Disclaimer: Twilight...not mine. This is rather unfortunate.

Okay, I know it took me WAY too long to update, but as I said before, "Making Love Out of Nothing at All" is my #1 priority at the moment. But I finally found time to work on this again. Again, I really want to take my time on this one, because I feel it could really develop into an actual story...lol.

SCORE...100 Reviews!!!! Not bad for never updating...sorry about that.

To my friend, All.The.RageR. I give you 100 mannequins...lol.

"What's done can't be undone."

William Shakespeare

EPOV

I sat in my room I was assigned for the duration of our stay with my head in my hands, sitting on the bed I would never sleep in. I had been on such an emotional roller coaster, which surprised even me, because most of the time, I never really felt all that much. But that day, there had been so much.

First, the boredom I felt as we arrived, then disgust for what had been going on. The idea of a death day party still rubbed me the wrong way. Next, I'll admit that there was a small ounce of desire for the beautiful girl. But all of these emotions were overshadowed when her scent filled my senses and brought the monster in me to the surface. I could feel the venom start to pool in my mouth just thinking about it.

But the strangest thing that happened when I saw here smiling and heard her musical laughter.

I felt complete

Strangely enough this feeling only made me more furious with the insignificant human. It meant that before, I was incomplete...something I had never admitted I was, though I supposed deep down, I had always known. Known, but ignored or denied. And I hated her from making me realize that. Realize I wasn't independent like I thought I was. Like I was so confident I was before.

Shit, Alice was coming, and she was not happy. Actually, after reading the thoughts of all my siblings, none of them were. What were they so upset about? This didn't involve them. Would they really take the side of a human over their brother?

"What the hell is your problem?" Alice yelled as she slammed the door, almost knocking it off the hinges. Apparently they would.

"Hello to you too." I said dryly, turning to glare at my favorite sister.

"Oh, don't! Don't you dare go and give me that attitude. What the hell did you do to Bella?" she asked, clearly furious with me.

"I didn't do anything to her. It's what she did to me!" I exclaimed back at my sister. It was true. I had done nothing to the girl.

"What do you mean?" she shot back, not backing down, but trying to understand.

"This:" I told her. I thought of how I would make the decision to sneak into Bella's room. I would find her sleeping so she wouldn't even see it coming. She lay there, looking just as perfect as before. I would stalk over to the bed her sleeping form lay on, and take a long whiff of the sweetest blood in existence. I would drag my fingers down her delicate face while whispering a soft 'I' sorry'. Then, I would bring my lips to her neck and place a soft kiss before biting down on her smooth, pale skin and draining her body completely dry.

As the warm liquid traveled down my throat, my eyes would turn from their golden topaz to a crimson red. That's where I stopped.

"Oh." was all my sister could say. I just dropped my head back into my hands. "But Edward, do you have any idea how you made her feel?" she asked in a softened voice.

I shook my head 'no'. There was no way for me to know what she felt. I couldn't read her mind, and that was just another reason to hate her.

"She left her own party she was so upset. I asked Jasper what she was feeling. He said at first it was a little bit of rejection, then hurt, sadness, and finally it all melted into hate. She was seriously pissed off. You probably made her feel like scum. She was already uncomfortable being the only human in the place, but at least she was treated with respect, even if she was a human. Until you decided she wasn't worthy of your respect."

"Her blood..." I tried to explain, but was cut off by Alice.

"Won't be a problem after tomorrow night. And until then I suggest you stay away from her." She started to head for the door, and then turned around and thought to me, you think you've had an emotional roller coaster? How do you think she feels? And with that, she walked away, back to the party.

She left me with nothing but my thoughts and the thoughts of others I tried so desperately to tune out.

And no matter how hard I tried, my mind kept slipping back to Bella. Damn her for making me...feel.

BPOV

I woke up late the next day. My last day of being human. I supposed everyone thought I should celebrate that, but celebration was the furthest thing from my mind. I wasn't sad to see my humanity drift away from me, because by losing it, I would gain a family again. One different from the norm, but a family nonetheless.

