CHAPTER ELEVEN: SEASON ONE: LUNATIC

He says "Oh, baby girl, don't get cut on my edges

I'm the king of everything and oh, my tongue is a weapon

There's a light in the crack that's separating your thighs

And if you wanna go to heaven you should fuck me tonight"

Halsey

POINT OF VIEW

Derek Hale

Teal hair splays across the stark white pillow case. My thick fingers slowly slide through the silky strands of her wavy hair. She makes a nose of content. I close my eyes and inhale the pungent scent of her lighting the bowl. A soft content noise escapes her throat as she inhales the burning leaves into her corrupted lungs. Then she exhales high into the air, her eyes watching the smoke disappear into nothing.

She hands me the bowl and I copy her actions. The creeping sensation of nothing and everything seeps on me faster than the first two times I smoked with Halden. Maybe it's because we aren't in her car in the middle of the preserve or at her house where her mom can catch us. All I know is I get the overwhelming scent of tea tree oil and the aromatic arousal; it's so mind warping I'm not sure what to do. I want to lick at it, bite at it, claw at it, fuck into it.

Halden realizes I am lost in my thoughts of her. Her small hands reach out to cup the stubble on my cheek and she's bringing her lips to mine. She parts her lips, but doesn't kiss me. It takes a second for me to realize she's releasing the smoke into my mouth and I inhale deeply to catch as much as I can. When she's done she pulls back with a tiny grin, the dimples in her cheeks deepening.

While Halden is lighting the bowl once more I slip my hand into the band of her underwear. I'm grateful that we both opted out of our pants, socks, and shoes as soon as we got into the room. She moans as the buds of my fingertips rub longingly at her clit. Her legs widen for me, and she once again lowers her mouth to mine and I greedily accept her blowing the smoke into my mouth. How can I not when it feels so amazing? Smells so amazing? Tastes, I want to taste it.

I slide off her underwear and roll between her legs. She bites her lip, sets the bowl on the bedside table. My eyes focus on the sweet aroma releasing from her seeping wetness. Taste, I want to taste. Using my middle and index finger I spread apart her folds to get a better look at her. It's beautiful, and I can't hold myself back any longer. My tongue flicks inside of her, tastes the sweet juices she releases for me.

Sometimes when Halden and I are intimate like this I can feel myself loosing control to my wolf. It hasn't happened in years. It's terrifying, and exhilarating. I will never admit this to anyone. There will be these thoughts in my head. These animalistic hungry thoughts for her. Wanting her to bare her neck to me, watching my knot expand inside her pussy, her dripping with cum and begging for me to knot her all over again until she's pregnant with my pups.

Then I realize what I'm thinking and push those thoughts away. Now is not the time to be thinking of expanding the pack. Not until we have an alpha, until we have a stable territory to breed in.

Am I really thinking of breeding with Halden?

She moans loudly, breathless and wanting.

Fuck, if I could hear that noise every damn day I'd breed her for the rest of my damn life.

I push two fingers knuckle deep inside of her. Her walls clench around them and I wish that it is my cock inside of her instead.

My hooded eyes glance up at her as my tongue continues to flick her clit quickly. Halden peels her white tank over her head, and I feel like the luckiest person in the world because this woman hardly ever puts on a bra. Her perky breasts bounce as she tosses the shirt to the floor, and the dim light from the lamp catches her nipple piercings.

"Derek…" she breathes my name through parted plump lips. "Fuck me."

I quickly remove my briefs and shirt. I'm still fingering her, but I slip a teasing hand around my cock pumping it a few times. I can get off on just watching Halden in pleasure, slowly building up until she bursts into a thousand pieces. She begs me with a soft, "Please Derek. I want you inside of me."

The wolf howls at this admission.

I position the tip of my dick between her wet folds. She's spreading her legs, arching her back in preparation for the impact. I gradually push my cock into her and she gasps brokenly as it stretches the moist walls. It's hot, it's wet, it's the most wonderful feeling in the world.

Once I'm balls deep inside of her I roll my hips tauntingly slow. Halden's lips part with her moan, her warm breath fanning across my chest as she rests her forehead against my shoulder. I use one of my hands to hold myself up while I start to thrust into her, but I let my right hand cup her breast. Thumb flickering across the hard nipple and metal.

Her nimble fingers trail down my spine until they fall to my ass, and she squeezes delicately as she rolls her hips into my thrust. I moan loudly where I have my face buried into her neck. I need to smell her, to taste her. I nip at her shoulder, a shoulder I so badly want to sink my wolf teeth into.

