Betrayal and Confusion
It had been a week with my three way with Weiss and Blake. I wasn't sure what to say about it. I knew I would be experimenting at some point in my life in school. Happened a lot sooner than I thought. I'm just glad the Weiss and I were more in love than ever.
"Little sis, what's up?" Yang questioned.
I was still in my dreamy bliss till I was shook slightly from it.
"What's gotten into you lately Ruby?" asked Yang.
"Oh, I'm just happy how things have been lately," Ruby replied a little embarrassed. Being so transparent of her joyous feelings.
"So what's the name of the guy?" Yang said and slightly nudged Ruby with a grin.
"Well, I don't want to talk about it," Ruby answered, "Don't you have something with the guy over there?" gesturing to the guy sitting by the window.
Yang blushed slightly and told her, "You're avoiding what I was asking you."
"My dear sister Yang, I believe you're doing the same," Ruby retorted.
Yang and I shared a laugh and class started. It was at lunch when we were all together to talk. Weiss and I sat next to each other. Playing footsie with each other and her cool touch cooled my fiery passion. I was honestly terrible at it but Weiss didn't complain about it.
"I swear that the food here is hard to swallow when it seems like they're trying to fatten us up," Weiss slightly disgusted that her pick of food limited.
"We do a lot of exercise and we burn it off honestly," Blake said and took another bite of her food.
"You need your strength for be a strong huntress Weiss," Ruby giving a boost of confidence.
"Whatever dunce," Weiss said.
It was obvious that what she really meant was thank you. I could tell when she just played her role when we were around the others. Yang did look at me funny when I didn't seem to act like I do when Weiss told me that. I overheard Blake cough subtly to let me know I wasn't aware. It was too late though.
"Oh no, my sister has become desensitized by Weiss' comments," Yang saying a little worried.
"What? No, no, I was just thinking of that person I love is all," Ruby replying.
Crap! That's not what I meant. Yang kind of was surprised. Blake smiled and was supportive of Weiss and I. Yet I didn't know I was digging myself a deeper into the hole.
"Ruby, you sure you're not rushing things. You're young and you don't have to be that serious so quickly," Yang speaking like a big sister would.
Blake immediately came of Ruby's defense, "I'm sure they've known each other longer. Sometimes some things go over your head Yang."
Nice save Blake, I owe you one. I hoped that I would be so deep into my metaphorical hole to where I would get buried alive.
"Understandable Blake but I'd like to know more. She's always going to my little sister. I just want to make sure things are alright," Yang telling Blake.
"Maybe not now but someday," Ruby saying to Yang.
"What's the big deal? All secretive and what not. I will find out one way or another little sis," Yang marking her words.
I was worried Yang would be judgmental and that she would be just as dad is when it came to our upbringing. Despite the Weiss and I are were ginger when it came to our love. Hopefully we would be able to convince Yang. When we were all together that we would talk about subjects on same sex love and that it shouldn't be a problem being gay/lesbian if you are in love. Yang still reluctant because she was more like our dad. It only grew more suspicious with the three of us. Things got a little intense one night in our dorm room.
"You three have been strange this week as we talk about these subjects on love and what not," Yang started out.
"Yang, you shouldn't be so caught with just blinders on. Being more open minded about things," Blake stated.
"I feel like you three are against me. It's like you are the close minded individuals honestly," Yang told them.
"What exactly is it that you have against things like what we've all been talking about?" Weiss questioning.
"It doesn't seem right. Men and women are meant for each other and that's how it's to be," Yang said a little angry.
"Well what if I was in love with a girl and I've been a lesbian for a while?" Ruby asked.
I felt a lump in my throat and honestly felt nauseous. The look at Yang at first was questionable. This was the hardest and most uncomfortable situation I've been in my life so far. Then I felt Weiss hold my hand. I looked at her and she nodded with the utmost confidence. The courage in was summed up.
"Yang, I am a lesbian and I'm in love with Weiss," Ruby admitted
"Oh little sister," Yang started out, "You're my sister and I will always love you. I may not like the things you do. I do have to admit dad might be harder to convince though. I'm just glad you've kept it innocent."
"What do you mean by that?" Ruby asking Yang.
"Don't tell me that…" Yang trailed off but soon grew upset while saying in a whisper, "You two have had sex?"
"Yes Yang and it isn't out of lust ok?" Ruby sounding a little irritated.
"Dad won't be happy at all with this. I believe you two might have rushed things as well," Yang speaking up.
"Yang, there isn't as much that you two have been maybe not telling Ruby," Blake mentioned.
"What does Blake mean by that?" Ruby looking puzzled.
"Yang and I have done some things," Blake saying blatantly.
Yang's eyes turned red and angrily said, "Blake, how could you mention that. I'm not a lesbian but it was strange."
"Are you not comfortable about sexuality Yang?" Weiss asking her.
"Ok, this needs to stop now," Yang breathing a little erratic, "I'm at my limit here."
"I know I've made my fair share of mistakes with the relationship I'm in," Ruby said.
Oh crap, I shouldn't have mentioned it. I could see Yang starting to almost lose it.
"Ruby, what did you do?" Yang asked through gritted teeth.
I couldn't help but freeze again. My courage flushed out of me again. The next thing surprised me but how bad it was going to get concerned me the most.
"We've done it but it was out of lust, not love," Blake said.
"Blake, you meant to tell me you've fooled around with my sister," Yang trying to keep her voice level.
"Just once and there was the slight experimenting three way between Weiss, Ruby, and myself," Blake telling Yang as well about that.
Yang was infuriated and left the room, slamming the door. You could hear the furious yelling she let out. Probably waking up all of Beacon's students.
"Did you have to go so far with that Blake," Weiss asking aggravated by this.
"It seemed like if it was kept even more secret. It'd be a lot worse Weiss," Blake being sincere.
I could feel like this was tearing up my relationship with my sister Yang. She kept distant and hung out with team JNPR a lot. After two weeks and trying to catch Yang alone to talk. We finally was able to hopefully work things out.
"Yang, we need to talk," Ruby started out.
"What's there to talk about? I was fine you being a lesbian. I was fine that you were in love. I couldn't help feeling disgusted that you screwed around. Then sexually experimenting was just the thing to push me over the edge. Have you lost your freaking mind?!" Yang said.
"I was vulnerable I didn't mean to fool around with Blake. The three way was a one-time thing. Yang, if you hate me for making such mistakes and want to tell dad. Then I'll probably be disowned by the dad and be on my own and…and…," Ruby looking down and trying to keep composure.
"Ruby, my sister," Yang saying the lifted Ruby's face towards her, "I could never hate you. I know I was being hard on you but you are growing up. I know it's better to forgive to hold against you all of these actions."
Tears welled up and I couldn't help holding my sister close and lightly crying. She would rub my back to help me feel more at ease.
"I love you sis," I said still sobbing a little.
"I love you too little sis. I think I can talk with the others now too. I miss you all," Yang saying soothingly.
"I don't want you to be angry but I know you and Weiss… you know," Ruby said.
Yang took a deep breath slowly and exhaled the same, "I was a little lost myself and I'm sorry if it affected you and Weiss."
"It really didn't but I'm glad to have my sister back. I'm glad that we'll be a team again too," Ruby saying a little more cheerful.
"Yes, welp let's get things back in order," Yang said.
To Be Continued…