"Morning sleepy head!" Heidi poked her head in my room.

"I thought I locked that." I said more to myself, but of course she heard and held up a key.

"So, your last day as a human. What do you want to do?" she asked.

"Nothing." I answered honestly. "I'm just waiting for tonight. Everything I've ever wanted to do I can still do after the change, only I'll be better at it."

She shrugged. "Whatever. It's your life. Aro wants to talk with you though. He's going to introduce you to Carlisle Cullen to discuss your new lifestyle." she informed me.

A smile instantly spread across my face as I jumped out of bed, and of course, tripped. Heidi just laughed at me.

"Anxious are we?" she laughed.

"Just a little." I smiled. "I need something to wear." I said to myself, and suddenly Heidi was in front of me with an outfit in her hands. "Thanks." I took the simple jeans and tee shirt and ran to the bathroom.

I came out minutes later, hair and teeth brushed, and looking presentable. "I hope I make a good impression. What if he won't teach me?" I began to worry.

"Bella, breathe. It will be fine. I met Carlisle last night, and he is very nice, and patient. He'll help you." she assured me.

I gave her a hug before leaving my room and walking down the hallway to the elevators to take me to Aro's office.

"Good morning Bella. Where are you going?" Felix said as he appeared beside me.

"Hi. I'm just going to see Aro. He's going to introduce me to Mr. Cullen." I told him.

"Oh. I barely saw you last night, what happened?" he asked, sounding concerned and protective. He was always one of the two.

"I wasn't feeling well." I told him. It wasn't a lie. After the feeling that Edward had given me, I was no longer in the mood to party. "I'll see you later." I said as kindly as I could while still thinking about that bastard, Edward, as the elevator doors closed.

I knocked on the door to Aro's office. I didn't want to be rude and just walk in.

"Come in, Bella." I heard him say.

I opened the thick door and walked in to see a man (or vampire, rather) turn in his chair to meet my eyes. Of course, like all of them, he was devastatingly good looking. His hair a beautiful blonde and his eyes the same topaz color as the rest of the family I met last night.

"Bella, this is my friend, Carlisle. Carlisle, my soon to be daughter, Bella." Aro introduced.

Carlisle rose from his chair and extended his hand to me. "Nice to meet you, Bella." he said with a beautiful smile.

I shook my head quickly and then grabbed his hand. "It is truly an honor to meet you Mr. Cullen." I said, my eyes wide at finally meeting the famous Carlisle Cullen.

He smiled. "Please, call me Carlisle." I nodded and we both took a seat.

"I was just telling Carlisle that the change will take place tonight." he told me, then turned to Carlisle. "We haven't really discussed anything in detail." he said to him.

"Well, maybe we should ask Bella how she wants it to be done." Carlisle suggested, while turning to face me.

"I want to be alone for the three days." I said confidently.

Their eyes widened. "Are you sure?" Aro asked.

"Bella, do you know what this will be like?" Carlisle asked.

I nodded. "I have been informed on how it will feel. From what I understand I will be in an excruciating amount of pain. I'd rather no one see me like that." I told them both. "I don't need anyone to worry about me while I claw at my skin and scream." I said in as calm of a voice as I could muster.

Aro nodded. "If you're sure."

I nodded my certainty.

"Then after the three days, your training will begin." Carlisle explained. "Myself, my daughter, Alice, and my son, Edward are all staying here to help you." he said.

My jaw clenched at the sound of Edward's name, but I tried as hard as I could to not show my disinterest in him.

"We will teach you how to hunt and deal with being around humans on a regular basis. We will also teach you to fight, and hopefully I can be of some help once we discover if you have a power, and what exactly it is."

"Okay." was all I could say. We were discussing my being a vampire, what was I exactly supposed to say about that?

"Are you sure you want to do this, Bella?" Carlisle asked me.

"More than anything." I assured him. "This life holds nothing for me anymore."

Aro nodded his head sadly. "Then we shall be in your room and nine o'clock tonight. Please, Bella dear, enjoy yourself until then."

