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Geez! Sometimes I just don't know what comes over me! Think those thoughts about her! She's my age, I've know her for how long? She just came in though...... She was blushing!? Wonder why...... she was looking at me in a funny way, like, like she wanted something. It was a weird stare. Her cooking is amazing! I've never noticed the subtle curves to her figure, she has breasts........ when did that happen? I never noticed before. She very beautiful, and she moves with a certain grace. Weird yeah weird. I felt the water wash over my skin, it calmed the nervous butterflies in my stomach. I'd never noticed that I had butterflies in my stomach when I was around her before, is that just me? I had liked the way she looked at me, but it was such a weird stare, like a craving and searching at the same time. Weird, yeah weird. I toweled my hair dry still pondering the way I was feeling and the way she had looked at me.