Mark's POV

I'm ecstatic, I'm finishing up packing for my trip to Sean's. I look at my flights on my phone just to doubled check everything is in order. 'I should call him' I planned to go to his house to colab and have fun in Ireland after a lot of convincing he begrudgingly agreed but I had secret motive. I've been worried the last couple months he's been acting strange. I know I'm probably over thinking it, none of his fans have seemed to notice any change, but I can't get over thinking he's depressed. I can feel my anxiety coming back. 'Stop right there and call him his voice will make you feel better'

I pick up my phone and can't help but blush at his picture. 'Aww he's so cute, I wish I coul-WAIT DID I JUST CALL HIM CUTE?!' I blush even harder as I push call. Ring. Ring. Ring. 'Maybe he's busy...' Then I hear him pickup I get overly excited and scream.

"JACKABOIIII!" I don't even think about how it could hurt his ears.

"MARKIMOOOOO!" 'Fuck, somethings wrong, oh no fuck he's sad.'

"Are you okay!?" I started to panic I don't know why.

"Yeah, my voice is just tired from recording happy wheels you know what it does to me." 'Aww he's tired he always works so hard. But I can't shake this feeling.'

"Okay, but you know you can tell me if ANYTHING is wrong alright?" I reassure him just encase.

"Yeah. So when is your flight coming in?" It sound like he was forcefully trying to change the subject but my excitement got the best of me.

"Yes that's what I called you about I leave in an hour for Boston then from there I go to Ireland! So, I should be there in seven hours!" The long flight was worth it for Sean!

"Alright I'll see you this evening. I can't wait! Bye!"

"Wait I-" He already hung up.

I went on twitter and posted a picture of my pointing at Ireland on a giant map. Ethan and I were at the mall a couple of days ago and I saw the giant map so the only logical thing to do was take a picture. Soon after posting the picture I saw Sean liked it. Then I read the comments they were all so supportive and happy I was so glad I have such an awesome fan base until I came across the hate comments these boiled my blood even though they weren't against me they were against Sean.

I get in Tyler's car as he and Ethan take me to the airport. We mostly talk business but we still joke and have fun. I think about how grateful I am to have Tyler in my life he's such a delight to be around even if he's a little stubborn. I then thought about Ethan too and how much fun we had filming the extra videos for when I will be away.

I wave good bye to Tyler and Ethan wishing they were coming with me but this is something I need to do alone.

As I wait in the terminal I watch Jacksepticeye at the end of a row of chairs trying not to get noticed. I smile and laugh so much at Sean's videos that the little old lady next to me asked me to quite down. I turn off my phone and begin to talk to her she talked about how she had a wonderful time in L.A. but is ready to go back to her home in Boston then starts talking about her son and his step daughter and her horse... I completely tuned her out after the fifth time she mentioned her step grand daughter.

Finally it was time to board I said my good byes to Person and got to my seat asap. After lift off I fell asleep.

Mark's Dream

I was in some sort of forest it was beautiful if I had to guess it was Colorado. After awhile I came across a leprechaun with a amazing Irish accent.

"Hello human!" He said so happily

"Hello sir. What are you doing?" I asked I awe

"Just about to kill myself. What about you?" He sounded so happy I couldn't tell if he was joking.

"What did you just say?!" I was starting to get very worried.

"Wow you humans are dumb. I said I'm going to kill myself dumby." He giggled as he pulled out I knife. Quickly I lunge at him to try and stop him but I couldn't move I was completely powerless I was forced to watch as he cut his wrists with a big smile across his freckled face. After he was done I could move again. I scooped him up and tried to stop the bleeding nothing was working I scream for help but no one came. "It's okay don't cry." I look down and see Sean I begin to bawl unable to stop myself until everything went black I scream his name as I hold on to his fading body.

"Excuse me ladies and gentlemen this is your captain speaking..." I can't concentrate on him I'm too busy thinking of my nightmare. Leaning my head on my hand, I feel my wet cheeks 'Thank GOD I'm sitting alone!' We finally landed in Boston so I texted Sean.

I'm in Boston^^

I used the restroom before getting on my next flight. I look at my self in the mirror you could tell I cried on the plane. 'Ugh, I look awful.' Before getting on my next flight I checked to see if Sean texted back but he didn't. This made me sad but I figured he was just busy.

Leaving BOSSton next stop IRELAND!