She cries out as I increase my thrusts to distract myself from my thoughts. I bite my lip to hold myself back from sinking my teeth into her delicate creamy flesh. And I have to hide my hand under the pillows as I feel my claws extending from my fingertips, but it's all I can do to control my shift. I slam into her harder, faster, more desperate to keep my control and loose myself in her body.

Halden's body tenses in that familiar way right before she hits her high. Her back stiffens and arches, nipples brushing dangerously across my perspiring chest. She digs her nails into my back, panting sounds of pleasure into my neck. I know I get her as soon as she lets out a single breathless gasp. Her walls tighten around me and begin to throb at the intensity of her orgasm. She cries out, "Derek," and it's the only thing I need to hear to bring me over the edge.

I catch myself half-way through cuming that I need to pull out. Thick hot streaks of my semen splash onto her ample breasts and thin waist. I bite my lip as I watch a tiny bit of it seep out between her folds. It shouldn't make me want to push my cock back inside and fuck her senseless until she milks all the cum from my body.

I also should not be cuming inside of Halden period. But there's not much I can do for the little bit that's already there. My wolf wishes to howl in delight at the sight.

"Wow," she breathes a little above a whisper. She adjust her body so that she's lying on her side.

Halden's red-rimmed eyes were the color of burnt umber. I stare at them silently. I never understood how people thought brown eyes were dull and boring. Maybe it's because they haven't ever seen hers. They weren't like dark chocolate or rich honey or freshly ground coffee. No, they were nothing like I've ever seen before. They were like a story with an unwritten ending. Dark, twisted, deep, and lost.

She smiles at me quietly before her eyes drift shut leaving me empty. I want to kiss her. I don't.

I wait until I can hear herself entering a deeper sleep. The alarm clock on the bedside table informs me it's almost time for the full moon. Which means I should be leaving to the McCall house to check on Scott.

My wolf whines as I push my arms in the sleeves of my father's leather jacket. It doesn't want to leave Halden, wants me to wake her up and mate with her again. The moonlight seeping through the room is not helping distract me from the sensual scent of her musk.

But I need to find Scott. It's his second full moon and I'm not willing to let him murder any innocent people. Not even Stiles. No matter how amazing the thought of ripping out his vocal cords sounds.

I take the extra keycards for the room and slip out.

On my way to the McCall house I catch Scott's wolf scent. I sigh heavily as I realize it's going away from his home, "Where are you off to, Scott?"

My Camaro hums as I cruise down the street cautiously tracking his scent. I'm surprised when the scent I'm tracing doesn't follow the familiar path of the Argent's home. Whenever I check up on Scott it usually leads there. Instead it is to the mall. I park the car and step out quietly.

I'm not surprised when I scent cinnamon and expensive perfume. Allison.

I slowly analyze the situation as I stalk around the parking lot. There's a white car with it's lights on towards the end of the lot near a wooded area. It's dark and a single lamp is a little bit away illuminating the area. A curly haired brunette sits in the passenger side while a male is in the drivers seat. I creep closer and notice it's unmistakably Allison and Jackson. Of course, just what I need to deal with. An even more than normal angsty Scott McCall.

There's a growl and I see Scott carefully stalking his prey between a few cars away.

Fuck.

He darts then jumps atop the roof. Surprised screams escape the couple inside of the car.

"What was that?!"

I crouch into a run, leaping off my heels and grabbing Scott's waist to drag him to the ground. He makes a move to attack. I haul him up by the back of his shirt and toss him into the forest and away from the teens. He stumbles up with a growl.

My arms manage to get a good grip on him as I press his back into my chest. "Stop! Scott, stop!" I shout irritably.

His claws are out and he's trying to swipe at me, but I block his blows and haul him over my head into tree. He goes after me again and I flip him over my shoulder. I slowly turn to him. My fingers curl at their sides and I'm wanting to rip this kid to pieces. I know it's the full moon.

We fight a bit longer. Me dodging Scott's swipes, Scott getting thrown to the floor.

Scott stops.

His brown eyes are wide, wild with fear and confusion. He begs me in a whisper, "What's happening to me?"

My lips pull back uncomfortably and I say, "Exactly what he wants to happen."

He lets out a frustrated shout. I sigh, "Come on Scott. Let's get you home."

I lead him to the Camaro and he slips in silently. His fists are at his side, nails drawing blood from how hard he's clenching.

"Did you take Haldey to the hotel?" Scott asks after a few minutes of silence.

I nod. "Yes."

"Thanks…" Scott frowns. "Thanks. Wait. I can't do this. I can't be this and be with Allison." I'm irritable, wanting to add what about your sister and mother? "I need you to tell me the truth. Is there a cure?"

