Hi, I am really really sorry that this isn't an actual update again, I have a huge writers block with this story and need your help with the next chapter.

I have part of it written already but I'm so confused over the rest of the chapter, I will maybe share what I have but keep in mind it is a year later and there is Gizzie cause there is Calzona and Jolex.

I bet you guys are wondering how Maddison's daughter Kate came in existence, even though nobody asked in a review. Her conception is mysterious as I haven't gave much thought to that either; but one thing for sure is that it is not McDreamy's kid because I hate Addek with a passion and it should be obvious that Maddison is my OTP.

I'm also gonna have a hard time writing this because I love and hate Slexie (sorry Slexie fans) so they are most likely to break up soon or get separated unless someone has a better idea. I don't want to piss you guys off but this has to be Maddison as they are meant to be and I stated that they are endgame in the summary.

But in case you haven't noticed, McSteamy is married to Lexie but is still sleeping with Addison. That is the best I could do to reach a compromise with both Maddison and Slexie shippers. I hope not to get any hate reviews over the choice.

I'm thinking about doing another version of next chapter where Meredith has the "what if?" dream and it was similar to the actual version except that this time, Derek finds out that Kate and the baby Addison's pregnant with are both Mark's children unlike in the actual episode where just the baby was. I thought that was my favorite part ever when we find out the baby is McSteamy's baby for obvious reasons. But when he picks up Lexie, aww and he is so hot in a dress shirt. But he is always hot no matter what.

By the way, should MerDer adopt Zola because I adore her so much and she's so so adorable?

As Crackson are one of my favorite pairings, Jackson and Cristina are sleeping together and when Owen suspected she was cheating, he slept with Jackson's wife April to get back at them and also because they'd be one of xmy dream couples that would never happen. My all time dream couple is Merlex.

I also don't know if you did read my Maddison story, that I should replace Sloane with their daughter Emma in my other story because they dated in high school like the other story. If Emma was a character, she'd be in Los Angeles, dating Pete, and raising her son Caleb on her own or I should make her give it up too?

Please please give me reviews, suggestions, cheers, rants, angry reviews, anything. 20-40 or so reviews and I'll have it up really quickly. I'm really excited to continue this.

Oh and check out my other stories.

Thanks :)