I REALLY HATE THIS CHAPTER. FUCK. More comments at the end of the chapter. I'm sorry to disappoint.
Knowing myself, I was about to give up this story on 12/26/2016 BUT I actually had to binge watch JtV and I found new inspiration! I know exactly how this story is going to end but the middle was what was getting to me like URGHHH. I'm still trying to keep it true to the Naruto-verse though! It's just really frickin hard to do so and try not to keep it so OOC.
The way I write each chapter is truly inspired by the how each JtV episode is written. For comedic effect of course when appropriate.
I'm also including TIME SKIPS because I can tell that you guys might be getting impatient with the lack of SasuHina interaction and I am too. If I didn't do the time skips, it would be like 5 or 6 more chapters before that even happens so this chapter is going to be longer than normal to accommodate the time skips and SasuHina moments.
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14 years ago
When Hinata Hyuuga was 19, she kissed Naruto Uzumaki for the very first time.
It was magical, it was perfect.
"Oh Hanabi, he's amazing." She touched her lips and gave her sister a goofy smile as she remembered the moment.
"Shut up! I can't believe it!"
"I thought he never had feelings for me but he did. Oh my, and I swear, the kiss wasn't even the best part. Afterwards, we talked and it was one of those talks that lasts forever, and the way he looked into my eyes…"
As Hinata described their "magical" talk, Hanabi had the distinct impression that no one could make Hinata glow like Naruto does. Her nonstop chit-chatter allowed her to witness a livelier side of her older sister that she hasn't really seen.
And after 14 years and 15 days, Hinata's liveliness and glow took on a new turn.
-o
Hinata was glad the appointment was over. She felt slightly embarrassed at the fact that her abdomen was shown to Sasuke of all people and it wasn't the most flattering of positions she laid in either. Her cheeks burned as she wiped off the gel and hastily covered her stomach. Putting her insecurities aside, she thought of the good things that came out of this appointment: an ultrasound picture, a heartbeat, and an amicable relationship with Sasuke.
As they were walking out in silence, Hinata blew out a little puff of air before her thoughts led to her Sakura. She needed to know if she was truly doing all right so she carefully inquired, "Sakura, how is she doing? It must be really hard for her…" She didn't know if Sakura told him about their phone conversation but regardless, she was concerned for her friend.
For a moment, no words were exchanged between them as Sasuke considered her question. He reflected back on Sakura's mood and the way she carried herself these past couple of weeks. "She's been really level-headed."
Hinata's posture relaxed before nodding her head in reassurance. "Good, I'm so glad because if she was struggling, I-I would understand."
One side of his lip turned slightly upward before it resumed its normal straight line. "You'd think she would be but she's…she's been understanding." He turned his head slightly to face her. He watched the corners of her mouth slide upwards and her eyes showed a bit of relief, something he has yet to see from her in any of their previous encounters. He couldn't really discern what else she might be feeling since her facial expression was still a bit guarded. Nonetheless, the slight guilt he felt towards any stress he may have caused her began to lessen.
To put her even more at ease, he asked, "How are you? Is it…strange to ask, considering the situation?" His left eye twitched after uncomfortably asking his second question. Hesitantly he continued on, "Am I allowed to ask you that?"
She surprised him by letting loose an unrestrained, raucous laugh. After the shaking of her shoulders died down and wiping a stray tear from her eye, her brows knitted in pensive thought. "I think it's all a little strange don't you think?"
Sasuke snorted but grunted in agreement, his mouth setting into a hard line once more.
Hinata tapped her foot softly before really responding to his question. "I'm adjusting." She let out a forced smile but she could tell he was not really buying her answer or the look on her face.
Sasuke raised an eyebrow at her.
Hinata let out a shaky sigh. She felt an oncoming pain towards her lower back and sighed in relief as she spotted a bench near them. She almost forgot the pains of going through pregnancy and the discomfort she will be feeling in the upcoming months. She hurriedly hobbled her way over and sat down, sighing in contentment as the pain in her back began to recede. She felt the bench quake a bit with Sasuke's weight plopping down on the empty space beside her. "I'm sorry if I seem unnerved," around you, she added as an after-thought to herself but did not say aloud, "about what's to come. P-Perhaps you knew that already." She twiddled her fingers, unsure of what to say next. She wasn't sure if he cared about her response since he could be asking just for the sake of being polite.
As they were sitting awkwardly for a few silent moments, Hinata spoke, "You know, you may end up having a reserved kid," She joked as she tucked a stray strand of her behind her ear, trying really hard not to fidget so much.
Sasuke stared at her blankly as he watched her struggle to figure out the words to say to express herself.
"B-But besides a-all of my shortcomings, I-I told myself that I would never go back on my word...The nindo I adopted from Naruto." She looked down at her abdomen. She wasn't sure what brought forth her chattiness all of the sudden; it could be just that she needed to expel some of the stress she was feeling onto someone else who wasn't Naruto. She didn't want to burden him completely with all her pent up stress and worry. After all, he is the Hokage and he had a duty to the village.
Sasuke studied her as she smiled fondly at her barely noticeable bump and recalled Naruto's nindo in his head. He knew that she was meek and soft-spoken but he's heard otherwise, from Sakura, what she did during Pein's invasion that brought out her capabilities in a new light. Knowing full well that she would lose to Pein, Hinata did not hesitate to come to Naruto's defense and placed her life on the line for him. When Sakura recounted what he had missed during his time away from Konoha, he gained insight on the lives of his old academy classmates. Of course, Hinata's actions took everyone by surprise; he was no exception.
His lips quirked upwards at the thought and spoke words that made Hinata's heart palpitate uncontrollably. "Well, I hope this kid adopts your adopted nindo too."
Hinata was stunned and her cheeks were faintly colored pink when he spoke those words to her.
She felt it however –
That quickening in her heart.
Unlike their previous meetings, his gaze towards her this time around was gentle and reassuring. She has never seen this warm side of Sasuke before. Perhaps this was a side he only really showed to Sakura and Sarada at home.