"For someone who was bitten?" Cure? Hell no. Rumors? Thousands. "I've heard of one. I don't know if it's true."

Scott looks hopeful. "What is it?"

My heart skips a beat as I say with false confidence, "You have to kill the one that bit you."

I'm grateful that Scott is not trained enough to recognize the lie.

He gaps, "Kill the alpha?"

"Scott," I say. My eyes narrow as I meet his fiercely. "If you help me find him, I'll help you kill him."

"That's the only way?" His voice is desperate.

"Yes." No. There is no way.

Scott swallows and lightly nods his head in a silent deal.

"Tell your mom Halden is staying at a friends house," I tell him with a wink. Then I jump out of the bedroom window.

Halden is still asleep.

She is curled in a ball nude underneath the blanket. I ignore the small smile that quirks on my lips at the sight. I strip off all of my clothes slowly so she won't wake. I slide underneath the covers and pull her out of her ball-like shape to mend her back along my chest. She makes a small squeak at the movement, but doesn't wake.

Soon I fall asleep too.

This chapter is short, I know! Sorry, but there was smut in the beginning haha. Angsty Halden shall soon be approaching (must be a McCall thing). THERE ARE SPOILERS IN THE REVIEWS SO BEWARE IF YOU DON'T WANT THEM. I'd just skip the reviews if you don't wanna know anything haha.

megladon1616: #HAREK :D

Does she get depressed and attempt suicide? Not trying to sound weird or anything, but you said she was about to seem like the biggest cry baby, figured I'd ask.

Hmm. This is a tough one. Reason being, I don't necessarily think what Halden is going to end up trying to do is necessarily a suicide attempt more than substance abuse. So, I don't peg it as a suicide, but I'm not ruling out that Halden doesn't care if she lives or dies at this point in her life.

Mostly what's going to happen is Halden just crying/being super emotional.

xXbriannaXx: ONCE AGAIN YOU LEAVE ME AN AMAZING ASS REVIEW :D [SPOILERS]

Will it become more AU when Halden becomes pregnant?

I haven't thought too much on Season 3 quite yet with Halden, but season 2 is going to end up probably either seeming longer than the actual TV show, and will have some unique takes on how she interacts with future/current characters. So, yes/no? It'll follow the plot, but it also skips a lot of the extra stuff that isn't important to Halden's character.

if she does get pregnant im rlly wondering if she'd keep it or no?

I will totally spoil that Halden is going to keep the baby. Baby is officially a huge part of the plot. But it won't overshadow things. I don't intend for this story to be a romantic chick flick/Nicholas Sparks novel. The baby will be there, but it's not the primary part of the story. Both of the 'rents are going to have to do some growing up, but they are still going to be Derek and Halden. He's still a sour wolf and she's still all over the place. haha :)

i feel like they'd just be in constant fear of their child getting eaten or taken or killed or just that something bad would happen

This is something I thought about, but am not entirely sure how I intend to take this quite yet! I think that's going to be a huge struggle for the duo. But I also intend to take this fic in the path of Derek not caring about them being human. Mostly because Derek had human pack mates while growing up, so I don't see him as seeing it as THAT being the reason for his worry. His worry will derive from "how I protect the people I care about."

OMG ITS GONNA BE DEREKS RIGHT?!

Yes! Derek is def. the father :D

scott's treatment towards her will def play into derek and halden's relationship?

There's going to be a few things that play a huge factor in their relationship! Especially Scott.

You're not allowed to die!

Nathalie94: You should tell me more of your possible ideas/predictions!

Jenny:

Curious do you have any ideas as to who you are going to use for the guys coming onto Halden?

I do have a few ideas! There isn't going to be some huge love triangle or anything. There shall be awkward tension though between Halden and a few characters. Not sure all of them quite yet, but Jackson & Matt & maybe some awkward flirting from Stiles.

Danni: YOU totally inspired me with ideas! Thank you. I was totally having a brain fart & you just helped me so much with your ideas! :) SERIOUSLY!

OVERALL CONSENSUS ON SCOTT BEING A LITTLE SHIT:

I promise he will be getting better soon! Like 6/7 more chapters of him being a poop then we are going to love him! Which seems like a lot, but it's not gonna be a short story.

GUEST: You're observations on how Halden will handle finding about werewolves & everything is like super great! I really like how you think she's going to react. It's very close to how I feel she would go about it!

Does he go all werewolf on her ass when fucking her at the Hilton? Like using the headboard as leverage holding her hips up slight off the bed as he like goes at like a wild animal and then the obvious doggie style lol...

NOT yet. Derek is in control of his wolf, as you can see he is struggling a bit, but nothing like that is going to happen while she isn't aware of him being a werewolf.

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