I nodded at Aro. "It was an honor to meet you, Carlisle." I said before turning for the door and walking out.

"Bella!" I heard a chipper voice call from behind me as I walked to the elevators. I turned to see Alice Cullen and a smile immediately spread across my face.

"Alice! What's up?"

"Nothing much. My family is leaving today. Well everyone but me, Edward, and Carlisle. Do you want to say good-bye to them?" she asked.

"Of course." She walked me to the elevators. I noticed she hit the same floor my room was on.

"I didn't know you were on my floor." I told her.

"Me neither." she laughed. "Well, it will make sleep overs easier. Not that we'll be sleeping." she laughed, instantly making my day feel much better.

"Okay, here we go." she said as she dragged me to a room. "They're all in here." she opened the door and I saw all of the Cullen children except Edward (thank god) huddled in the one room.

"Bella! I'm so glad you came to say good-bye." Rosalie smiled as she gently hugged me and place a kiss on my cheek.

"Of course. You guys were so much fun last night."

"It was fun, Bella. I hope to see you again." Jasper said, stretching his hand out for me to shake. He must still be hesitant due to my being human. I shook it.

"I certainly hope so, Jasper."

"BELLA!" Emmett roared as he immediately picked me up into a huge bone crushing bear hug.

"Emmett...can't...breathe." I gasped out.

He laughed at me, and set me down. "Sorry, I forgot."

I swatted his arm, probably giving myself a bruise in the process. "Hope you guys have a good flight home. Sorry I'm keeping Alice to myself." I said as I hugged her to my side.

"It's fine. You need a girl here with you." Rosalie said.

"You can keep Edward if you want though." Emmett joked.

"Yeah, I think I'll pass on that one." I told him.

"I promise, he's not usually like that." Jasper tried to assure me. I just rolled my eyes.

"Yeah, well, I don't think neither of us like each other, so we'll probably keep our distance." I told them.

They just shrugged. "Okay, we're off. We'll see you again, Bella." Rose said, giving me one last hug. And with that, they all left.

It was a shame one of them couldn't stay instead of Edward. Why was he even here if he hated me so much? Why would it mean anything to him whether I shared his life style or not? I didn't understand him...not that I wanted to.

EPOV

My family had gone to say their good-byes to Bella Swan, all seemingly confident that they would see her again. I decided to read the thoughts of them before they left.

Edward is crazy not to like her. She's so fun, and cute! Emmett thought. I could tell he was already thinking of her like a little sister.

I hope all goes well in her transformation. It would be a shame to never see her make the family this happy again. Jasper thought.

Edward is such an ass for making this sweet girl hurt so much. I hope he doesn't do anything to her while he's here were Rosalie's thoughts.

I rolled my eyes at all of them.

"Edward, can I come in?" It was Carlisle at the door.

"Yes." I answered softly.

He came into my room and closed the door behind him. "Edward, are you alright? You seem very distant since last night."

"I'm fine." I said shortly. I hated lying to Carlisle, but I wanted to prove to him that I could handle this. I would handle this.

"If you're sure?" he asked. I nodded. "Okay, well the transformation is at nine o'clock. I would like both you and your sister to be there." he told me.

I nodded my head, while trying to think about how I would deal with being in the same room with Bella.

"Good. I will see you tonight then." and with that, he left my room.

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BPOV

I was sitting on my bed when nine o'clock finally came around. I could feel my palms sweating and my heart racing faster. I knew I wanted this, but that didn't hide the fact that I knew it was going to hurt...a lot. And I had never been one to take pain well.

In a flash six figures were suddenly in my room. Aro, Carlisle, Alice, Heidi, Felix, and Edward. My eyes turned to a glare when they caught his. His eyes had once again turned black and his jaw was clenched tightly together. He returned the glare for a moment before looking away.

"Bella, are you ready?" Aro asked.

I had prepared myself by dressing in my pajamas. If I was going to be in pain, jeans were NOT going to add to that. I nodded and Aro aprouched.

"Lay down." he instructed. I did as he asked and laid back onto the bed.

