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Here's a very small chapter 2, hopefully I'll get chapter 3 done soon.
Sooner Or Later
Chapter 2
At her lunch break, Addison decided to go sit with Callie at the cafeteria and talk about Derek. Callie was like her best friend here and she knew she wouldn't judge her or anything, even if Callie wasn't Derek's number 1 fan.
"Hey you" Addison said as she sat next to Callie.
"Hey! What's up?" She replied taking the papers she had on the table away so Addison could get some space to eat.
"I have to tell you something. And I really need your opinion on it."
"Shoot."
"Okay so Derek and I are having an affair." Addison told her quickly.
"So…let me get things straight, you're having an affair with your husband. What's the point?# Addison really confused her sometimes.
"Well me and Derek are having a divorce, he's dating Meredith now. And even if I don't' like Meredith…"
"You don't want to hurt her?" Callie guessed.
"Exactly"
"But what she doesn't know won't hurt her right?"
"Right. But what if she finds out?"
"She won't if you two are careful. I really like this, it's very…dangerous."
"So you think it's great, that Derek and I are sleeping together until the divorce is finalized?"
"Yes it's great. If you're happy then it's great."
"No! You're supposed to say its wrong!"
"Oh…well Addison, what you're doing is very very very wrong. Bad Addison."
"So basically you don't want me happy?"
"Addison you really confuse me. Just tell me something I'm really worried about, what if you get attached? What if you don't want to leave Derek when the divorce is finalized? I don't want to see you broken hearted again sweetie."
"I'm scared about that t. I really didn't want to agree when he proposed we do this. I really didn't want to…but at the same time I just felt like it would be my last chance to be close to him again, because no matter what happens, I'll always feel something for Derek." Gosh, she was so confused. She loved Derek, but she really didn't want to be the dirty mistress.
"Then just talk to him Addison. Tell him what you feel. Tell him that even if he was a bastard and that he cheated on you, you still want to be married to him."
"It's not that easy Callie." Addison sighed. Derek would say no for sure.
"Well maybe it could. Just think about it." Callie told her giving her a small smile before leaving Addison alone in her thoughts.
Should she really tell Derek how she feels?