Hinata was getting flustered. She bit her lip, eyes dancing to every corner of aisle of the hospital; anywhere to avert her attention to his face. Her eyes widened in disbelief at whatever nonsense she began to feel. She hasn't felt this way since…
No, no, no, no, no! She shook her head. The logical part of her brain reassured her that it was just the pregnancy hormones and not her heart at all.
"W-We should get going. Umm, I-I'm glad we spoke a-and thank you for joining us to see the u-ultrasound." Not really thinking about her actions, Hinata grabbed his hand and gave it a light squeeze. It was something she commonly did with Naruto often after having a weary conversation or an argument.
Sasuke, without even realizing he was holding onto her hand a bit longer than normal, reluctantly let her hand go.
"Hinata?" Tsunade called out to her as she held an envelope in her hand.
He watched her slowly stand up and make her way towards Tsunade before he decided to take his leave towards the waiting room where Naruto and Sakura were waiting.
As he walked, he rubbed the tips of his thumb and index finger together. Her hands were surprisingly soft; it was as if she never became a kunoichi. It was so unlike Sakura's which were similar to the way his hands felt; rough, callused, and riddled with tiny scars on their knuckles. Hinata's had a homely feel to them, similar to his mother's when she caressed his cheek as a child or when she held his hand in hers. He brushed his hair back to get rid of the electrifying sensation of her hand on his and stalked towards his destination.
And a bit similar to her, he felt a stirring in his heart he just could not place.
Before they went their separate ways, Naruto walked with Hinata for a short while before having to return to his office.
He wrapped his arm around her shoulder. "Did he make you feel uncomfortable?"
Hinata shook her head. "No, he just asked how I was feeling about this whole thing."
At this, Naruto's brows raised comically as he gaped at her in disbelief. "Really?!"
Hinata hummed and brought her hand up to Naruto's, rubbing the back of his hand in circles. "I'm surprised too but I think it had to do with Sakura's pushing. He mentioned that she was really hounding on him for being indifferent about the situation."
Hinata felt him take his arm around from her shoulders and saw Naruto doubled over laughing. "Oh man, he's getting a taste of her fury. That's hilarious!"
Once he had calmed down, Hinata paused and faced her husband, a serious expression on her face. "Naruto," she started, "it's become noticeable that I am pregnant. When should we tell our kids that I'm…" she inhaled and exhaled in anticipation, "expecting."
Naruto sighed and rubbed the back of his neck, unsure of how to break the news to their children. Suddenly, the bags under Naruto's eyes became more apparent and so did the wrinkle starting form on the left side of his lip as he frowned. "Boruto handled Himawari's announcement well but this was before I became Hokage."
Hinata's eyes were cast downwards. Although the bond between Boruto and Naruto has gotten better, the new addition could possibly strain that. "I think Himawari will take this well but Boruto…it will be different since you are Hokage now. He may even call it 'the worst timing ever' or 'irresponsible.'"
At the time, they slowly brought up the topic of him potentially having another sibling. Of course, this was when Naruto's schedule was nowhere near as busy as it is now. Boruto was getting used to the idea so when the announcement came that he will be having a new sibling, he took it well and was a bit excited.
However, Hinata paled soon afterwards at her next thought. She wasn't sure how to handle telling their children that Naruto was not the father. IF she even had the courage to say it. A part of her just wanted to hope that the child would inherit her hair color and perhaps the Hyuuga eyes but the latter seemed unlikely. It was going to look bad and there is no amount of remediation or damage control that can stop the whirlwind of confusion and emotions wrought from their children.
"I-I don't want to bring up the 'insemination gone wrong' topic to them just yet."
Naruto blinked but nodded. He slowly paced around Hinata in deep thought. "To be honest, I'm not sure how or when to tell them," he chuckled, "Can you imagine the look on their faces on the day of the delivery when see a black-haired child with no whiskers?"
Hinata tutted and clicked her tongue at his exclamation. "That's not funny Naruto."
He sighed and rubbed small circles on her back, "I'm sorry, I was trying to lighten the mood."
"I know…" Hinata scratched her nose before getting back to topic at hand in a serious manner. "I'm going to tell them next week. By then, we can't hide it anymore."
Naruto squeezed her shoulder. "I'll make sure to be there for any damage control."
As they continued their stroll, Hinata pocketed the ultrasound image and phased in and out of her husband's rambling about village affairs.
-o
1 week later
It had been a week since the ultrasound appointment and Hinata had seemingly forgotten the light spark she felt around Sasuke. It was almost dinner time and Boruto hasn't come home yet. She glanced outside the window and slightly frowned as she saw the sun setting. She paced around the kitchen, debating whether or not to go looking for him. Naruto wouldn't be home until a little later but knowing Boruto, he's probably training with Sasuke and might want to train longer with him. Usually it wouldn't be a problem but since today she is announcing her pregnancy, he needed to be home at a certain time.
I'm going to go look for him. Today is the day to break the news.
Hinata searched for Himawari and told her she'd be back in a bit and to stay inside.
It wasn't much later when she began to reach the old Uchiha training grounds. She heard the tired grunts of her son and the sounds of whizzing kunai hitting targets on the trees. As she neared them, she saw Boruto hunched over, his hands on his knees and greedily gulping air after a rough training session. She also noticed Sasuke beside him, observing him, his facial expression unreadable.
"How was that?"
"It could be improved."
Boruto grunted in exasperation and fell to the ground, sprawled out and closing his eyes. His chest was still heaving.
Hinata smiled at the scene and coughed lightly to get her son's attention.
Boruto groaned and turned his head to face where the cough was coming from and noticed it was his mother. He slowly stood up and wiped off the dirt and sweat from his brow.
"Hey mom," his face contorted into one of confusion. "What are you doing here?"
Hinata's smile faltered a bit as she saw Sasuke watching their interaction. "I came to get you. It's almost dinner time and your father will be joining us tonight."
"Oh," he looked at Sasuke before looking back at Hinata, "I was hoping to train a bit more."
Now Hinata was frowning. Before she could say anything, she saw Sasuke place a hand on Boruto's shoulder. "It's getting late and Sarada is waiting for me at home."
Boruto nodded in understanding and began to jog his way over to Hinata. "Tell Sarada I said hi!" He waved goodbye. As he began to walk towards their home, he saw his mother still rooted in her spot. "Mom?"
