I can't keep apologizing because I will forever be sorry! Things were tough for a while there, but some things are now looking up for little old me. I love the continued support and concern for those who messaged me. I am forever grateful that you guys like what I do almost as much as I do. My endless appreciating to each and every one of you xoxoxo

Chapter 9 Amy's POV

That night was beyond perfect. Basking in the after glow, sharing smiles, soft kisses, feather light caresses, and light conversation, I was in my own personal heaven. Days later, I was knocked back to reality with a phone call from my job, confirming my start date. In just a week, I return to New York, a world of endless possibilities, a world where my dreams await, a world without Reagan. This has been the best summer of my life, and I don't want it to end... ever. Today I am shopping with Karma for her and Liam's second wedding anniversary. They're throwing a party in their honor with their friends and family. Lauren is to join us later when she gets off work.

"I don't know what to do Karm. I mean, I just found her again and the last thing I want to do is lose her," I confess.

"Have you told her any of this?"

"No, I've been kind of avoiding this conversation for as long as possible. I have this amazing opportunity and I feel like I'm being forced to choose between my love of music/film and the love of my life. I leave two days after your anniversary party and as excited as I am, I don't want this summer to end. I love Reagan and I want a lifetime with her."

"Maybe she'll chose to go with you. She has a pretty stable following from what I've seen. I'm sure she will be able to work just about anywhere."

"I can't just ask her to give up her life for us to be together. I know that we could both make that sacrifice, but I don't want either of us to resent each other or ourselves for giving up our dreams. We haven't even talked about what happens when summer ends," I sigh sadly at my best friend.

"Well, there's your answer Ames. You guys have to actually talk everything through before you can make these types of decisions."

"Easier said than done, Karms."

"When Liam and I got pregnant, we didn't have a clue of what to do. We fought and fought until we sat down and talked everything out. When you really love someone, you will figure it out at any cost. Yeah, we made some questionable decisions, but I will never regret the choices I made for myself and my family. Talk to her Amy," she encouraged. I thought long and hard about what my best friend just said.

"Thanks Karma. I don't know what I would do without you," I hug my platonic soulmate.

"Without me, your life would suck." We laugh at my expense as we continued our shopping trip which not long after included Lauren. After hours of picking over dresses and accessories, we left the mall to go our separate ways. I had a long night of thinking ahead of me and I was beyond anxious about my future.

RARA

Reagan's POV

Amy has been so distant lately and I don't know what to do. Today we are going to Karma and Liam's wedding anniversary celebration, which come to think of it, I don't know anyone who celebrates just two years of marriage. It's not really a milestone, but Amy explained that they eloped on their wedding day when they found out Karma was pregnant. On their first anniversary, Karma's dad had a heart attack, so now they want to celebrate with everyone they love. As I approach Amy's door, I am greeted by the beautiful smile of my one true love. She looks gorgeous in her indigo colored strapless dress with black four inch heels and her hair in spiraled curls. I can't help, but drink her in, every last inch of her.

"You look breathtaking Amy," I breathe out in pure awe.

"Thanks Rea. You don't look so bad yourself," she replies with a faint blush. I'm in my signature color, a deep violet off the shoulder thigh high dress with my black heeled ankle boots. No leather jacket because it's hot as hell, and my hair is in a distinctive looking bun with spirals framing my face.

"Ready to go babe?"

"Yeah, let me just grab my purse and their gift and I'm set," she informs, rushing towards the living room. I wait patiently by the front door, just drinking up the scene. In a few weeks, I will be back home and surprisingly missing this place. It's not that I hate coming home to Texas, it just didn't feel like home anymore. It was then I realized that home was never the place I dwelled, but the person I was with. I still haven't told Amy that I am too New York bound at the end of the summer. As a matter of fact, I don't even know when she will be heading back. I have about another two weeks here before I catch my flight. I know that we've both been avoiding the inevitable, not talking about the summer ending. I just didn't know how to bring it up that just because the summer is ending, doesn't mean that we will.

"Rea?" I startle a little, lost in thought.

"Yeah?"

"I'm ready to head out. Are you okay? I lost you for a minute," she says with a concerned expression lighting up her face.

"You could never lose me. I'm fine babe, let's get going," I smile softly at her. She pecks my lips sweetly and we head out to the party. I've never really been to a party of this nature. All the parties I've been to I was either spinning or getting wasted with my friends. Of course, there were the occasions where I was a cater waitress for some of the stuck-up people at this party now. Safe to say, I don't really fit in with this crowd, but I will try… for Amy.

"Amy! Reagan! I'm so glad ya'll made it," came an outburst from a tipsy Karma. Seems girly has been pregaming before the party started.

"Karma, are you okay?" I ask out of concern.

"Totally, totally. Buffet's over there, drinks over by the bar, and the music sucks just a little, but they will take requests. Right now, champagne is circling around this place, but the stronger stuff is at that awesomely well stocked bar. Lauren and Theo aren't here yet because… I don't know why. Shane and Duke are somewhere sucking face. And Liam… well I have no idea where he is. Eat, drink, enjoy. Okay bye!" she rambled out in one breath and then walked away. Standing there shocked at what the hell just happened, Amy and I shared a look before bursting with laughter.

"Wow."

"Yeah," I say as our laughter dies down.

"I know she's not really fond of Liam's family, but I don't think getting shitfaced in front of all these people from his company is wise."

"I do not, but hopefully it all works out." I look around the room and sure enough Shane and Duke are off in the corner, being all lovey dovey.

"Hey Ames?"

"Yeah Rea?"

"Let's go to the buffet table, I think I spotted some jumbo shrimp," I wink as she drags us to the food. For the next hour or so, we mingle among the crowd of artists, friends, and rich annoying snobs. I must say, I had fun despite the latter. Suddenly, things slowed down a bit and couples were filling the dance floor.

"May I have this dance?"

"Yes, you may," Amy smiles up at me while taking my offered hand. Dancing close and holding on tight, we swayed to the sweet sounds of a slow jam.

"I never want this moment to end," Amy whispers into my ear.

"I hope it will. I love you Amy."

"I love you too Reagan," she says before leaning in for our first real kiss all day and it was like always… magical.