HAI! :D
cynthia's story. not mine.
cause mine usually sucks asss xD
anyways. yeah.
BAI :
Bella's Point of View
It was a hundred years since I left my old life and saw the Cullens. I wondered what would happen if they knew if I was still alive, young and most importantly, a vampire. Forty-five years ago, according to the newspaper, I had died in a car crash. The press was not far from the truth though, Isabella Marie Swan had died and she had been killed in a car. She didn't exist anymore. Instead, in her place was Haley 'Izzy' Williams had been born. I was nothing like Bella; I'm more outgoing, more confident and not to mention her appearance was very different. Bella had boring brown eyes and hair, contrasting to Haley's wild features, having bright red hair with green eyes. Most importantly, our scent was different so there was no possible way anyone could see the resemblance between them if I never told you. The only people who knew my original identity were my band mates Josh, Jeremy and Zack, who were also vampires. The reasons why it's possible for me to modify all of these things was thanks to my transformation, my greatest desire to become a different person, to get a new life, and get a different identity. Therefore, my power to change anything about myself easily was made.
Right now I was backstage of Warps Tour concert, remembering the songs we had to play; I had to announce them before we rocked the audience. The Deer and the Headlights, the band playing before us just started performing their last song. I sat down and started write another song in my head. 'Whoa! I never meant to brag. But I got him where I want him now.' How I would love the day to come when I can say those words to that slut that took him. I was then thinking of a melody that could follow the song but then I was pulled out of my thoughts when Josh, one of my band mates, yelled "Haley! It's almost time!"
"Okay Josh!" I yelled back. I sighed and stood up thinking why we needed to yell when we could even whisper and the other person would still hear what they were saying. I then walked near the curtain where I saw Jeremy and Zack looked like they were going to be caught by a cop at any second."
"Hey Jeremy, hey Zack. Why do you guys look so tense? Don't we still have to wait to be introduced?" I questioned.
"Well…" said Zack, "We always feel nervous before a concert, Haley. No one is as always as calm as you."
"You guys have nothing to be worried about. You always do an amazing job, so loosen up!"
They didn't answer me back since there was no way to change my mind once I was sure of something, a human trait I still kept. I waited for the MC to finish naming all of our awards so we could run out on stage.
"They one, the only, give it up for PARAMORE!" the MC yelled.
"Finally" I muttered under my breath. Do we really need all of our awards to be stated again at every concert? Even though the Warp Tour has many bands performing, doesn't mean that we need that long of an introduction. I ran out onstage, grab the microphone and yelled, "Hello New York City! How are all of you doing! ARE YOU READY FOR A NIGHT TO REMEMBER?!" and put the microphone in front of me and one hand on my ear signaling that I needed to hear them. "Yea!" they yelled. I didn't sound that enthusiastic so I thought they needed one more try. "I can't hear you! One more time, ARE YOU READY?!" and stuck the microphone in front of me again. This time their response was at least five times as loud. It felt more to me though due to my sensitive ears, just the reaction I was looking for.
"Aha. Cool! That was much better guys. So we are going to start with 'That's What You Get'. Sing along if you know." I smiled as I said the name of the song. I then remembered the inspiration. The true meaning of the song was actually pointed to myself. After I found out what he was doing, I wrote the sentence 'that's what you get when you let your heart win' over and over on a piece of paper in an attempt to the sentence stuck in my head and teach me a lesson about love.
I waited for everyone to start playing their instrument and started to sing.
No sir, well I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore
It's your turn, so take a seat we're settling the final score
And why do we like to hurt, so much?
I can't decide
You have made it harder just to go on
And why, all the possibilities,
Well I was wrong
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
I wonder, how am I supposed to feel when you're not here
Cause I burned every bridge I ever built when you were here
I still try holding onto silly things, I never learn
Oh why, all the possibilities I'm sure you've heard
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating (beating)
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
Pain, make your way to me, to me
And I'll always be just so inviting
If I ever start to think straight
This heart will start a riot in me
Let's start, start, hey!
Why do we like to hurt so much?
Oh why do we like to hurt so much?
That's what you get when you let your heart win!
Whoa
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
Now I can't trust myself with anything but this
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
When I finished I looked and saw the audience cheering very loudly. If only they knew if all the pain I went through to write this song and even to record it. I smiled at the irony, the song was good to their ears but there was pain underneath the song, and it was all mine. At least one part of the pain was long gone I thought to myself. It was the transformation I had endured of becoming a vampire. It was on the day I found out the truth about him. I was driving to Los Angeles, a sunny city where vampires couldn't get me at all and therefore become a thing of the past. I was driving there by my truck when suddenly something smacked onto the windshield and made the truck swerve and hit a tree. The car didn't have airbags so I hit my head on the steering wheel and felt blood oozing out of my head, making me very nauseous. Just when I thought things couldn't get any worst, I heard Victoria's voice.
"Doesn't your precious boyfriend know that you shouldn't be left alone?" she cackled.
"He doesn't care anymore and neither do I. Kill me and get it over with." I said in a haze, with blood flowing everywhere I really couldn't think straight.
"Fine, I'll make you suffer for all eternity then." She said before she bit me on the neck.
The transformation was very painful, but as far I was concern, it was over. Unlike the other pain I had endured, the one with him betraying my trust. But somehow I couldn't help but thank him for killing Bella Swan because if he didn't, Haley Williams would never be born and I wouldn't have this great life I have now. Then once I was pulled out my thoughts by Josh, but this time signaling me we should be starting the next song soon. "Are you ready for more?" I screamed to the audience and I got very loud and enthusiastic cheers back. "YOU GUYS ARE AWESOME!" I replied back. I then looked at Josh signaling him to play the next song.