Hinata gave him a warm smile. "I-I need to speak to Sasuke for a bit. I'll meet you at home in a bit."
Boruto shrugged and dashed towards home.
Sasuke leaned against a tree and watched Hinata slowly take tentative steps towards him.
"What?" he asked.
Hinata sighed. "Well, I'm going to tell my children that I'm expecting tonight. I-I'm not sure if or when y-you might tell Sarada."
Sasuke sighed and noticeably grimaced at the thought. He saw Hinata wince and he resumed his stoic disposition once more to put her at ease. "Are you letting your children know that I am the father tonight as well?"
Hinata frantically shook her head and stammered out, "N-No! I…well 'we' are not ready to have that conversation yet with them."
Sasuke nodded once, a confirmation that he was listening. "Then I won't tell Sarada until you let them know that I'm," he paused, trying not to fumble his words, "the biological father."
"That's understandable. I just-"
Sasuke cut her off by placing his hand on her shoulder. "I understand. I'll walk you back home."
His hand traveled back down to the small of her back to nudge her forward to begin walking. He refrained from keeping his hand in place despite the perplexing urge to feel her skin on his hand instead of the cloth blocking his access. Something about that urge disturbed him so he removed his hand from her back and walked by her side.
Hinata's face was pink and together, they walked in mostly in silence with the occasional chit chat here and there until he dropped her off in front of the Uzumaki residence.
-o
Naruto was eating voraciously while listening intently to Boruto's talking about his training with Sasuke. Hinata was absentmindedly nodding her head in agreement or making comments in passing such as, "is that so?" or "Oh my."
She really wished she could pay attention but her mind was in a different place. She was definitely getting the jitters just thinking about it.
Naruto, through his peripheral gaze, noticed how distraught Hinata was so he laid down his utensils and tapped the table to grab everyone's attention.
Boruto stopped rambling and Himawari looked at her father with curiosity.
Hinata eyed Naruto warily but he gave her a reassuring smile. "So…how do you feel about having another sibling?" Though his eyes were tired, he remained optimistic and his posture was relaxed. There was no other way around the subject but he was hopeful that it wouldn't become a huge scene in the Uzumaki household.
Hinata paled. Oh my – Naruto…that's not-
Boruto slammed his hands down on the table. "WHAT?"
Hinata flinched at the sound. She knew he wasn't completely dense and Naruto knew this as well.
Himawari kept switching her gaze between Naruto and her brother, seemingly confused and not understanding the implication of Naruto's questions.
"Mom, you want another baby while dad is the Hokage?"
Hinata stared directly into Boruto's eyes, determined not to look away. Her lips contorted into an awkward smile but her cheeks were not so compromising. She could feel their reluctance to be molded in such a false manner. She had to make sure that this was believable to both her children.
Just say it Hinata. It'll flow out.
"Well, I'm pregnant Boruto," and then her gaze softened as she looked at Himawari, "I'm having a baby." It was a subtle play on words on her end.
Himawari gasped and then covered her mouth with both hands and let out happy squeals. "I'm going to be a big sister?" she asked in excitement.
Boruto averted his mother's gaze and his tightly pursed lips relaxes and fell lifeless, allowing his face to become a cold hard gawk. "W-What?" he let out in a tiny whisper.
Naruto quietly told Himawari to go upstairs which she reluctantly did. As she giddily made her way up the stairs, Naruto's toothy smile fell into that of a cool relaxed façade.
Boruto shook his head. He was indignant at the idea of having the third sibling since his father was the seventh hokage. Too busy to really be in this child's life and it truly was upsetting that Naruto probably couldn't really see his third child grow.
He scoffed, "Whatever," his chair screeched on the wooden floor of the small dining room and he rudely excused himself, roughly bumping into Naruto on the way to his room.
"Boruto!" Naruto warned.
Hinata placed her hand on his shoulder and shook her head. "Just let him be for now. I'll go talk to him when he's calmed down."
Naruto's facial features were that of frustration as he brushed his already messy hair back. After Boruto's display, his smile fell faster than a loaf of bread removed from the oven too soon. "I just can't believe – That kid…Ugh!" He rubbed his temples, trying to calm himself down. "I thought we were beginning to understand each other. I didn't expect him to go back to the way he was before the Chuunin exams."
Hinata let out a weary smile, "I think it went better than expected. Boruto can be brash and I expected more yelling but he has learned a bit more how to keep his anger and emotions at bay." She began to rub his tense shoulders. "I'll talk to him in an hour."
Naruto gave her an uncertain glance and hugged his wife. "I'm sorry Hinata." He let out a tired sigh as his breath tickled her ear. "I'm glad Himawari took it well but I didn't want Boruto to put more stress on you."
"It'll be fine Naruto," she reassured as she gave him a light peck on the lips.
An hour had passed and Hinata made her way towards Boruto's room. As she stood outside, she gathered her wits before entering. "Boruto?"
She saw a mound under the covers of his sheet and saw him kick off his blankets before sitting up, an annoyed expression on his face. "What?"
Hinata gave him a warning look which looked more like a pout and Boruto changed his annoyed expression to that of a pout as well.
Hinata sighed, "Boruto, I know this isn't what you wanted so can you help me understand why you're more upset about this than when I was pregnant with Himawari?"
Boruto slouched even more and began speaking, "With Hima, dad wasn't the Hokage and he wasn't so busy all the time." He glared at her barely noticeable bump and continued on. "Now that he's barely here, I don't know how…" he trailed off, his expression noticeably more downtrodden.
Hinata cocked her head to the side, "how I'm going to raise this baby with your father's busy schedule?"
Boruto reluctantly nodded.
Hinata sat beside Boruto and comfortably circled her arms around his shoulder. "So you're worried that your new sibling might be neglected by Naruto?"
Once again, he nodded.
Hinata sighed and pressed her lips against her son's temple. "I know this is sudden but you will adjust and adapt to the new idea of the third addition to our family. I love you and Himawari so much and I promise that things will get better. Naruto will be around when the time comes." She paused as an image of Sasuke popped into her mind. She wondered if he would be around too. She saw how Sakura suffered while he was away and the pang of guilt in her eyes as she was asked how her husband was faring on his mission away from the village. She didn't want the child to suffer the same fate as Sarada did. She pushed the thoughts away.
