A/N: I know it's been a while, but I've just been so busy and really needed a break. I hope you all forgive me, I really do enjoy writing, trust me, lol. Anyway, here's the latest update for my KH drabbles, and I hope you all really enjoy it. Let me know by RnRing, okay?

Scream

(Centric: Sora)

Sora's POV:

The day the door is closed, the echoes fill your soul. They won't say which way to go, just trust your heart.

It seems like, no matter what I do, all I run into are problems, closed doors, or heartache. I mean, think about it, I saved the world from a man named Ansem, only to find out later that the worlds are threatened by a more powerful evil, I lost Riku to the darkness, still having found no clue as to where he is, and what's worse, I rescued Kairi, only to find that she's been kidnapped again. Some hero I've turned out to be…

To find what you're here for, open another door, I'm not sure anymore, it's just so hard.

I all the heroes that I've read about, dreamed about, and pretended to be never had doubts about themselves. They were always resolute, certain, and victorious. I feel like, for every two steps I take in saving the world, I take three backwards. This became even more apparent when Saïx told me that they were using the Heartless that I had slain to rebuild Kingdom Hearts. I was lost, how could I save the world from the Heartless without helping the equally evil Nobodies?

Voices in my head tell me they know best, got me on the edge, they're pushin', pushin', they're pushin'!

Donald and Goofy don't know this, but while they're sleeping, I have often cried myself to sleep from all this burden and frustration. I know I'm not "alone" because they've always been there by my side, but they don't understand what it's like to be the Keyblade Master, to have the weight of all the worlds on your shoulders…it's almost too much for a fifteen year old boy to bear. Luckily, they do try and help me and try and understand, but it only goes so far. I suppose the only thing that's keeping me from just flat out giving up are the people that I can't see, Riku and Kairi. I made promises to both of them, I promised Riku that I would take care of Kairi, and Kairi…I promised her that I would come back to her. I fully intend on keeping both of them.

I know they've got a plan, but the ball's in my hand. This time it's man-to-man, I'm fightin', drivin…

Kairi…I suppose she would be reason enough for me to push though. After all, isn't that what all heroes have: a girl worth saving? She is my light, I guess you could say, my purpose, and without her, well…I'd rather not think about it.

Inside a (world that's upside down) and spinning faster, what do I do now without you?

I don't know what to feel. If I give in to my pain of the fact that she's lost, I risk giving in to the darkness by showing it a weakness to exploit, but if I don't, does that make me heartless, leading me to the darkness as well? I don't intend on doing so, but is the darkness so bad. Not everything that is dark is "bad", I mean, look at Cloud Strife. Although, I'm the one with the Keyblade, so I suppose I get to choose, but is this path I've chosen the right one? Is there even a "right" or "wrong" road to begin with? There's just so much hardship on this road…

I'm kicking down the walls, I gotta make them fall! Just break through them all, I'm punchin', crushin'…

I don't know where to go, what's the right team? I want my own dream, so bad I'm gonna scream!

I'm a really a hero? I mean, I don't feel like it, but as I've learned through my experiences, you can't always trust your feelings, I suppose. I don't want to give up, but surely there's someone more qualified to be the Keyblade Master than myself. I mean, I know the Keyblade doesn't judge one's character, personality, age, or anything like that, but by the heart and how strong it is, but I don't feel like I have a strong heart. What strength does this blasted weapon see in my heart that I don't?

I'm gonna fight to find myself, me and no one else. Which way? I can't tell, I'm searchin', searchin…

I can't choose, so confused, what's it all mean? I want my own dream, so bad I'm gonna scream!

There's a reason it chose me, I know that…but I have so many flaws. I'm naïve, clumsy, easily fooled, young, have an average intelligence, and many other things. I guess what I mean to say is I'm not the "cream of the crop", I'm just your average, run-in-the-mill teenage boy. I guess the scariest part about it is, it doesn't force me to do anything, it allows me to choose how to wield it. Even more responsibility, just what I need.

Can't find a (way that I should turn), I should to right or left? It…it's like nothing works without you.

Yeah the clocks running down, hear the crowd getting loud. I'm consumed by the sound.

When Kairi was with me, making decisions was easy. I know that she's with me in spirit, and that helps, it's like shining a light in the darkness, but the thing is, the darkness is still there, and you need to reach the light to get out of it, and unless you know where you're going, it is nearly a futile effort. I won't let that stop me though, I can't, I still have a promise to keep to Riku, and to her.

Now, I know this sounds selfish, but will I be able to keep my promise to her and save the worlds from the darkness without being consumed? No, there is, and even if there wasn't, I'll make a way if I have to. There's no alternative. I am the Keybearer, it is my responsibility. Above all, I need to protect her, I made a promise.

Is it her? Is it love? Can the light ever be enough? Gotta work it it, gotta work it out! You can do it! You can do it!

I suppose that's what the Keyblade sees in me. I have a strong heart for others, my friends, Kairi; I want to protect them all. I suppose that's the main reason why I haven't gone insane with all the pressure of being the Keyblade Master crushing me. It all makes sense now. I am a hero, not because I'm perfect with no weaknesses, but because of them, that the darkness has not overwhelmed me. It serves as a reason to fight against it, I suppose. I guess it also sees the…love I have for Kairi. I remember when I was about to give up and just allow the darkness to win, I felt her presence and heard her voice and fought back. That…is probably the most powerful aspect of my heart. I also know that I have chosen the right path, because if I had chosen the wrong one, it would be easy and have no resistance from the darkness. Now I know, I'm no longer confused, and I decide that I will continue to save the worlds, if not for their sakes, then for my promises' sake.

I want my own dream, so bad I'm gonna scream!

A/N: Well, there you have it. I might be updating a little more frequently, but I don't know. It all depends, I guess. I do know this, reviews will motivate me, so be sure to do that, okay?

~KBMP