Okay... I am rather disappointed in the amount of reviews there are... (Tears) but anyways, when I got those 2!! ARIGATO!!!! Both of you for making me go into a good mood anyways! Still... REVIEW (evil glare) please... My self-esteem is on the line and it could really use some help right now and the best way to cure that is through reviewing... Really... Please...

This Chapter Contains Shota Rape... OMG... OMG... OMG... sorry... (Sweat drop)

Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto, and you know what... EAT YOURSELF so I can watch (evil grins)!

Damn... This is going to be scary everyone... Someone is going to get raped...

Lets get this clearer...

Shota/Pedo, Rape, Violence, Swearing, and Yaoi I think... so be prepared for this sucky masterpiece... lol :)

Run for you life because there is an evil lemon on the way, making you cries your eye sockets out and eaten by chipmunks! XD

Is There A Confessional Anywhere Close?

The feeling of running away from here, there, everywhere that I am at...

No matter what... I can't forget this memory... It stays here whenever something close brings it up...

Why won't it just go away damnit!!

I sit here, trying so hard to control my sobs underneath the largest tree I could find in this school. Then it happened... I couldn't control my memories anymore... it just leaked out of my storage of nightmares that took me years to get rid of...

-Flashback-

"Agh... get away from me you freakin' pervert!"

"No... I want to see you, touch you..."

Shit... I don't have anywhere to go... he cornered me... "Go away! S..Stop... T...Touch...ing... Me...!"

"Oh... what's this? You don't want me to touch you? I promise it will feel really good you little slut..."

I can't... stop these damn tears... I just... want.. to get... out of this... now...
When he took off my shirt, I bit him on the arm and the reaction he made was simple... he took his fist, and I took a blow to the stomach making me gasp for air.

He then took off the rest of my clothing, making me naked in the dark alley that I was trapped in.

"Heh... you know that this feels good... just wait you little punk..." The man just started to feel around my waist and caressed my young cock and without my consent, it immediately hardened, and the man started to suck on me.

Before I came, the stranger stopped and grinned lustfully at me. He then threw me to the ground and pulled down his pants and pushed his hardened cock into me without any kind of warning, leaving me in pain, and nothing but fear.

He just kept on thrusting harder and faster into me without any time for me to adjust for his attacks on me. Through all the pain, this raping still made me groan and gasp for breath whenever he changed pace or groped any place of his liking.

I screamed out in pain and pleasure and he thrusted into my eleven year old body and hit my prostate with extremely high precision as he continued to keep on thrusting to the same spot over and over.

The man had no mercy on me, he bit parts of my body and he thrusted and kept doing these horrendous things until he came inside of me with a final and deep thrust in me causing me to climax and scream a muffled scream when he covered my mouth.

"See? It wasn't that bad? Doesn't it feel so good to do that? Well... you better fucking come back here everyday or else I'll kill you." The man threw a five dollar bill at my bleeding and sweating body and walked away laughing at his triumph, leaving me there naked and cold in the dark streets of Konoha...

-Flashback Ends-

I just sit here wanting nothing to do with anyone... and without thinking it through, I took out a sharp razor out of my pocket and cut the bottom of the left side of my neck without cutting where my pulse was just beside my collarbone with tears that I didn't feel falling down my face.

"N..Naru...to...?" An unfamiliar voice had spoken my name and I didn't notice at all because of the pleasing feeling of the blood slowly dripping down my bare chest.

When I had reacted to the calling of my name, she was already down at my face looking at me... It was Hinata... the shy and quiet girl that had always helped me with everything... even these problems of mine that I didn't mention into detail...

"H...H..Hin..a...a..ta..." I managed to say before I once again burst out in tears and held her close to me trying to control my raging emotions that threatened to forever scar me with yet another memory.

"It is all okay Naruto-kun... I'm here now... you don't have to do this to yourself." She said to me, calming me down.

Hinata was the only one that truly knew from me that I was gay, but no one knew that I liked Sasuke...

"S..S..Sorr..y... for... making... you come here to comfort me..."

"It's okay Naruto! I don't care... My marks are high enough to skip one class to help you!"

"B...B..Bu..t..."

"NO BUTS!" I quickly shut up to find that there was an audience from a window staring attentively at us.

"Ok... Lets... just get... out of here..."

"Lets go then Naruto-kun!" Hinata then took out some tissues to dry off my tears and blood, helping me move to somewhere where there wasn't anyone to see me for who I was... an imperfect and psychologically unstable teen from continuous rape, abuse, and many other things that have happened to me...