Boruto gently removed her arms away from his shoulders. "Yeah? Well what if he can't anymore? What then?"
Hinata bit her bottom lip in anxiousness, wondering to respond. She squared her shoulders and with the utmost certainty, she declared, "He won't." Again, another image of Sasuke kept creeping up in her mind. Now was not the time to reveal but in time she would and hopefully, it won't turn into a complete disaster. She didn't want to really think about it but every time she did, it always left her feeling a heavy pit in her stomach.
Boruto calmly stared at his mother and let out a tiny smile. "So another sibling huh? Do I have to move out of my room?"
Hinata laughed. "No of course not. Luckily we have a guest room that can be converted into a nursery." She stood up and pulled Boruto along and hugged him close to her bosom. "Thank you so much for talking with me Boruto. I know you're going to be a good big brother again."
Hinata didn't notice Boruto's small smile but she did feel his slight nod.
"Mom you're suffocating me!"
"Oops! Sorry."
-o
It was the next day.
Sasuke was expected to train Boruto and Sarada this morning. He stood by Sarada who had a bored look on her face as she waited for her late teammate.
"Where could he be?" She tapped her foot impatiently as she growled out her question.
Sasuke acknowledged her by letting out a "hn."
A couple of minutes later, they could make Boruto's outline in the distance.
"Finally!" Sarada said exasperatedly.
"Hey! Sorry I'm late."
Sasuke noticed he had bags under his eyes. So he knows.
"Yeah? What's your excuse this time?" Sarada asked, annoyance laced in every word.
Boruto stuck out his tongue in response.
As they were finishing up shuriken training, Sarada walked up to Boruto, a concerned look on her face. "Hey what's wrong? You're sucking more than usual."
Boruto sighed and sat down on the prickly grass. "Well, my mom's about to have another baby."
Sarada's jaw dropped. "O-Oh! Well…uh…Congrats!"
Sasuke stiffened a bit as he heard the confirmation of what he already knew. Boruto's performance showed a lackluster effort due to his distracted mind.
Boruto rolled his eyes. "Gee thanks," he mumbled out sarcastically.
Sarada furrowed her eyebrows. "What's the big deal?"
Boruto shrugged. "I still don't know how to feel about it. With my dad as Hokage, he won't really be around to help mom and that means Hima and I have to step up to the plate." His eyes were downcast and he burrowed his face into the junction between his legs. "I just don't want it to be neglected y'know?" he mumbled out.
At his words, Sarada's face softened and her eyes gained a look of sympathy.
"I'm pretty sure it won't be neglected Boruto," she placed her hand on his shoulder and squeezed for more reassurance. "Your dad loves you guys and he's here in the village. With a baby around, I'm pretty sure he'll think of a way to divide up his time fairly for all of you guys."
Boruto let out an exasperated sigh, his face sinking further into the crook of his legs.
Sasuke watched as his daughter attempted to comfort him. He frowned at the confliction he was seeing in his student and thought of Sarada. Her reaction might be worse.
He appeared in front of Boruto and Sarada. Boruto raised his head and narrowed his eyes. "I know you're going to lecture me."
Sasuke hummed. "No I am not."
Sarada walked to stand by his side. "Boruto is going to have a new sibling."
Sasuke revealed naught of the whirlwind of emotions stirring within him. His stomach churned and twisted like a coiled snake. His face remained passive as he uttered, "I see," after pausing for a moment he continued on. "Let's continue training."
Sarada and Boruto nodded before picking up their kunai and clashes were heard between the two.
Sasuke watched, half interested in their sparring but his mind kept wandering of a lavender-eyed Hyuuga.
-o
After their training and Boruto regaining his content disposition, Hinata greeted him at the door.
"How was training?"
Boruto pouted. "Bad."
Hinata's eyebrow raised, "Oh? Why?"
Boruto gave his mom a side-eye glance and shook his head. "It's nothing. Don't worry about it mom."
Hinata frowned and followed him into the kitchen where he grabbed a can of soda to sip on. She watched as he stalked his way past her and tread up the stairs.
She rubbed the back of her neck and sighed. It was just something he was going to have to get used to.
She slowly made her way upstairs and noticed Boruto playing a videogame on his handheld device while lying on his back.
She poked her head in some more and stopped as he noticed her.
"What's wrong mom?"
Hinata gave him a fleeting smile. "Something's wrong huh?"
Boruto sighed and sat up on his bed. Hinata sat beside him and waited for him to speak up.
"I was distracted at training because I'm still getting used to the idea of a third sibling."
Hinata stroked his hair and hummed in response. "It'll take some time getting used to. Don't worry Boruto, everything will be fine. Try not to let it get to you okay?" She stood up and made her way over to the door and noticed Boruto's position was more relaxed. "I'll be downstairs if you need anything."
She heard him sigh and plop onto his pillow as she was shutting the door. As she was going down the stairs, she came up with an idea. "Since he's training with Sasuke at the moment, I should make them all lunch next time."
She hummed a simple tune and began to plan a bento she could make that everyone would enjoy.
It was the next day where she bid Boruto farewell and shook her head at the fact that he was running late, again.
She had Himawari help her with preparing their meals. Once they were finished, she began to pack them into a plastic tote bag and walked to the Uchiha training grounds where Sasuke, Boruto, and Sarada would be.
I should have asked Himawari to help me.
As she shifted the bag on her aching shoulder, she let out a sigh of relief as she heard the clink of kunai and the grunts her son and his teammate made. She quickened her pace and stopped just 20 feet away from them.
Sasuke turned his head and raised an eyebrow at the sight of her. What is she doing here? He noticed her heaving a bit and saw the semi-large pack she was carrying. He strode over to her and stopped in front of her. "What are you doing here?"
Hinata placed a hand on her chest and coughed lightly into her shoulder before answering, "Since you're here and training Boruto and Sarada, I'd thought to make you all lunch as a s-sign of appreciation." She shyly cast her eyes downward, realizing this did not play out in her head like this.
