". I stared at her in amazement, not only because every word she said wasn't true, but also that's the most she's spoken since it happened. "Well, I think the only me and him have in common, is we're both crazy about you. You truly are the most beautiful girl I've seen". She chuckled as if I was lying. I wasn't. Was I actually saying this? Did she think I was weird? Too late, I already said it.
She looked at me with amazement as I did before. "Jacob, listen…" "NO!" I interrupted. "You listen! You're the only person I know who would sit there and get hurt, but you and I both know if he walked through this door right now you would throw our friendship to have him. You don't understand Bella; he's not the BEST for you. Someone who leaves someone like you alone, it just isn't right. You didn't deserve it!" I screamed. "No, I wouldn't…." she said sheepishly, she knew it was true. " To hell you wouldn't!!" I let my anger get to me…I was standing over her screaming with my hands clinched into fists. Suddenly I sat down. "I'm sorry Bella, I didn't mean that. You just don't know how much it hurts me to watch you like this, to know he's still out there. I just need some time to think it over…' I apologized. 'It's okay, but do you want to have some fun?" she asked. "I guess? What do you have in mind?" "How about motorcycles?"