"Everyone will leave, right?" I asked, silent tears running down my cheeks.

"Of course." Aro soothed me.

I knew what was coming next as Aro dipped his head down to my neck, searching for my pulse. I had promised myself I would not scream, no matter how much it hurt. This was something I wanted, and I wouldn't make anyone think I regretted it by screaming.

"Good luck, my daughter." Aro whispered before sinking his razor teeth through the skin in my neck.

There was a small sting at first, but then it was gone. I let out a shaky breath, relieved for a moment. And then, it hit. My entire body tensed and my eyes squeezed shut as my hips lifted themselves off the mattress.

"See you in a while." Alice whispered before they all left the room.

My breathing became ragged and I opened my eyes to see Edward shoot a sad glance in my direction before being the last one to exist.

For three days, I felt a fire spread throughout my body. I clawed at my skin making blood spill everywhere on the white sheets. All my nails had been chipped off from clawing at the stone walls trying to take my mind away from the pain. It took all I had to not scream, and me biting through my tongue several times.

My clothes had been torn to shreds, barely even covering my body. But the fire still didn't stop. On and off, I would pass out from the pain, as it got harder for me to breath, to moved.

I could feel my heart rate start to slow painfully so. Until, I could no longer hear the beat of it. I found myself gasping for air I would never get enough of. Then, finally, my entire body shut down as I passed out onto my bloody mattress.

I cam out of unconsciousness I don't know how long later. Before I could open my eyes, I started to hear things. Hear people talking in the building. Hear the rustling of the sheets beneath me. I slowly opened my eyes to a room I didn't remember.

I had no idea where I was, or what had happened to me. But I was sure my eye sight had never been quite so acute before. I sat up in the bed I was in, looking down at a body I was sure wasn't mine.

What had happened? I couldn't remember anything. I stood up and ran to the door, unlocking and throwing it open as I stumbled into a hallway I did know.

EPOV

It had been three days, and each day I would walk down, past Bella's room to hear her moaning in pain until the processed seemed to be complete and the venom had taken over her entire body. I was on my way to talk to Alice. I missed not talking to her. She had been so upset with me the past couple of days, and I couldn't stand it any longer.

I threw open the door and started to walk to the elevator, when I smelled the most amazing smell. It wasn't sweet blood, but more floral. Like freesia.

I turned to see Bella stumble out of her room, clothes torn, barely even covering her body. I felt so ashamed as my eyes raked up and down the perfect curves that were exposed. I looked away quickly, not wanting to upset her. But my mind betrayed me and kept the images flashing at me.

I could hear her taking deep and unnecessary breaths, looking like she was in a panic. It was as if she didn't even notice me standing just feet away.

She stumbled, running into walls on both sides of the hall, until finally, her body collapsed and started to fall to the floor.

I ran and caught her in my arms in time. She looked up to me, her ruby irises staring into mine, and my breath caught. As pretty as she was before, the change had only made her more remarkable.

Her hands grabbed at my chest to hang on to me, slowly moving her right hand to my shoulders and then up to my face.

"Help me." she whispered so softly that had I been human, I would not have heard.

"I will, Bella." I assured her. Could she not remember me from before? She hated me before...was that erased? I could only hope I could make it up to her.

"Please." she said, her eyes looking like if she could cry, she would be. That was all she said as she passed out again.

I Pulled her closer to me, adjusting so I had a better grip on the new born. I was about to take her back to her room when Felix appeared.

"What happened?" he ran to me.

"I saw her stumbling down the hallway. Then, she passed out on me. I guess the process is nearing completion." I told him.

He motioned for me to hand her to him but I refused to let her leave my arms. "From what I've heard from your family, you've done enough to her. Now hand her over."

My head hung low, knowing that he was right. What right did I have to be anything to her after the way I treated her? I handed her over to him and he smiled down at her sleeping form.

"You know, Aro promised me I could have her once she was changed." he smiled.

"What do you mean 'have her'?" I asked, not liking the sound of it.

"As a mate." he clarified. "She will be my mate." he smiled again, and I suddenly felt an unfamiliar pang in my chest.

