Authoress Note:

Hello everyone, thanks to those who added this story to their story alert it means the world to me! Thank you to those who reviewed too! Especially to Corinna your review raised my spirits so much, both of Esme's transformation chapters are for you! Please check out my other stories Running and Creating A Companion. As always please review, read, and love to read!

Esme Anne Platt. A beautiful girl only at the tender age of 9. I recall treating her when she fell out of tree. Now years later I was back unable to stay away from her even though she was with a husband. I couldn't beliveve it when I heard that she had jumped off a cliff for some unknown reason to me. Now here I was treating her again but this time no one knew about it.

No one, no one but me would know if she lived or died, if she was alive or not. The subtle beating of her tender heart was something only I could hear. Edward had no clue of my adoration for her. I never thought of her only dreamt of when he was hunting.

I could save her, I could let this gorgeous creature keep on living. She was resting in her grave and in the dead of night I ran to her, I ran to save her.

Grasping her womanly body in my inhuman arms I held her close and took her to where Edward and I were staying for the time being. Resting her upon the couch I took a deep breathe, tasting the blood running faintly through her veins, her heart beating so slow. I leaned down to her scrumptious neck and took a tentative bite then riped myself away waiting for the tranformation to occur.

I took to the forest and brought Edward with me, we both needed to feed before Esme, sweet, caring Esme changed completely. I explained it all to him pouring my feelings out into the air that I no longer needed, that didn't anymore circulate through my lungs. The secrets levitating in the sky due the the air. (It has matter too!)

The secrets of how I couldn't let this magnificent woman wither away from the world, how I cared far too much about her, that I didn't dare let her leave me alone on this planet.

Three days later I set out back to where the goddess lay most likely about to wake up to her new life. Edward didn't approve of my affectionate behaviour towards her. He thought that it was ridiculous, that love was useless. My only hope is that she will accept us. Edward refused to come back and stayed in the forest hunting mountin lion till he wished to return home. I couldn't care less, the goddess had awoken.

Running back home I couldn't process the turn of events that led to this occuring. Me changing her. telling Edward everything. God, I haven't felt this nervous since before my change, what if she didn't accept me, what would I do then? But it was no tume to speculating about what ifs, I was here.

There she was, a vampire. Her beauty seemed unchanged she had always gorgeous. Her planes harder and her eyes a blood red but the rest was the same.

"Doctor Cullen," I almost gasped her voice was like birds chirping in the early morning.

"Where am I, how did I get here, and why does my throat hurt like I have a cold. And most importantly where is my darling Ethan?"

I gaped, my mouth metaphorically dropped, floundered, flustered. I had been on Earth since 1640, I had decades of knowlege to share at the drop of a hat yet when this goddess requests one thing it's the thing I can't fulfil!!!! God damnit Carlisle!

"Esme," I started carefully," who is Ethan?"

A look of love and heartbreak flew across her face," Ethan, is," she coughed," was my son."

"Oh, Esme my heart breaks for you," if I could weep I would. She sobed and fled into my arms. I tucked my arms aroung her hard cold, lucious, beautiful, and mesmerizing body. It was now or never to tell her what she had become.

"Esme, please before you speak once more I must tell you what has become of yourself."

" Okay what?"

"You, me, and my," uhh what would she think of Edward, well might as well introduce as I think of him," son, my son. We're vampires." I spit the words out to quick for a human's ears to detect. She staggered out of my arms and brought her hands up to her mouth wide open in an "o" shape.

"Yes, vampires, I'm sorry but if didn't do this you would've died."

I explained the process to her, who we were, the feeding process, how we live, and everything upon everything. She understood why I had to change her and forgave me, accepted me.We talked for hours and hours, about what she remembered, what I remembered, Edward, and just life. Esme agreeed to live the way Edward and I do, I was estatic!

Edward came and introduced himself to her, they looked like mother and son. She took an immediate liking to him accepting Edward as her new son. Maybe one day she'll feel the affection for me that I carry for her. Maybe one day we'll be mates. It's all I can ever hope for. And all I coupd ever want.

Authoress Note:

I treated how Carlisle sees Esme like Edward thinks of Bella. Corinna once again this and the next chapter is for you! As always please review and have an ever expanding bookshelf!