Hello everybody :)

That's the first chapter of my little story. I know, it's not that long, but I try to make the next chapter a bit longer.

I'm open for every little comment ;)

So now, enjoy the chapter :)

Chapter 1

Ontari lay on her bed, her head in the pillows and wrapped up in her blanket. Next to her slept Murphy. She tried it too, but she couldn't. The past twelve hours cursed inside her head and a weird feeling raided her.

Could it be possible that she become a mother? Herself've had never anyone, as long as she could remember.

Not even Nia was a person she trusted, she hated her. And she should become a confidant, if she didn't even knew by herself how to trust anyone.

With a sigh she closed her eyes again. There was no time for thoughts like this but how can With you tell your mind, that you couldn't think about emotional stuff when you're an emotional wreck?

Exactly, not at all.

Grumbling Ontari hit the blanket aside and left the bed. First, she didn't give a shit on her flamekeeper but now, she didn't try to woke him up.

When does he began to sleep next to her? She didn't know.

Quiet, she turned to the window and opened it, to went outside. The sky was dark blue and clear, so she could saw the stars. The air was as clear as the sky and she felt, how she calmed down, from everything.

A soft breeze blew her hair in her face and left tingle on her skin.

Hesitant, she looked down on her. She got stocked on her belly. It couldn't be possible that there, where her eyes lay, grew something someone, nameless and helpless. A part from herself and the young men behind her.

After a few moments, she felt something, she hoped to never feel it again. Fear, cold and dark Her look flew to a point anywhere in the sky.

Sometimes she forgot, that he ived there. Next to the stars, as one of the Skypeople. Her Skyboy.

Wait what? No, she couldn't thought something like this. He was everything, but not her Skyboy.

Desperate, she hidden the face in her hands. What was wrong with her?

Hodnes laik kwelnes (Love is weakness), something, she learned since she was a little girl. No love, no pain, no feelings, the highest rule. But what, if all these was wrong?

No, she thought and with this thought, she went back to the bed and lay on it.

In the next five minutes, she fe n a deep troubled sleep. But before she fell asleep, a lonely tear fell down on her cheek, but she didn't felt it.

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Murphy felt how she fell in sleep next to him. He felt, that she was scared and troub even if he wasn't the empathic type of guy.

He still couldn't realise the whole situation.

His parents never really acted like his actual parent, even if his dad loved him. Murphy had never the feeling, that he, by himself would ever be a good dad. Even less Ontari as mother. What would happen next? Would Skïkru wants to met the Grounder, or would the haunt them away?

Kane would try to impart, Abby would be the silence in person, like ever and... there were no more he knew. Clarke were on the way to Arcadia but that didn't ment, that she ever arrived there.

The silence in the room was opressive but he couldn't change that now.

He tried again to fall asleep but there was no real chance, that he would sleep until the sun beguns to shine.

What happened to him on this earth? He couldn't remember a time, where he was lucky on earth Except the time with Emori. This time was his luckiest time in his live.

But then, she went to search for hr brother. Until this moment, he disn't know where the hell she was. Maybe in the forests?

He wanted to know the time of day but there was no clock to look at.

Sighing, he closed his eyes again and fell asleep after a few troubled moment, where he didn't know in what position he wanted to sleep.

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"No." Ontari said harsh and looked at him angrily. "C'mon. I have to go to them if I want a meeting." He answered. "If I let you go, I don't think you'll ever come back. And..."

She stopped herself. "Accept it. No." With this words, she walked out of the room and pull him with her.

"You know, you need me. You can send guards with me as well, so, where's the problem.

Like a fury she turned to him. "And what do you think, you have to say?"

"The truth. Blood not must have blood." He said.

"What? Blood not must have blood? I'm not Lexa, I'll never be. Blood must have blood." She hissed. "They killed threehundred of my people. Threehundred."

"I know that. But you need them… We need them."

The angry look in her eyes faded, like a rainbow on a sunny day or something like that. Her look got a little softer and she leaned forwards to kiss him. Short but really intense.

After she did that, her look assumed the same hardness like ever.

"Maybe." She said.

His eyes got bigger and he looked at her in shock. That was sonething, he never expect, not now.

The look in his eyes, made her smirk. As fast as ahe could, she turned her face to the side, so he couldn't see it.

"Come. We have to go through Polis. I need to check the mood."

With that words, she pulled him after her and they went to the lift, so they could went down.

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"So I decided to continue the work of the Commander, before me. Blood not must have blood."

The volk in front of Ontari looked up at her confused. What was that?

"I only wanted you to know that. No, you all can go back to work." She said. A men stepped forwad. "Heda, where's that change of your opinion from. I think the volk deserves an explantation." He yelled and everyone turned to him.

Ontari's look got angry. "You think you deserve an explantation? Then come here." She said quietly. The mans face got pale and in his eyes Ontari saw fear.

"You said you want an explantation, then come here." She said again.

Then the men shook his head. "No, it's all well. Uhm… you're heda and I don't have to ask something like that. I am sorry." He said submissive.

A little smirk crept on her face. "Alright, then. Go back to your work." She said again and sat down on her throne.

In that moment, Murphy couldn't understood why they called Clarke princess first. Ontari was the epitome of a distorded princess.

"That's it. Now you only have to organize a meeting with Skïkru." She said quietly. He nodded. "Yes. I only have to organize a meeting." He mumbled.