Sorry for not updating since…I don't know really! Wow…Anyway, so I just posted a story and I thought about looking at the others and you guys seemed to like that one so I thought about updating. R&R
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Even though she knew she was going to get hurt at the end, she just couldn't stop seeing Derek. He was like a drug and he was very addictive! When she told Callie she was taking the risk, she had answered that Addison had to no chance of getting Derek back. But Addison kept a little hope, it was too hard to just give up like that.
That night, they were once again hidden in her hotel room where their dirty little secret was kept.
"I heard you today when you talked to Meredith." She admitted as she played with his fingers, his arm wrapped protectively around her shoulder.
"Yeah, so?" He asked, not really remembering the events of the day.
"You said that you didn't care about me…at all."
"Addie…"
"It hurt Derek. I mean, I know we're only like sleep together very often but we were married, and still are, for 12 years! I just thought you still cared a little about me…" She really didn't want to cry in front of him, that would probably just scare him off.
"Of course I care! But she asked me if I was still sleeping with you and I wasn't about to say yes. I care about you so don't forget about it."
"It's just that…"
"Shush Addie, don't doubt it."
"Okay."
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The next day, she sat at hers and Callie's usually spot at the cafeteria. Callie was already there, reading a magazine.
"Hey Cal."
"Oh hey, what's up?" She replied, making space for Addison on the table.
"I talked to Derek last night about what I heard yesterday."
"Yeah, what did he say about it?"
"He said that he cared about me and he lied to her because he didn't want to blow up our cover. He told me not to doubt it ever."
"And do you?"
"I don't know! It's just like…I never felt he cared about me like when we were living together here and even in New York."
"And he cares about you when you're having an affair with him…"
"That's my point yeah."
"Well maybe the divorce made him open his eyes." Callie suggested.
"Or he's just using me." Addison added, tears forming in her yes. "I'm just beyond pathetic!"
"No you're not! You're strong and you should know that Derek isn't what you need okay? I don't want you to get hurt."
"Thank you Cal…it really means something to have you."
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"Okay so guess what!?" Derek exclaimed, entering her office that very same afternoon.
"Hum I don't know what?"
"Meredith's going away for the weekend with Christina."
"Oh, cool?"
"Yes! It means we can go to the trailer and be carefree and spend whole nights together. I'm so excited about it! I mean I love her and all but like…it's cool right?"
That's what she was waiting for, a weekend or even a whole night, with him for herself. She couldn't wait!
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