She lay on the bathroom floor, motionless as she stared up at the ceiling.

She could not bring herself to make her body move. Her entire being felt numb and weak.

Brie couldn't believe that had just happen to her. She felt degraded and stupid.

Brie soon felt the strength to get up, Pain shot all throughout her body. I wanted this all to be just a bad dream. I wanted to wake up. I wanted everything to be okay. She thought to herself.

Brie had no clue on what she should do.

Brie-Should I call the cops? Should I call Nikki said to herself

Oh my god Nikki! What was she going to think of me? How would she even want to be near me when she finds out that I had let her boyfriend take advantage of me. She thought to herself

Brie decided on not telling anyone. She was too embarrassed by the fact that she let her sister boyfriend take advantage of her. She was ashamed of the fact that she had been raped. The thought of this made the tears fall down even harder. All of a sudden realization hit her. He had not used a condom.

Brie-What if I caught a disease? What was I going to do if I ended up pregnant?

That made the tears fall even harder. Having a baby by a guy she despised, the guy that raped her. Brie grabbed her car keys and headed to Walgreen's.

Brie-I had to get that pill. I can't get pregnant I can't she said to herself in the car

Brie woke up the next morning feeling drained and lethargic. She went to sit up and the pain still terrorized her body violently. Yesterday's events replayed in her mind. Her inviting John in the house, him telling her he loved her, John forcibly kissing me, him slapping me and him forcing himself inside of me. Brie lay back in her bed and slowly cried herself back to sleep.

When she awoke it was night time. Her phone vibrating was what had awakened her. She looked at it. Five missed calls all from Nikki and four text messages.

Nikki: Brie Can u pick me up

Nikki: Brie Answer the phone

Nikki: Brie Where R U...

Nikki: Brie don't bother picking me up I'm in a taxi and on my way home.

Oh no, I couldn't see let her see me she would definitely know that something was up. I would probably give in to her and just tell Nikki everything. Would she believe me? John is her boyfriend, but I was her sister and she would believe me right? Brie thought to herself.

Brie heard the front door open and close.

Nikki- Brie, I'm home

Brie quickly shut her bedroom door and locked it

"Brie! I know you're up there. Why are you ignoring me?" she said as she started to knock on Brie's door.

"Brie open the door!"

"Whatever if you're going to act like a child I'll leave you alone" The knocking stopped

"Brianna open the god damn door." Nikki yelled and then silence filled the air.

Nikki-Brie please open the door

I wanted to open the door for her. Iwanted for her to tell me that everything would okay. I just couldn't. I couldn't allow my sister to see me like this. I couldn't let Nikki know what had happened to me. She would hate me.

"Please" she said with so much hurt and pain in his voice.

The tears came harder. Brie heard footsteps and then a door slam. She felt so bad. Brie laid on the floor and cried myself to sleep.

Brie woke up it was about 5:30 in the morning. She hadn't been out of her room in two days. She decided to get out of bed and went ahead and got in the shower and got dressed. Brie wanted to get to school early so she could ignore everybody. She had received more calls from Nikki and a few from Nattie. Brie had also received some text messages.

From: Nikki

We Really Need 2 Talk

From: Nattie

Brie is everything alright, Nikki really worried about you

Brie ignored them she didn't have the nerve to talk to them. She felt so ashamed.

Brie got in her car and drove to school. She got there thirty minutes early. Brie went straight to her first period and sat in her seat. she put my head down and took in deep breaths.

Brie-I could do this I could get through this day.

Brie knew she would have to see John today. But Brie had to face it that's how she would deal with it. The bell rung signaling the start of the day.

Had thirty minutes really past? Brie thought to herself

Students shuffled into the class. Nobody was really in this class. she put my head down once again and fell asleep. The bell rung startling me.

" -Colace I'd like you to stay up next time during my class" Mr. Watson said.

Brie- I'm sorry' and 'okay.

Brie walked out of the class and spotted Nattie. She called out her name. She looked at me, rolled her eyes, and started back walking to where she was headed. Brie called her name again and she ignored her.

Brie-What was going on? She was my best friend and she just ignored me. She thought

Brie felt the tears coming, but she wouldn't let them come. Brie headed to second period and sat down.

Brie-Why would she ignore me like that? Maybe she was ignoring me because I ignored her phone calls.

The bell ranged signaling for lunch. Brie sighed in and took in a deep breath.

Brie-You can do this Brie. You can do this.

Everybody had left out the class already. She grabbed my purse and got up and headed to lunch. Brie looked down towards her feet.

Brie-You can do this.

Brie looked up and saw John and Nikki talking. My Sister was talking to the guy that had raped me.

Brie-I can't do this!

Brie turned around and briskly walked to the other side of the school to the girl's bathroom. She walked in and no one was in there, which was her reason for going to the bathroom on the other side of the school. She looked at herself in the mirror. she looked the same but at the same time she looked so different. That night flashed through her mind.

"Brie" She froze

"Brianna" she said again.

Brie-What should I do? What should I do? She thought to herself she turned around to face her sister.

"Nikki" Brie whispered. She looked into her eyes and guilt immediately washed over her. Nikki looked hurt and in pain.

Nikki-Brie what's going on? You ignore my phone calls and text messages. I come to your house and you won't answer the door.

Brie-Nikki I wasn't ignoring-

Nikki-Oh really were you not there when I knocked on your door and begged you to answer she questioned angrily.

Brie-Nik- I stuttered and she cut me off.

Nikki-Exactly what I thought you were ignoring me, and then I hear that you fucked my boyfriend.

Brie-What? She gasped. Nikki what are you talking about? Brie questioned.

Nikki-You had sex with John out of all people why John?

Brie was shocked did he really think that I had sex with him willingly.

The bell rung signaling the end of our lunch.

Brie-Nikki that's not what happened. I-I-I-I

Nikki-You what, huh, did you have sex with him?

Brie-Nikki it's not what you think.

Why couldn't I just say it? That he had raped me? Was it because I was too ashamed?

She laughed sarcastically.

Nikki-I guess I got my answer

I saw the hurt and betrayal in her eyes. She started to walk away.

Brie-Nikki wait I walked after her. I grabbed her Please Nikki Listen! I begged

Nikki-I got to go I don't want to be late for class