She blushes too much, he thought. She was still quite painfully shy, even now but it made her adorable. It was different to Sakura's puppy eyes that she would make as a way to garner his affection. He often found it ridiculous, hence why he would tease her but with Hinata, he couldn't find it in himself to do so. Her bashful and shy expressions were not done purposely as it was a part of her personality. He unknowingly gave her a small smile when she looked up. He saw her expression light up and it was a breath of fresh air to her sober expressions as of late due to their unusual situation.
He figured that he liked seeing her happy. It suited her very well.
Sasuke glanced at the packed lunch. His stomach rumbled a bit since it was half past noon.
Hinata tried to hide her giggle as she heard the sound. She bent down to pick up her bag but was stopped when a hand was placed on her shoulder.
"Let me," Sasuke said. He bent down and picked up and carried it over to where Boruto and Sarada are.
Boruto and Sarada stopped training and ran over to the two adults. "Hey mom, you brought us lunch?"
Hinata nodded, "Yes. Since Sasuke was kind enough to accept you as his student, I wanted to thank him with lunch every day for all of you."
Sarada smiled, "Thank you so much Mrs. Uzumaki."
"Yeah thanks mom!"
Sasuke set down the bag and Hinata kneeled down, while she still could and rummaged through it to look for a blanket. She pulled it out and asked Boruto for help. While it was set and their lunches pulled out, they all settled into pleasant chatter, except for Sasuke who was stealing glances at Hinata for most of their meal.
Her cooking was divine.
-o
14 weeks
It was becoming a routine.
She would be inviting Sasuke to eat lunch at the Uzumaki residence during his time off and his presence would start becoming less intimidating and friendlier.
It was the start of an unlikely friendship between two people who mostly like never would have interacted if not for the insemination-gone-wrong fact.
It started with Boruto running off to train with Sasuke and Hinata offering a second bento to give to him as a sign of appreciation. Then after that week, Sasuke would come knocking on the door, waiting for Boruto and sometimes, his daughter would accompany them.
Flashback
As Sasuke and Sarada waiting by the door to their house. Hinata gave them their lunches.
"I hope you like it Sarada. I-I know Sakura can get busy due to working at the hospital."
Sarada gave her a kind smile. "I'm sure I will Mrs. Uzumaki and thanks for going through all the trouble," she adjusted her lunch pack and her mouth formed an O-shape as she glanced at Hinata's abdomen. "By the way, congratulations on your pregnancy. Boruto told me."
Hinata's smile faltered a bit. "O-Oh?" Her eyes flickered back and forth quickly between Sasuke. He too, was also caught off guard by his daughter's congratulatory words. "Well thank you Sarada." She placed a hand over her slightly swelled abdomen.
Boruto jumped down the stairs and bid farewell to Hinata.
The trio made their way to the forest to train but Hinata didn't notice Sasuke turning his head back slightly to observe Hinata.
Flashback End
Currently, Team Konohamaru was sent on a long mission. She felt slightly bad that Sasuke may have gotten used to her meals. It was the afternoon and she was unoccupied, as usual, and decided to make them both lunch and walked over the Uchiha residence.
As she knocked on the door, she waited outside awkwardly.
The door opened. "Hinata?" Sasuke asked. Confusion was evident on his face.
Hinata began to feel flustered. "H-Hello. I-I brought us some lunch. I hope I didn't get you so accustomed to my cooking." She joked slightly as she presented the containers of food.
Truth be told, he had. Sakura's cooking is decent but not amazing or savory as Hinata's was. It had only been one day since he hadn't had her lunch and he ate whatever Sakura conjured up last night and realized that he had missed Hinata's meals.
He stepped aside to let her in. As Hinata stepped in, Sasuke grabbed the basket holding the containers of food from her and their fingers brushed.
It was interesting. The touch of her fingers against his left him feeling something fluttering in his chest.
Her heartbeat also quickened to the point where it felt that it was going to burst out of her chest. Hinata told herself that her heart could be racing for any number of reasons – hormones, nerves, the spicy chicken she ate. What was happening was nothing…
As he set down the morsels she crept up behind him trying to set down utensils and he noticed her presence but he turned around swiftly surprising her enough for her to step back quickly and almost tripping.
"Oof!" Hinata exclaimed as she did not expect him to turn around so quickly.
As she was stumbling back, Sasuke grabbed her upper arm to stabilize her while at the same time bringing her in closer. Hinata placed her hand on his chest to steady herself and sighed at her clumsiness.
She looked up into the stoic face of the Uchiha and gave him a thankful smile before stiffening at the realization of how close they were.
Her cheeks flushed and she immediately backed away. "S-Sorry."
Sasuke "hn'd" in response as he slowly unfurled his fingers around her thin arms. "Are you okay?"
Hinata nodded as she brushed back some of her hair; it was sticking to her forehead from the slight sweat she was producing out of nervousness. She hoped it wasn't too noticeable.
Sasuke turned away from her and opened a window to let the cool breeze in. "Is that better?"
Hinata became flustered at the realization that her forehead may be glistening noticeably. "Yes thank you."
It was a bit awkward for a few moments but once Hinata had the food warmed up, she sat across from Sasuke and asked a question that was always burning in the back of her mind. "How long are you staying in the village?"
His back was turned to her as he was grabbing utensils so she couldn't gauge his reaction or tell if his posture stiffened but when he turned around and sat on the opposite side of her, he responded, "I'm not sure. Naruto took me off any missions for approximately three months."
Well that was surprising to hear, Hinata thought. Sasuke let out a tiny laugh at her bewildered reaction.
"I-I was beginning to wonder why you have been here for a couple of weeks consistently. Not that I mind or anything…" she trailed off.
"I understand."
Hinata took a sip of water before asking another question. "Do you miss traveling?"
Sasuke looked at her, his eyes softening. "Yeah. My travels were different between the time of my redemption and after I returned to Konoha before leaving for a longer period of time. I wanted to see the world through my eyes and understand what it means to be a shinobi after-" he gestured to his missing arm. Hinata nodded in understanding.
He continued on, "I continued to travel, searching for clues about Kaguya. My travels were more different then. I believe it was for a greater purpose, so I can protect the village and my family."
While Hinata listened, she came to the realization that this was the most he's ever spoken to her in one sitting and revealing an intimate part about himself.
