Chapter 6: Dreaming About You

What is that? I call out seemingly to myself "Hey! Who's out there? Where am I?!"

"Babe, relax." Logans voice wakes me from a dream I can't even remember.

Wait why is Logan here when I fell asleep I was alone. Wasn't I? I can't remember falling asleep at all actually and I'm not even sure where I am actually. Logan lays back down next to me and falls asleep. He's shirtless but I can feel that he has pants on. I'm in my usual sleepwear, a sports bra and underwear. I slip out of the bed and sneak out of the room. When I turn around to see where I am I find myself in Logan's apartment only somethings different. The once lifeless and dull space is full of color and life. It doesn't feel holo anymore either, it feels like a home.

I decide to explore the space starting with the living area. I look at the pictures on the wall they're all of us being silly and rather adorable. The last picture I find is of us like the others but in this one I'm not facing him and he's down on one knee. I never thought to look at myself before seeing this picture but sure enough a beautiful engagement ring is there staring me in the face. It has little pink and green stones on the rose gold band with a decent sized heart shaped diamond front and center. I take it off to examine it and find it has an inscription that reads 'My little bunny' I put it back on and continue my exploring.

I come to the kitchen and find that there's mismatched dishes, I can't help but laugh at this little detail of his imaginary life that made it's way into our real life. Other than random dishes the kitchen is an uneventful search. I move on down the hall and find an office. I see a picture of us on the desk that looks like it's from the same day as the engagement photo. I assume the office is Logan's and it looks like he's doing some kind of at home business and given the tax paper and checks it looks like he's doing great. I turn to leave and see a calendar it's open to October but it's summer not fall. As I step closer I see date circled, October 16th, written in the box it says "Wedding day".

I leave the office and explore random rooms before heading back to the bedroom where Logan is still sleeping. I look around the dark room trying to see if there's anything interesting. I find the little crystal bunny sitting on the dresser next to it is Kushi Kopi. Walking over to the bed I kick the bed frame really hard and fall to the ground in pain "Son of a bitch!" I yell out "Fuck!"

"Are you okay?" Logan says leaning over the footboard "What did you do?"

"Oh nothing just broke my foot on the fucking bed!" I snap

"Why did you do that?"

"Yes, Logan, I kicked the bed on purpose not like I was trying to be quite or anything!"

"Relax," He says turning on the light "let me take a look at your shattered foot."

"Ow!" I pull my foot away from his hand "That hurt asshole!"

"Calm down and let me see. I need to know if we have to take a trip to the ER."

"Fine."

I let him take my foot wincing in pain from his touch. He looks for cuts, bruising, and swelling. He can see a bruise that has started to form on the tops of my toes and notices a bit of swelling. He helps me up and asks me to walk on it but the second my toes touch the floor I'm down on the ground in excruciating pain. Logan helps me up again and sits me on the bed. He tells me that he's taking me to the ER and that I might of actually broken my foot or at least broken a toe or two. He helps me into pj pants and a shirt then puts my sandals. He helps me to the car and drives us to the ER.

After 2 hours at the ER we're finally back home. I broke 2 toes, sprained a third, and fractured a fourth all the small toes big toe was untouched. I lay down in bed a bit numb from pain meds they gave me in the office. When Logan gets into bed he moves close to me hovering over me. He doesn't say anything to me just leans down and gives me a kiss. I put my arms around him and he kisses with more passion than before. I feel one of his hands on my side and the other pulling at the hem of my shirt. I push myself up and pull the shirt off myself, he instantly puts his lips on my neck and gently kisses up and down my neck.

I begin to breath heavy and can feel my body begin to tremble as he continues to leave soft kisses all over my body. He's gently massaging my breasts and softly moving his hands up and down my body always stopping before getting to my crotch. It's like he's trying to tease me and it seems to be working if my breathing and body movements are to be believed. At this point we're both completely undressed and he's still going on with his tease. After a little more of his playing he lines himself up with me and starts to slide inside of me. I close my eyes and relax myself preparing for what's to come.

*CHOO CHOO, CHOO CHOO, CHOO CHOO*

I open my eyes to look at him but I find myself in the livingroom of my house. The T.V. is muted but playing infomercials for some cooking product. I sit up, still breathing fast and drenched in sweat. I think about how vivid my dream was everything seemed and felt so real almost like it was really happening. I check my foot and find that it's fine but I can feel the pain from the dream. Louise you are going crazy isn't it obvious? Why else would you dream that you were living with, engaged to, and almost having sex with Logan? You're just going crazy.

I get off the couch and walk to my room, plopping down on my bed with a bounce. Glancing at Kushi and the bunny sitting on my table I just think to myself that at least he was cool with letting such an important part of my childhood move in with me in my little dream world. I think about the pictures I saw while walking around in the dream home and how happy we looked. I can't remember being that happy. I think of the ring I was wearing and begin to feel weird not wearing one. If you want a ring go get one tomorrow you have the money for one. Better yet you have some in your dresser from high school. I laugh at how silly I'm being over a dumb dream. I undress and grab shorts and a sports bra. I sit up in bed for a little while reading before I call it a night for real.