Hands entangled in my hair, mouth attacking my neck. I'm drunk on lust and vodka. He licks my collar bone, I arch into him. Steady beats of our heart matching the rhythm of our fucking. Lucas pushes in and out of me over and over.
I rake my fingernails over his bare back. He growls in pain. I trace the outline of his tattoo just before he bites into my shoulder. I gasp in pleasure.
My legs wrap around his waist as he picks me up and slams me against the wall. We forgot the rules and ended up at his apartment. I see a picture of him and Lena and for a second it makes me feel guilty. Just a second. No longer.
He whispers dirty things into my ear. I want to make you cum Blair. Cum for me. I want to fuck you so hard. I want to make you scream. It makes me hotter. His teeth sink into my lip, I gasp he growls. Gasp, growl. Like two completely different animals.
I wake up completely naked next to Lucas on the floor of his apartment with just a blanket over us. His arm draped over me I bury myself deeper into the blankets and closer to Lucas. He stirs and his eyes open. I wait for him to adjust.
"Blair?" He questions, his voice dry.
"Morning." I reply.
He sits up. God he has a good body.
"What…what…?"
"We must have fallen asleep."
He gets up. I watch him walk away and come back with a pair of boxers on.
"Blair, you know I care for you but Lena could be back soon and…"
"I know. I'll go."
"Thanks."
After getting dressed Lucas gives me one last kiss as I leave his apartment. In my day dreaming I run into a woman as I get in the elevator. It's Lena. Oh shit.
"Oh. I'm so sorry." I tell her as she straightens her clothes.
She smiles sweetly. I want to rip it from her face.
"It's fine. I'm so hung over I probably wasn't watching where I was going either."
I nod and get into the elevator. She walks off.
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Later that afternoon I meet Chuck at Victrola. I spot him straight away at the bar talking to the bar tender. I sit beside him and give him a smile before ordering an iced water. Chuck looks at me funny.
"No cosmopolitan? Gin and Tonic? Vodka?"
I smirk.
"I drank last night. I'm off the alcohol for a few more hours, Bass."
"Fucking your upscale new boy toy?" He questions.
It's none of his business but I like to gloat, especially if it involves hurting Chuck's feelings.
"As a matter of fact yes. I was."
He sips his drink.
"Well just to let you know, B. I'm meeting with Jenny Humphrey tonight for a little one on one." He smirks. I turn my nose up.
"Sleeping with the enemy. I'm not surprised."
He gets up and gestures for me to follow. I do. We walk out the back to the change rooms where all the burlesque dancers change. He eyes a tall brunette girl who's putting on her costume.
"You know, B. The girl's grown on me. There's something about Little J. I think I see you in her."
"Well don't get used to her because she's going down."
"I don't know Blair. I'm not sure if I want to help anymore." He pauses to leer at a semi-naked blonde girl. "She's got attitude. I like it. Maybe she's fit to be Queen after all."
"Chuck, you swap sides and that's the end of this friendship."
We keep walking until we hit his office. He lets me in and takes a seat in his chair. I stay standing.
"What friendship Blair?"
"This. We end this if you take her side."
"What the fuck is this? We don't speak unless we have to. We only meet up to discuss Jenny's future in Manhattan. I feel like I'm just your fucking toy!"
I fume. I was once his fucking toy. He screwed me around enough.
"Maybe you are Chuck!"
He storms over and pins me against a wall. I see the rage in his eyes. He looks ready to hit me. I wonder if he would.
"Look at you." He snarls. "You're nothing anymore. Less than half of who you used to be. You don't deserve to be Queen, I know it, Jenny knows it, most of fucking Manhattan knows it. What a fucking Queen you'd make right? Jenny's right to be in that throne."
I slap him. Hard. Again. Again. He backs away. His cheek red.
"How dare you fucking scrutinize me Chuck. After what we've been through I thought you'd be the person who would understand why I'm who I am now. But apparently I was wrong about you. Once again."
"Yeah you were. I'm not perfect fucking Chuck Bass. I don't do fucking relationships or sweet letters. I fuck, I drink, I smoke. Sorry I'm not good enough."
"Not good enough? You're so past not good enough Chuck it's not funny."
He opens his office door.
"Get the fuck out."
"Gladly."
"You're a fucking disgrace Waldorf. Consider this partnership null and void."
"Good! I'll find someone else with the balls to ruin that slut."
"You'll never find someone. No one good enough to ruin Jenny with me on her side."
"You're the fucking disgrace Bass. Go on. Go fuck the enemy see what that gets you besides HIV."
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I flick through a rack of new season's clothing at Versace. I'm not really in the mood for shopping right now but I needed something to take my mind of Chuck and Jenny. Just as I pull out a dress I see a blonde girl and a tall brunette man walk in the door.