"It must be nice to travel and learn about yourself and your surroundings. I wish I had done so before settling down." Hinata rested her chin on her palms, her eyes taking on a faraway look as she imagined what her travels would be like. Would she have married Naruto at twenty or waited a bit longer? Would she still be the same person?
Sasuke hummed in response. He didn't want to pry further but from what he could tell, she was becoming – or has become – someone she did not expect to be. "Maybe you should travel with your children and perhaps Naruto if he isn't too busy."
Hinata sighed, "I-I would but now there's a bit of a complication." She pointed to her semi-noticeable belly.
He felt foolish for such an oversight. He heard Hinata trying to hide her laughter but she couldn't and her face brightened up. He observed as her shoulder shook with each laugh the way she covered her mouth. She looked happier than usual. He found it comforting and noticed that she's more beautiful when she's happy. Unknowingly, found himself smiling at bit.
He ate her food and closed his eyes and sighed heavily at the delectable meal she had brought over. He appreciated Sakura's cooking but it was nowhere in comparison to Hinata's. He found himself sullen the day before because of not being able to eat her meals.
He placed his utensils down. "It was really good."
Hinata burst into a fit of giggles. "I noticed. You didn't even leave a grain of rice."
Sasuke frowned but Hinata shook her head and continued on, "Well I'm glad you enjoyed it. I'll make sure to bring you some every day."
Hinata stood up to place a bit more food on her plate. Sasuke raised a brow. She began to redden as she brought her plate over. "I'm still hungry…"
Sasuke snorted but began to take his dish over to the sink to wash them. He might as well let her be so she doesn't feel any embarrassment.
After Hinata was done eating, she cleaned up after herself and started to repack her dishes. "Thank you for letting stay for a bit."
"I should be thanking you."
Hinata shook her head and offered him a smile. "It's no trouble. I-I hope you have a great rest of your day."
As she was about to leave, she groaned in pain and doubled over a bit. Sasuke rushed to her side and helped her regain her balance. "I'll accompany you back home."
Hinata was beginning to refuse but Sasuke tugged her along and together they left for the Uzumaki residence.
-o
Hinata was a bit lonely and having no one to talk to about the predicament has allowed them to become friends.
While walking beside her, Sasuke noticed that he wasn't as guarded as he normally was. She didn't talk much and when she wanted to have a small conversation, he wasn't annoyed by it at all. She provided a loving silence that worked for their acquaintance, no, friendship. It was easier to connect with each other than the most well-intentioned words.
He wouldn't let her know it but he was grateful for her generosity. She was quite the cook and although he didn't mind the food his wife cooked, after tasting Hinata's, there was no way he could go back to eating what he normally ate before.
Sasuke would sometimes think about his odd friendship with Hinata. She was pretty lonely as she didn't spend much time with anyone except for her young daughter. He never thought that Naruto would be the kind of adult to push away his time meant for his family.
Then again, he shouldn't be one to judge as he left for many years to serve his duty to Konoha. Naruto was also doing the same but he couldn't remember the last time the 5th or 6th Hokage were that busy.
Perhaps because Konoha was industrializing rapidly and forming friendly relationships with the other nations, that Naruto was kept extremely busy. His vision of peace among the nations is becoming reality and Sasuke was glad to see him realize it.
Still, he couldn't shake the bothersome feeling of knowing he was slightly neglecting his family.
Naruto is extremely lucky to have Hinata who was patient with his schedule and was able to manage their misbehaved son and quiet daughter.
Even so, Hinata was a pleasant person to be around. He honestly expected her to be overly concerned about the…baby but she wasn't speaking about the matter at all.
Perhaps, just like him, she wasn't ready to talk about it.
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18 Weeks
The continuation of their daily lunches has brought them closer. Although the both of them weren't really talkative, being in each other's presence was comforting and relaxing.
However, Sasuke was on a mission that would last for a couple of days so she sat on a park bench with Himawari playing within her sight. She absent-mindedly rubbed her noticeably bulging belly and began to rub the back of her neck. She decided to rest her eyes for a bit and her head hung forward before she heard a soft feminine voice call out to her.
"Hinata?"
Hinata lifted her head up, her eyes straining to focus on who called out to her and noticed it was Ino. By her side was Temari and Tenten.
"Ino, Temari, Tenten! It's good to see you all." She gave them a tired smile.
The three women smiled at Hinata.
Ino sat beside her, "I know we haven't really seen you but we wanted to congratulate you on the pregnancy!" Ino stared at her belly with a soft smile. "I can't believe this will be your third child with Naruto!"
Ah yes. Naruto told them she was pregnant. She was slightly angered by this but she kept calm when she realized it would literally be impossible to hide something like this from everyone.
Hinata gave her an awkward smile but she still did not let the comment phase her. They don't know and she hopes they never will. Alas, that would only be possible in an idealistic world.
Ino scooched closer to Hinata and asked, "May I?" her hand hovered over Hinata's abdomen
Ino placed her hand on her belly and rubbed along the upper portion stopping right below her pelvic area. "How's this pregnancy going?" Ino asked, a smile gracing her lips.
Hinata thought about the question. So far, it wasn't unusual although she has had more morning sickness during this pregnancy than with Boruto and Himawari.
"I kept getting morning sickness for a while, l-longer than with my other two but it's gone now."
"Is Naruto excited?" Tenten inquired.
Hinata's smile became more strained, "I-I mean, we're just taking it one step at a time. W-We didn't expect this to happen…"
Ino laughed. "He couldn't keep his hands off ya I bet."
Hinata flushed a deep crimson. Why did she have to say these things? "Ah…"
Temari swiped at her. "C'mon now."
Hinata never liked to talk about her personal life with Naruto. It was highly uncomfortable for her but with Ino, she was so freely comfortable with it, that she was slightly envious of her for it.
"So who do you think the baby will take after?" Tenten asked eagerly.
Hinata paled slightly. Sasuke flashed in her mind and she shook her head. "O-Oh I don't know. Himawari took after me…"
"I bet money it's going to be another blonde baby."
Hinata winced. She wished this conversation would end. It would usually end up being awkward for her when they got together.
