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Oh yeah, uh I don't own anything…except their baby…and Addison and Callie's apartment.
Chapter 7
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About 3 weeks later, Addison and Callie had moved in into the huge apartment they bought together. At first, Addison was planning on buying it alone but Callie offered to buy it with her so she could help her take care of the baby when it was born and take care of Addison too. She would just move out when the baby would get older or something.
"I think Derek knows something is up with me." Addison said as she took another chocolate from the box resting btw her and Callie on her bed.
"What do you mean?"
"I think he knows something has changed about me…since I told him it was over I barely talk to him or even look at him." She sighed. "The other day he looked at my tummy in a 'you got fat girl' way."
"Well it's his fault you go fat." Callie replied while snuggling with her big fluffy pillow.
Addison once again took a chocolate before sighing. "I know!"
"If he sees something now that you're about 3 and a half months along then he will most definitely see something when you'll reach your ninth month honey."
"No really, thanks I hadn't thought about it." Addison replied sarcastically.
"I'm just saying."
"Look I'll tell him…"
"Okay, when?"
"Eventually…when the time comes…when the time is right…would you just shut up?!"
"Thanks for loving me so much Addie. It warms my heart." Callie said mockingly, putting her hand over her heart. "You're just scared to tell him."
"I'm not scared of anything!"
"Addison is scared, Addison is scared…"
"Okay you know what, I'll just tell him at work tomorrow!"
"Really?"
"No."
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After talking with Callie for most of the night, Addison decided she would tell Derek about the baby that day as soon as she would get to the hospital. Though, everything didn't go as planned; the chief told her to come in his office as soon as he saw her.
"Take a seat." He told her before sitting himself. He looked very agitated which made Addison quite nervous.
"What's wrong Richard, you don't look so good."
"It's about Derek." He said slowly.
"What about him?"
"There was an accident Addison…"
She looked at him with fearful eyes. "What do you mean there was an accident?"
"8 cars involved, which included Derek. We're not sure he's going to make it…he's in coma right now." Richard told her as tears left his eyes. Derek was like his son, he couldn't believe it was happening to him.
Tears left Addison's eyes as she stared at the wall unfocused. "He can't die…he can't….No….I…."
"I'm so, so sorry Addison. I just thought I would tell you since you two shared a lot."
"No…"
"Addison…"
"No…he can't leave me alone…he can't just do that, he can't leave us alone."
"What do you mean us?"
"I'm pregnant Richard…me and Derek, we had an affair. I ended it when I found out about the baby a few weeks ago…he can't Richard, he can't!" She exclaimed hysterically.
Richard walked to where Addison was and took her in his arms, letting her cry on his shoulder. "Oh Addie, what did you do."
"It wasn't supposed to happen…it wasn't."
"I know honey, just stay strong okay. Stay strong for yourself and for the baby."
"I can't be strong…"
"We both know you can." He told her, kissing her hair. "Let's go see him okay."
He felt her nod against him and they started walking towards his room. Maybe it would make her feel a little bit better…maybe it wouldn't.
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Once they got to Derek's room, Richard left Addison alone there after telling her about a few details on his conditions. He watched her front the mirror window but decided to leave them alone for a while.
Addison sat on Derek's bed and took hold of his end. She stayed silent for a good 15 minutes before she could finally find words.
"Hey Derek…I don't know if you can hear me or not but uh…I just wanted to tell you that I am pregnant…and uh it's yours. I wanted to tell you today or before but I didn't have the courage to, I wasn't strong enough. I'm about 14 weeks now…and I hope that if you can hear me now…that it gives you a reason to wake up…a strength or something…please Der…" She looked at him, fixing her eyes on his closed ones. It was hard to face the change of losing him, truly hard. "It feels so much easier to tell you thing right now so I'll keep going; I love you Derek and I always will, no matter what."
On the other side or the mirror window though, there was Meredith standing there, unknown by Addison. And she had heard everything.
TBC…
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