I try not to notice but it's hard not to notice when the pair are talking so loudly.
Jenny Humphrey and Chuck Bass. A pair I thought I'd never have to see.
"Pick out whatever you want Jenny. I'm paying." Chuck says loud enough for me to hear.
I see her give him a quick kiss as she saunters over to the new season's clothing where I'm standing. She flicks through the racks until she meets me in the middle.
"Oh B. Didn't see you there." She says fakely.
"Yeah and elephants are pink." I snarl.
"Why so bitter? Oh I guess Chuck being here is kind of awkward for you two right?"
"You can have him J. I'm so over his philandering ways."
I pick out another dress. Jenny eyes it.
"You might need a bigger size Blair, you're not as skinny as you used to be." She whispers and winks.
I bite my lip. I don't want to make a scene.
"Come to think of it B, you might have to start shopping in the bigger sizes. Ever since you came back you've been gaining weight. I mean sure, you're going through a lot but this is almost ridiculous. Maybe you should see a personal trainer."
I place the dress back on the rack and turn to face her.
"Anything else you'd like to add Little J or are you done?"
Jenny looks me up and down.
"You're shoes are totally last week too."
I smile.
"Impressive Little J. Years ago I'd be the one giving you fashion tips and you were the one wearing rags and having to get designer hammy downs or someone like me to buy you them…oh wait that's still the case right?"
"I fucked Chuck last night." She says out of the blue.
"Congratulations." I roll my eyes.
"He's real good with that mouth of his…but then you'd know that right? Oh and when he's in the mood he's really in the mood. I think we must have done it 7 or 8 times last night. You really are missing out."
"As I said, you can have him."
"I don't need to have him Blair because no matter what he's still not going back to you. He's done associating with a has been like you, he's moved on to bigger, better and well, more popular things."
I feel the rage inside me boil. She's really starting to get to me. I know I should walk away but I'm not sure I can.
"You know, I don't think anyone wants you anymore Blair. Look at you? What respectable person would want to date a used rag doll like you? If I were any man I'd want to hide you or at least keep you a secret. You're fat, certainly not as pretty as you used to be and gosh, where did that attitude go?"
I slap her. The whole store silences. Chuck awakens from his stupor and stares at the both of us.
"Did I hit a nerve Blair?" She giggles. "Poor Little Blair Waldorf. She was in an accident where she murdered three people. When she came back all recovered and well even Chuck Bass didn't want her anymore and he wants anything that can fuck. What does that say about you? Oh I know, you're finished here Waldorf. No body in the whole of Manhattan cares about you anymore."
Tears well up in my eyes. I don't want to cry in front of her, or anyone but that's what I feel like. It's like in pre school when a kid would take your toy and you'd cry. That's what Jenny was doing to me.
"Let it out Blair. Cry. Go home, pack your bags and get the fuck out of Manhattan."
"I'm not going."
"Then prepare for a war."
"You too." I wipe away the tears. "For as long as I can stand Jenny Humphrey I promise to take you off that throne and throw you back to Brooklyn. I will one day have my crown back. You and Chuck better watch yourselves."
"Please. You couldn't touch us. Remember Chuck knows you better than I do and he has all the dirt we need on you. Step back or I'll push you back."
I step closer to her, my face inches from hers.
"Push." I hiss.
She glares at me and then she pushes me back. I shove her. She shoves me. In a matter of minutes we're pulling each other's hair and screaming at each other in the middle of Versace. She scratches my arms, I go for her face.
"How dare you fucking think that for one second Jenny Humphrey you could be better than me!" I scream at her, pulling on her blonde locks.
"Get the hell off me you crazy bitch!" She screams back.
The manager tries to pull us apart but we keep fighting.
"You slut!" I yell.
"Bulimic whore!" She yells.
"White trash!" I scream.
"Hideous fucking bitch!" She screams.
I pause to catch my breath, she stands back.
"Oh and by the way, Chuck told me about your scar. Apparently it's huge and ugly and basically you're deformed now. I bet that it's disgusting. What guy would want to be with you?"
I look at Chuck. Suddenly Jenny isn't my main problem Chuck is. I go right up to him, he flinches at the coldness in my eyes. I slap him, he doesn't move he just stands there.
"I hate you." I say calmly. "I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. Stay away from me Chuck Bass, don't talk to me, don't come near me, don't come near my friends or family. As long as I live Bass I'm going to hate you for this."
He looks a little sad. I look back at Jenny and walk out of that store, somewhat defeated and a little self conscious.
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Spotted; B, C and Little J having an all out war in Versace. Now you've swapped sides C darling, a little advice, never cross Blair Waldorf, I hear she puts up one hell of a fight. You know you love me. Xoxo, Gossip Girl.
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