"Boy or girl?" Ino asked.
"U-Um…" Well, I didn't want this to happen and I haven't had an appointment to check the gender...
Temari let out a frustrated sigh. "You guys are suffocating Hinata."
Hinata was always grateful for Temari. She can always spot someone in an uncomfortable situation.
Ino and Tenten grumbled.
"You know, I'm feeling quite tired. I think I'm going to get going."
Ino gave Hinata a hug. "Take care okay? Let me know how you're doing with baby number three!"
They all waved goodbye and began to walk towards their respective home.
She thought back to all their conversations between them and it was odd not having him around, even if it was for a couple of days. She stood up and stretched before heading back home. Her lower back ached as she stretched her arms upwards. She winced at the feeling placed her hand on her hips.
The streets were quiet. They always were when the sun was setting as kids were scurrying back to their families and everyone else is calling it a day. As she was making her way over, she saw Sasuke in the distance, heading in the opposite direction towards his home.
She stopped in her tracks, her shoes making a slight crunch as she stopped abruptly. She noticed Sasuke halt in his tracks and turned his head back to see who was behind him.
Hinata gave him a shy wave and her face warmed up.
Sasuke turned around. "Need something?" he asked.
Hinata almost tripped on the question. Perhaps she expected a simple hello or how she was doing but of course, Sasuke would be straight to the point.
"N-No. I just…didn't think I would run into you here. I-I'm heading back home."
Sasuke smirked, "Missed me?"
If Hinata looked pink before, now she was becoming a cherry tomato and turning into a stuttering mess. He's never teased me like this before.
Sasuke let out a small grin and shook his head. "I'm only teasing you."
Hinata nodded, "Right…I hope your mission went well and that you're okay."
"It did for the most part." He winced a bit.
Hinata became slightly alarmed. "Are you hurt?"
"Just a scrape."
Hinata stepped forward and hovered her hand over his shoulder. "Here?"
He nodded.
She started reaching towards his shoulder and gave him a question look before proceeding to take a look at the scrape on his shoulder. Her eyes widened.
"Scrape? This is more like a gash!" She huffed in indignation.
It was an ugly laceration. From what she could tell, it was shallow. She could see that it went past the skin, barely grazing the thin layer of fat.
She started to concentrate healing chakra on her palms. "I'm nowhere near as good as Sakura so you'll have to forgive me."
Sasuke hummed in response, observing as she began to work on his right shoulder. He was already beginning to feel better and the stinging pain from the cloth of his shirt flapping on his wound was beginning to dwindle away to almost nothing.
It only took 20 minutes before Hinata was done.
"I'm sorry this took so long. Pregnancy has it's draw backs…" Hinata gave him an apologetic smile.
"No worries and thanks." He squared his shoulders back, content to feel relieved of the ache that plagued him for almost 24 hours. Although Sakura could have mended it herself when he got back, he didn't mind that Hinata was the one to do so, even if it took a lot longer than usual.
He just observed as her eyes were concentrated on his shoulder. The way her eyelashes would fan across as she blinked, only enhanced her beauty.
Beauty?
Why did that even cross his mind?
But when she looked up and gave him a concerned look, he could discern something was bothering her. "What's wrong?"
Hinata shook her head. "Nothing." Am I that obvious?
"Hinata."
Hinata looked up after he called her name. It was low, almost commanding. She wanted to curl into a ball and hide. She thought back to her friends and their conversation and a twisted knot started to develop in the pit of her stomach. "Y-You shouldn't trouble yourself with it."
Sasuke reached forward and lifted her chin slightly. "Hinata," it was said more firmly, pressing her to speak. He retracted his hand back. "You don't stutter as much anymore. You're hiding something."
Hinata's eyes teared up. "I was talking to some friends and they kept asking me about…you know," she let out a shaky breath before calming herself down. "I didn't know what to say and I was getting overwhelmed about how the baby will look."
Sasuke clenched his jaw and refrained from showing his discomfort. Of course.
"Please don't worry about it right now," she pleaded.
Her pleading made his stomach churn a bit. Sadness just didn't suit her at all. He unconsciously brushed a stray tear from her cheek. Hinata placed her hand over his.
"Sorry for," Hinata waved pointed to her face, "this." She wiped her eyes furiously but laughed as Sasuke handed her a handkerchief.
Sasuke let out a breath he was holding in, "Sooner or later, we have to talk about it."
Hinata nodded, her eyes glazed over. "Just not today."
Sasuke nodded. A longing settled in his gut as he walked with Hinata. During his mission, it became apparent to him that this friendship with Hinata was having him have second thoughts about a lot of things. First, he thought of his marriage with Sakura more often than he had in a long time and it left him feeling blank and unsure about their matrimony. It surprised him quite a bit and frightened him as well but then he came to the horrible realization that he may have some underlying feelings for Hinata.
Feelings that he shouldn't have had in the first place.
She was the Hokage's wife but more importantly, his best friend's wife.
He frowned at the thought of Naruto. He should spend more time with his family. It is a bit strange that he and Hinata even spend time with each other.
Now look at where it's got him emotionally.
Hinata doesn't give any indication of what she thinks of this friendship. Perhaps he was overthinking it. Her mannerisms have remained the same.
-o
Hinata thanked Sasuke for walking her home. She rubbed his shoulder before heading on inside.
As she got ready for bed, Naruto came home.
"Hinata?"
Hinata stirred under the covers, half asleep and half startled. "Hm?"
Naruto lay beside her, "Tired?" He rubbed her shoulders and brought her closer to him.
Hinata tried readjusting in his arms but her finding it to be uncomfortable. Perhaps it was the pregnant belly but something told her otherwise.
She wondered how it would feel to be in Sasuke's arms.
She stiffened.
"Hinata?"
Hinata buried her nose on his chest. "Yes?"
"You seem tense."
"No…just tired and exhausted." She rubbed her belly to prove her point.
Naruto kissed her forehead. "Okay. Goodnight."
Hinata thought about lies, how lies spiral. Really what could she say? That she was having feelings for another man, his best friend? But what if it was just hormones, the result of a suddenly untrustworthy gut?
At night, she prayed that she would wake up without any feelings for Sasuke.