As I was being helped to somewhere else, the audience all in unison made an "awwww" and went back to their classes.

15 minutes of slow walking later...

When we got to my doorsteps from school, Hinata just shook her head disallowing me from saying anything.

I unlocked my door and walked into there and muttered a "Thank you" to Hinata.

"Naruto-kun... remember... don't cut yourself... or else I will have to Jyuken(ex.1) your self-injury little butt!" The thought of her doing that made me shiver.

With that, I we said our goodbyes and I shut the door.

Thanks so much Hinata...

I cleaned up my cut, and bandaged it and made some ramen to eat in the kitchen.

RING! RING! RING! RING!

...I wonder who it is that is calling...

"Hello? Who is speaking?"

"Hi... Naruto... this is Hinata..."

"Oh... Hi Hinata... I am okay now thanks to you!"

"That's really good to hear Naruto-kun." In the background I could hear a swarm of people asking to talk to me, and Hinata refusing to let them.

"Well... I can hear that we can't really have a conversation right now, so just could you bring me my homework for today please?"

"Okay, Naruto-kun! I'll see you after school ends then right?"

"Yup...Bye then..."

"See you later!"

As I waited, I decided to play around and call my ever-loving Ero-sennin 'uncle' to ask for help.

Ring... Ring... Ring...

Hm... No answer from him...

Well... I could ask Sasuke to forgive me... He probably is at class though... whatever... I'll call him just to make him feel and look embarrassed by a cell phone call during the middle of class!

Ring... Ring... Rin-...

"Hello?" The most familiar voice asked.

"Hey... Sasuke?"

"N..Naruto..?"

"Yeah.. it's me... sorry... for... lunch..."

"No... it is my fault..."

"Don't say that, I was the one that was spying on you and took advantage of you when we weren't thinking straight..."

"Eh... You were... spying on me??"

"Uh... yeah, I was... I faked to leave, but then when I saw you um... you know... I kind of wanted to watch the show, so I stayed, but lost balance and fell into the stall..."

"Oh... heh..."

Beep

"Oh.. shoot, sorry Naruto, we have to talk later... my cell phone is losing all of the batteries... I'll come to your house right now.."

"Um.. I don't kno-" Shoot... he cut me off...

Well... since he is coming... I might as well get ready for this...

I boiled some water and made some tea and cleaned up my apartment. Upon hearing a knock on the door, I stopped what I was doing and took a sigh of relief, it was just Hinata...

"Hi Naruto-kun."

"Hey Hinata-chan!"

"Well, here is the homework we have for today and that is about it."

"Okay... well, I have to go and meet up with Neji and yeah..."

"See you later then Hina-chan!"

"Bye Naruto-kun!" Hinata shouted as she ran off, bumping into Sasuke that on queue was walking towards the door in the exact moment that Hinata was leaving.

"Oh.. Hi Sasuke!" I greeted Sasuke as casually as possible.

"Hn," he just replied.

Sasuke walked into my tiny little apartment, and sat down on the single sofa that I had.

I poured the still hot tea and served it to my guest and myself and sat down to talk to Sasuke about this afternoon in the washroom.

"Well... Sasuke..."

"Yes? What is it?"

"Uh... well... in the washroom stalls... you know what happened..."

"Yeah... you were about to come, until I saw you jerking off to Sakura right?"

"What I said wasn't Sakura... I was about to say... Sasuke... you..."

Author's Note: Okay... For sure I am going to change this chappie even more after posting it, I know you all are disappointed, but I just had to help my friend... She really needed my help, so I was 75 helping her and 25 doing this while having my mind on French homework... EW!

Yuki: Review and I will strike a sexy pose to all of you ;)

Shuichi: YUKI!! Your sexy poses are ALL for ME! AND ONLY ME:(

Yuki: Awww, Shuichi, you know that no matter what, you will always have my most sexy of all poses that no one will ever know of:

Shuichi: (evil grin) Hm... Okay :)

Right... Me and my randomness... review and I will make this a lot better knowing it sucked you knowing it sucked flame it will all of your power! I swear I won't cry because I was distracted (I am still happy helping people is my thing) and will for sure change some of the crappy parts of this story!

Whew!

With that out of that out of the way... (evil grins)

I will now eat lots of chocolate to forget all of my problems :P
Hu hu hu...

Nyu! (NOT NEW YORK CITY FOR THE LAST SEXY TIME!)