Here is the next chapter. I usually post every other day, but since I got some extra reviews I am happy ;) Also I will probably post chapter 12 later today too, dunno just kind of feel like it. ENJOY!
Chapter 11
The Truth
He let himself into his hotel room with a key card after rehearsal, to see her still there. She was sitting in the middle of the bed naked, with the sheets pooled around her waist and her guitar in her hands. The image hit him like a blow, because it was so Jude. This enigmatic, real, beautiful girl he had fallen for. She got to him in ways no one ever had or would again. She was singing a familiar song when she looked up and smiled at his presence, gazing into his eyes.
"Hey...I think I've finally finished this. Wanna listen?" He nodded and she began to play.
If I was drowning in the sea
Would you dive right in and save me?
If I was falling like a star
Would you be right there to catch me?
If I was dreaming of your kiss
Would you look right through me?
On the street I'm waiting
In my heart it's raining
Your eyes are holding up the sky
Your eyes make me weak, I don't know why
Your eyes make me scared to tell the truth
I thought my heart was bullet-proof
Now I'm dancing on the roof
And everybody knows I'm into you
If my heart was sadder than a song
Would you still listen?
If my tears fell on you, one by one
Would you see them glisten?
On the street I'm waiting
In my heart it's raining
Your eyes are holding up the sky
Your eyes make me weak I don't know why
Your eyes make me scared to tell the truth
I thought my heart was bullet-proof
Now I'm just dancing on the roof
Every single thing you say makes me want to run away
Sometimes love's a rainy day but life goes on
Your eyes are holding up the sky
Your eyes make me weak, I don't know why
Your eyes make me scared to tell the truth
I thought my heart was bullet-proof
But I'm dancing on the roof
And everybody knows I'm into you
He sat down on the bed as she sang and when she was done he suddenly had his lips on hers, one hand tangled into her hair. He helped her place the guitar to one side as he pushed her back among the sheets. His clothed body pressed against her naked form. She had never known something that simple could be so erotic, as the friction of his denim clad legs rubbed against her naked flesh. He pulled back from their joint lips and looked deep into her eyes.
"I love you." He said as he memorized the delicate curves of her face. His hand went up and brushed the stray wisps of hair out of her face.
"I love you too." She whispered as she scanned his cerulean eyes, sensing his strange mood. It had never been important, until her, that someone believed his words or believed in him. And tomorrow he would have to pretend for her that they were merely friends and co-workers. He would have to pretend he had never tasted her lips or known the feel of her naked skin pressed against his. He wondered if he could dislike someone he had never met.
Conclusions
They stood in the stadium lobby waiting for her sister to arrive from the airport. His arm was around her shoulders as they laughed about the last movie they had seen together. She grinned up at him and Sadie saw them as she wheeled her luggage into the building. She smiled to see her sister so happy with the boy she had apparently started dating again.
"You guys got back together!" Sadie gushed as she reached them. "I knew there was a guy in your room when I called last week!" Spied dropped his arm and gave Jude a questioning look. She had told SME that Sadie didn't know about Tommy and she wanted to keep it that way. She couldn't exactly let Sadie blab to Stuart Harrison that his youngest daughter was sleeping with a married boy-bander after all.
"Wait. You guys are doing it?!" Sadie said in realization.
"Sadie...Shut up!" Jude looked around hoping no one had heard her outburst, her cheeks getting warm.
They spotted J.P. Walking by and Jude introduced him to her sister. Sadie was soon in deep discussion with him about his music and Jude and Spied were left to watch.
"Wait how did she know you were doing the dirty in your room?" Spied asked as he thought back to the conversation. Jude mumbled how she hadn't exactly hung up the phone like she had meant to. Spied laughed in amusement at his friend's discomfort.
"Dude I always thought you'd be a screamer." Jude hit his arm.
"You wish perv." He snickered.
"You know I do." He wrapped his arm around her waist and dragged her towards her sister and J.P.
Spied wondered who would win the bet. No one really talked about it much, but everyone knew about Tommy and Jude. The Boyz , except Chaz had not been phased by it. Jude wasn't the first opening act Tommy had gotten involved with in recent history. They all remembered Brianna with fond memories. Almost everyone had found the couple in one compromising situation or another. They spent all their free time in one another's rooms after all. SME and the Boyz minus Chaz had made a wager to see how long Tommy and Jude could go without Sadie finding out the truth. Chaz was strangely quiet about the whole thing.