In a different household, Sasuke was also having conflicting thoughts.
As he was lying down beside Sakura, he couldn't help but feel a guilt settling in. He felt Sakura shuffling around on the bed and nuzzle her head on his shoulder before letting out a long sigh and falling back into deep sleep. He normally didn't mind but he felt that he did not deserve that warmth she provided.
As his eyes closed, he realized, to his dismay and shock, the guilt stemmed from the idea of pursuing Hinata.
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22 weeks
Some time has passed between Hinata's and Sasuke's thoughts about each other. They still spent a lot of time together albeit, Hinata is clumsier than usual and reluctant to touch him or let his touch linger on any part of her body, bare or clothed.
Their conversations were lighter in tone. Hinata was pleasantly surprised to keep learning about the "mystery" that is Sasuke Uchiha. Even though they talk about their past as ninjas, young adults, and the daily activities of civilian life, they still haven't breached the topic of their own torment. Aka, baby Uchiha number 2. Even though the gestation period is at 22 weeks, Hinata is still not ready to talk about co-parenting. The thought of it just irks her.
Regardless of everything that she was feeling, there consistencies in her life that kept her mind occupied: Her children, the everyday household activities, and as strange as it sounds, lunch with Sasuke.
It was during a day when good weather was out and Hinata suggested they walk after eating lunch. However, the swelling of her feet left her exhausted and grimacing in pain so she wobbled over to a bench where they both sat down underneath the cool shade of a tree. They began to chat normally.
"Himawari is starting the academy soon and some girls were teasing her about her whisker marks," she furrowed her eyebrows as she said this. She recalled being picked on in her early days of the academy and hated the way she could not stand up for herself. "It reminded me of myself. Luckily held her own," at this she let out a huge grin, proud of her daughter for standing her ground.
"I would have set them straight," Sasuke interjected.
Bemused, she sputtered out, "B-But you never helped anyone in the academy." She tried to stifle a giggle by covering her mouth.
He smirked, "Hn. You're right. I wouldn't have stepped in or noticed." And that was the truth.
At this, Hinata playfully slapped his shoulder and he let out a soft chuckle in response.
After their playful banter, Sasuke's tone took on a more serious note, "How are you feeling about everything?" Each week, her pregnant belly keeps swelling with child and each day, he feels a little more perturbed at the thought of pursuing her. They haven't even discussed what they were going to do when this child was born. He was starting to get a headache from the overwhelming thought.
Hinata sighed. "I still don't know. It's so much to consider." Her shoulders slouched and she covered her face with both her hands. She rubbed her face up and down, making odd faces which amused Sasuke. She gave him a tired smile.
And there it was, an opening.
Something changed within Sasuke. Having this newfound connection with Hinata was strange and refreshing all at once. With Sakura, it was gradual and it took some time to develop due to his past mistakes and pain and grief he caused her. All of those factors led him to feel hesitant to grow closer to her. With Hinata however, since he rarely interacted with her up until now – it was as if he was starting out on a blank slate. It was a connection he never felt or developed with anyone before.
Above all, they were having a baby together; he was never the type of guy to believe in fate or destiny. But what are the chances of them ending up here?
Tearing himself away from his thoughts, he studied her troubled look and commented, "You look troubled."
The way his eyes lingered on her in waiting left Hinata with a terrifying thought. A thought she couldn't even say aloud or dare herself to linger on.
What if it's meant to be?
It sounded ridiculous to her. She has been married to Naruto for 13 years and it's ludicrous to jump into something so fast and unsure. They were having a baby together. What if something goes wrong? It could get very ugly. This is not to mention his personality was somewhat…cold. They were from completely different worlds and…
He's still married.
She inwardly groaned. Don't go there Hinata. I'm too smart for that.
And that's what when Hinata looked at Sasuke and said the words she knew would change everything.
Forever.
"You make me feel a lot of things." She uttered so softly, not realizing that she spoke those words aloud.
Wait, WHAT DID I JUST SAY?! Her eyes widened in horror. She covered her mouth, faking a cough.
He heard her however.
Her heart thumped as he leaned in closer and cupped her left cheek in his hand. "Me too."
At this point, Hinata's mind imploded in on itself. Wait, what?!
He knew felt a plethora of emotions but he couldn't place the words. He just knew what he felt was strong and pulling him towards Hinata. At this very moment, he decided to just let his body do the talking.
He leaned in a little closer, their foreheads touching. A rush of heat started in Hinata's chest and slowly spread throughout her body. She could feel his eyes rover over her entire face, from the slight twitch of her lip to the way her shoulders rose and fell as she inhaled and exhaled. His lips brushed against hers and then pressed harder, capturing her lips. It was slow, comforting in ways that words would never be. His hand rested below her ear, his thumb caressing her cheek as their tongues danced.
His lips peppered kisses on her cheek, tracing down to her neck. Hinata let out a soft moan.
She pulled him closer, wanting to no space left between them but her baby bump hit his warm chest, chiseled to perfection.
They broke apart and Sasuke chortled as he looked at what could be preventing from getting closer. Surely after, his lips captured hers once more in a searing lip-lock.
Hinata knew in her heart that this was absolutely the last thing they should be doing.
The absolute last thing.
But…
Her world fell away for a moment.
This kiss, was absolutely breathtaking and she's never felt more alive.
-o-o
Yooo guys! I've been super busy. I'm finishing pre-reqs so I can get into nursing school and I'm also saving up for my wedding. I also volunteer the whole day on Saturday in the public health sector.
I'm also working out every day to get back to a size 2 for my wedding and I'm so close! So yeah, school, work, volunteer, and wedding is keeping me busy and I can't write as much as I want to fam.
AHHHH this chapter makes my eyes want to bleed. Like the more I write, the harder it is to progress with this story T_T. I literally rolled my eyes at certain parts.
You know, I wanted this story done by April 2017 but that didn't happen.
IMPORTANT: I have the mindset of discontinuing this story. I did not like this chapter AT ALL. Fuck it was hard to write and if I do continue, there will be a major revamp. I'm not satisfied so I need a beta or a partner to help me finish this story.
Also don't message me about when I'll update. I'm sorry but I'm going to ignore it.