"Well you are very lucky." I said politely, trying to mask the feeling in my chest.

"Indeed. She's gorgeous, isn't she? Look at her body now!" he exclaimed as he laid her back down onto the blood soaked sheets.

I didn't like the way he was looking at her. But then realized that I had done the same thing moments ago.

"We should go." I told Felix. We both walked out of the room, closing the door behind us.

I walked back to my room and sat on my bed. Did she really forget about me? About how rude I had been to her? I hoped so. It would be better to be able to start over with her. But I kept thinking about what Felix had said about her being his mate.

I wondered if she wanted that. Someone else to decide who she belonged with. That seemed wrong.

I shook my head. Why should I care? I don't I told myself. She will be just like the rest of us. No matter how different of a human she was, she would just be the same as every other vampire. Someone who wouldn't hold my interest. Another Tanya. Except if she still hated me.

Would that bother me, if she remembered who I was and hated me? What would I do?

After thinking nonstop about that, I came to the conclusion that if she remembered me, I would give her her space and ignore her. If she chose to hate me, I would do nothing to change her mind. Why would I? I didn't care about her.

BPOV

My eyes flew open and it all came flooding back to me. Aro, the party, Edward, Alice, Carlisle, the change. I suddenly remembered what I was doing here and where I was.

Upon doing so, I jumped off my bed, surprising myself when I didn't fall. I ran faster than I though possible to my bathroom and looked in the mirror.

I was shocked by how beautiful the change had made me. My skin was perfectly smooth and even more pale than before. My eyes, were a perfect almond shape, though the irises were red. All of my features were perfect. Angular, yet soft. My lips even more plump than they were before.

My hair was a beautiful dark brown that naturally seemed to be in perfect curls. It was also down to the small of my back and much thicker than it used to be.

I looked at my body, shocked by the state my clothes were in. They were hardly covering anything at all. My stomach was fully exposed, showing that instead of a flat stomach I actually had abs now.

I had breasts. Actual womanly breasts that were much bigger than I ever thought something on me could be.

I looked further down to find hips that I hadn't had before.

I looked like a woman. But better than I ever would've had I been human.

"Okay, I gotta see..." I heard Heidi come in the room. "Wow!" she said as she looked me over.

"I know." I laughed.

"Well none of your clothes will fit you anymore." she laughed. "Shopping trip!"

"Did someone say shopping?" Alice poked her head into the room as well. "Wow...Bella. You look...wow!" she stuttered.

"Thanks." I looked away, amazed that my cheeks didn't burn like they would've if I was still human. "What's in the bag, Alice?" I asked once I noticed she was holding something.

"Well, I saw that you wouldn't fit into your old clothes, so I got you these." she handed the bag to me.

"Thanks." I looked inside and pulled out a ridiculously short skirt. "Um, Alice, I can't wear this." I told her.

"Oh calm dawn. I didn't see your actual size so I just got a skirt and shirt. This is just until Heidi and I get you some real clothes. We have to do your shopping since you can't be around people yet. We'll go today. But in the meantime, unless you want to walk around half naked, you should put that on." she chirped.

At vampire speed I changed into the clothes. The skirt too short and the shirt too tight. "Okay, I might as well be half naked." I complained.

"It's fine. You look like a brunette Rosalie." Alice laughed, earning a glare from me.

Alice got a far away look in her eyes before snapping out of her trance. "Aro, Carlisle, Felix, and Edward will be here shortly." she said leading us back out to the bedroom.

Well it was done. I was to be here looking like this for the rest of eternity. With a family. I was excited for my training to begin so I would be able to go out and be with humans. I wanted to start today! Start the rest of my eternity.

So, what do you think? You like? I hope so. Again, sorry it took so long, I really like taking my time on this one.

And now Edward is starting to feel things towards Bella...very exciting. I love having them hate each other...why? Well, let's just say I'm gonna make them fight each other rather aggresively...you'll see...lol

Thanks for bearing with me.

Okay, well until I update again,

ashel-13