First Dance
They both wondered how this had happened. How exactly had they wound up at a club with Sadie, Spied, and Sean, J.P. And their dates for the evening. Tommy looked at Jude with frustration in his eyes. It had only been 2 days and he was already sick of pretending for Sadie. Sadie had clung to him like a burr, since they had first been introduced. She was a beautiful girl and Jude had been right when she had said Sadie would have been his type. Of course that was before this crazy rocker chick came knocking his world off it's axis. He had danced with Sadie twice already. The girl tried to grind up so close to him, his body couldn't help but respond and that had made him feel guilty. And the guilt had made him angry, so he had blown her off and headed for the nearest drink.
Jude sat down next to him at the bar and touched his hand lightly while checking to make sure Sadie was still occupied with Sean on the dance floor.
"Jude we need to tell her." Tommy said, impatience in his tone.
"Tommy you know why we can't...Please.." She begged, her blue eyes pleading with his. He sighed and reached to touch her cheek, but she flinched away. He glared at her and knocked back another shot. A slow song came on and Tommy grabbed Jude's hand starting to pull her onto the floor even though she tried to resist.
"Even friends can dance together Jude." She let him lead her into the crowd of bodies. Her arms went around his neck as he pulled her in and his hands went around her slender waist. 2 days and he already missed the feel of her. He was addicted to her, but couldn't seem to care. She looked up at him with her blue-gray eyes and his eyes softened. His hand dipped underneath the hem of her silk spaghetti strapped red top, that Sadie had forced her to wear, and she let out a small gasp at the feel of his palm on her naked back. The crowd swallowed them up and they noticed no one, but each other.
"This is the first time you've ever danced with me." She nodded as their bodies seemed to meld impossibly close.
"I can't dance." He raised an eyebrow.
"What are we doing right now?"
"Having sex with our clothes on?" She quipped. Her words made him instantly hard and she looked at him in shock. Her body responded to the dark eyes staring down at her and her mouth parted to take in a shaky breath.
She felt herself being pulled towards the back of the club. They walked into the V.I.P. Lounge and then past to the semi-private bathrooms. He pushed her into a stall and locked the door behind them. His mouth was on hers instantly, demanding entrance with his tongue. He lifted her up against the wall and she wrapped her legs around his waist. Sadie had done one thing right tonight at least. She had insisted Jude wear a short skirt.
His fingers pushed the one strap of her top down and his mouth went to her breast. He sucked and nibbled making her cry out. Her hand went to the back of his head to hold his mouth to her chest. He reached down underneath her skirt and touched her already damp heat. He slid her g-string to one side and pushed two fingers into her as her muscles clamped down at the intrusion. She leaned back a little and had her hands on his belt undoing it and then working on his jeans. He tore her panties off and managed to shift her weight with one hand and push his own jeans and boxers down. He positioned himself at her entrance and thrust up quickly. She wrapped her arms and legs around him again, her mouth finding his, as he pushed himself in and out of her. He pressed her against the cold tiled wall, thrusting harder as she gasped his name.
"I want to watch you as you come." He said as he twisted his hips in a way that created more friction against her sensitive flesh. He watched her eyes as he moved deep inside of her. When he saw them cloud over with starting pleasure, he stroked into her harder and faster. Her muscles quivered and convulsed around him as he took her mouth to muffle her scream. Her short nails dug into the back of his neck as he continued to pound himself into her naked flesh. Her eyes had opened again and she was watching him now.
"Come for me." She rasped as she purposefully tightened her inner muscles against his rigid flesh. It was enough to send him over as he pushed into her and found his own release. He lowered her legs to the floor and she stood unsteadily still leaning against the wall. His hands rested on either side of hers as he leaned over her. He rested his forehead to hers and they both closed their eyes. The sound of their heavy breathing filled the small room.
The moved apart and cleaned themselves up. He buttoned his jeans and zipped them as she leaned over to pick up her shredded panties. He winced as she gave him a look.
"Sorry..." She laughed and pushed the balled material into his jacket pocket. She tried to pull her little skirt lower, hoping she could make it the rest of the night without flashing anyone. They left the stall and she looked in the mirror to try and salvage her hair and makeup as best as she could. Their eyes caught and held in the glass. "I'll try to be good from now on. I promise." She gave him a disbelieving look and shook her head. The door swung open to reveal a man coming in who looked at Jude in surprise. She tried to give him a nonchalant look as she walked by him out the door leaving Tommy to fix himself up.
Jude walked over to Sadie who was having a drink at the bar with Spied. Her sister's cheeks were flushed and it appeared she had already had a few.
"Where have you been?" Her sister shouted to be heard over the music.
"There was a line in the women's room." Spied just rolled his eyes, noticing his friend's disheveled appearance immediately.
"Have you seen Tommy?"
"Uh...I think he might have gone off with some girl." Sadie frowned and got a determined look in her eyes that Jude did not like. It was the 'what Sadie wants, Sadie gets' look Jude was all too familiar with growing up.
