"Lets talk." growled a familiar voice as Emma walked out of school at the end of the day and Jay grabbed the back of her arm, leading her to his civic.

Emma shoved her arm out of his hold, "No, I want nothing to do with you anymore." she snapped, feeling almost betrayed he didn't protect her from his 'world'

He glared so hard at her his eyes squinted and he taunted, "Is that so? Woah, Aaron must of gave you the time of your life."

Emma's blood boiled, but it was nothing like his was, as he thought of Aaron swiping away her innocence and her liking it. Did she like it?

"Yeah, he also gave me drugs. It was a hell of a night you jerk!" Emma shouted and actually shoved his chest with her small hands.

He barely stepped back but his mouth hung a bit. Was she kidding about the drugs? She turned and struggled when he grabbed her arm again and then the other

"Jay, let me go!"

Everyone was staring who was going into their cars or walking home, exiting the school. The goody of two shoes was in a fight with the bad ass of Degrassi.

"Fine!" he shouted back, letting her go roughly and turned to his car, opening the door harshly, "I don't even know why I fucking even care." he more said it outloud to himself, but she heard it loud and clear.

She felt her stomach stir and she backed up when his car pulled out and shrieked by how fast he sped out of there, his music blaring.

"Are you okay?" came Toby's voice, walking over with J.T

J.t snickered, "We heard you punched Jay Hogart or something."

Emma just rolled her eyes and pushed passed them, going home. She hated Jay! She hated him!

And he hated her too!

"Hey man." greeted Aaron, opening his front door and holding a lit joint and held it to Jay who stood in his doorway, "Wanna come in? Smoke some?"

BAM!

Aaron fell down hard on his ass, and his nose was instantly bleeding as Jay shook his throbbing fist because of how hard he hit him and he turned happily, walking back to his civic.

He hated Emma... he did. .he did.

"Hey sweetie." greeted Spike when Emma walked into her house and just walked past, "You want to watch a movie?"

"No thanks" Emma muttered, going to the kitchen and grabbing a water.

Spike got up from the couch and frowned, "Em you look a bit off.. are you okay?" she asked.

"Can people stop asking me that?!" Emma snapped and Spikes eyes widened but how mad she got, "I'm fine okay?! I'm fine!" with that, she went down to the basement, slamming the door behind her.

Emma sat on her bed, a blank look upon her face.

She wasn't fine.

'you're on my list' Ricks voice haunted her.

'did you fuck him?' came Jay's bitter voice in her head

'How are you? You wana talk?' Manny.

'Your grades are going down a lot Miss Nelson.' Mr Tee.

'Sweetie lets talk.' mom.

Emma shut her eyes tight, hating all this stress on her and when she slowly opened them, something on her mind...she opened them to look at what she was thinking of

The coke bottle laid in her night table drawer and Emma slowly pulled the drawer out and put her hand in it, gripping the bottle and holding it out to stare at it.

A small line was formed on one of her CD cases and she stared at it, looking a bit like a lost kitten. She swallowed hard and her heart beated a bit faster but she leaned down, covering one side of her nose and snorted it.

She cringed and held her nose, sniffing heavily once more and then shut her eyes, letting it consume her.

Wow.

Just like last time..

She felt numb. It was great.. all the other stuff made her feel too much pain, she was sick of it. ..

She smiled a little, opening her eyes and looked down at her hand.