A/N: This is probably going to be longer than some of my other chapters, I got a great idea and felt like writing, so this is what you get.

Shane's Pov

I smiled as I finished writing the song. It felt just right. That was exactly the feeling I wanted Mitchie to have toward it. I didn't believe it even gave her the feeling that she saved me from myself though.

But I'm going to be on tour, how will I see her, I couldn't sort out my feelings.

"This is pure torture." I mumbled, sliding further into my chair.

But thinking about the matter for a little bit longer, all I wanted to do was call Mitchie. I missed her more than anything. I also had her number on speed dial, am I overly romantic? I didn't want to risk our relationship though. It's just too right to be wrong.

I dialed Mitchie's number and she answered almost immediately. "Hey Shane."

"Hey Mitch."

"What'cha up to?" She asked me, her voice filled with wonder. That was one thing I loved about her. She really wanted to know what you were doing and how you were feeling.

"Talking to my girlfriend. Plus I just wrote a song for you. I know you'll love it." I was afraid to speak to her about going on tour. It wasn't like she would take it in a bad way. But I didn't want to hurt her. I know she hasn't seen me personally since Camp Rock; I just wanted to get it over with and just tell her. But I didn't have the guts to tell her just yet.

"Well I can't wait to hear your song." Mitchie giggled.



"And Connect 3 is going on tour." I said in a voice that showed not even a hint of emotion, I couldn't hide anything from Mitchie. It feels so wrong to hide anything from her. That's why I had to tell her so badly.

"I knew there was a real reason for you calling. That's it." Mitchie said.

"So you're okay with it?" I said, with actual shock running through my body. I didn't want her to know what I was feeling, but I couldn't wait much longer without a response.

"I hardly ever see you and you're a rockstar, this was bound to happen sometime." She said with a sigh.

"Mitch, be honest. Don't lie to me" I had to bring the truth out before I hung up.

"Okay, so I guess I'm not very good at lying." She made it sound like she was admitting something. I thought it was really cute. "I don't want you to go on tour, but you probably should" She sounded somewhat enthusiastic about everything. But at least I knew she loved me, which was all I needed. "But you're still a jerk for leaving me." Again with the cuteness…

"Yup, but I'm your jerk." She was flirting with me, so why not flirt back?

"You are so easy to talk to." She was referring to how she called me a jerk and I didn't even pretend to be angry at her.

"I know"

Mitchie giggled on the other end, I could listen to that heavenly sound forever. She says that the sound is terrible but in reality it's one of the most adorable sounds in history. "What? Are you laughing at the rockstar Shane Gray?" I tried to keep myself from laughing but I couldn't hold it in, so I laughed along with her.



"Nope, I'm laughing at my boyfriend Shane Gray. And you are funny for some reason…"

I smiled at hearing that she thought of me as her boyfriend and not a rockstar. "And that's the kind of attitude I want in a girlfriend." I implied that I wanted to keep talking to her, and mostly that I loved her.

I wanted her to be with me, I wanted her to move a little closer to me. But most of all I wanted to smell her hair. No, most of all I wanted to feel her near. I'm glad I found her, because this rockstar life wasn't what I had dreamed of it being.

"I don't think of you as a rockstar, I think of you as a jerk. But according to you, you're my jerk" She said in the cutest way possible.

"Yup, that's why I convinced my record company to let you record your own CD"

"Are you serious? This is like the most awesome thing ever!" She said in total shock. I didn't think she realized that she was one of the best singers I'd ever heard, and I wanted the world to hear her.

I found her reaction adorable. But then again, what about her didn't I find cute?

I let her consume my mind, and I hadn't let anyone do that before.

"Yup, that's exactly what's happening." I said, wanting her to know that I was totally excited for her. "That's what you get for being so cute; you take over my mind, my heart, my life. But I didn't just tell you that, I'd never tell you that."

"Right… except for the fact that I'll remember you said that."

"But don't tell anyone I said that."



"Deal. And as of right now, I can't decide if you're a jerk or not." She said, but didn't realize that I totally perceived that as flirting. But I love it when she does that, it makes me fall in love even harder.

"Can't you tell? I'm still a jerk." I said, making it sound like the most obvious thing on earth.

"I guess so. And I'd rather have you as my jerk than any other jerk in the world."

"That's so sweet, but it's also the most amazing thing anyone's ever said to me. So that just proves that I need you."

"Is that something else that you 'didn't' tell me?" Mitchie laughed.

"No, in fact I said that a million times… make that a million and one" I said, meaning every word of it.

I was trying to keep myself from falling in love but then I met Mitchie. I changed my thinking, now I want nothing but love.