Chapter 5
Saeran was glued to the console that seven gave him days ago it was helping him feel a bit more calm, plus the regular visits from saki made his mental wounds heal quicker too, but Saeyoung he still wanted him dead, he still wanted him to feel the pain he had put him through, saeran hissed at the thoughts and pushed the aside he wasn't going to have Saeyoung ruin his chance on getting his personal best score, he could hear a set of light footsteps coming closer and closer towards his room
'If it's one of those damn nurses again I'm going to lose my mind again'
"Got that personal best score yet blondie?" He recognised that sweet voice the voice that didn't treat him like a broken man not looking up from the game he smirk in response
"Not yet almost give me just one minute" moving his both his arms as he move the tiny character on the screen from left to right, the owner of the voice placed themselves on the bed beside him chin on his shoulder watching him as they waited.
Seven watched saeran as he sat there playing the game her gave and how close he let saki get to him with not anger or lashing out towards her, he couldn't believe his eyes, he stayed where he was obeying Sakis orders not to come in until she gave a signal and smile formed on his face as he knew that saeran had some connection with saki he didn't know what and he didn't care what even if it was the fact he was in love with her he didn't care because he just wanted saeran to get better and healthy again.
"Yes!" Saeran exclaimed as he got his personal best, saving and placing the game down he relaxed back onto bed, he looked at the owner of the voice and felt more relaxed knowing it was defiantly saki, saki shuffled herself to sit up right on the bed as saeran put his hands behind his head.
"How you feeling today sweetie?" Her voice soft and calm, saeran looked at her with a soft expression and smiled
"Alright, and before you as all the routine questions I'll answer them now, yes I'm still refusing meds, yes I'm still speaking to the therapist and yes I'm not saying a lot to her, no I haven't lashed out recently and yes I missed you" saeran smirked at saki, she just looked at him with a smile on her face
"Good, but maybe you should think about taking the meds they are for your mental health after all"
"No, not doing it, you all the medication I need, jeez that was so cheesy" he face palmed himself as he said it
"Ha! Your not the only one who is cheesy sweet cheeks" saki poked his cheek
"Very funny" saeran sighed, he didn't know what it was about saki that made him so calm and relaxed but she defiantly did the job, it wasn't love as in attraction maybe it was love for a sibling, it was a similar feeling he had when he loved his brother, WHEN he loved his brother, he could kind of compare it to the love he had for killing his brother but not completely, considering he didn't want saki dead.
"Saeran I have to be honest right now" saki put her head, saeran looked at her with a confused stare, what has she done
"Saeyoung is here, he's outside waiting to come see you, will you see him please for me?" She didn't lift her head she was scared he could tell scared of how he would react With a heavy sigh he agreed saki snapped her head up smile plastered on her face, how could he resist that look
"Thank you saeran! Saeyoung you can come in" she shouted towards the door
And there he was the brother he had to look like the brother that caused all this pain in his life saeran scowled at Saeyoung as he carefully walked across the room and stood at the foot of the bed, keeping his distance good idea, gives him time to run before saeran could snap his neck
"Saeran, it's good to see you
"The feeling isn't mutual" saeran scoffed
"How's everything going"
"Fine" responded in a flat tone, Saeyoung was shuffling uncomfortably good there was no need to be comfortable
"Saeran do you want to move in with me and Saeyoung" saeran looked a saki a small smile on his face, he would love to live with saki but not Saeyoung but If was the only ticket out of this hospital he would take it
"Only if I have my own room and HE doesn't get all up in my face everyday trying make things right" he pointed at Saeyoung who took a step back, saeyoung looked at saki, he didn't know how to responded himself
"That's Fine saeran honest but you got to let him at least try a little, you can't keep hating him forever you're the only family either of you have" her word stung a little but he knew deep down she was right but right now he didn't want to admit it
"Hmm whatever I just want out of this place" he scoffed
Saki gently pulled saeran to place his head on her shoulder, he allowed it to happen and moved to lay on his side and put an arm around her stomach snuggling into her
"Saeran, you'll have to stay in the bunker until you start taking you meds and you will have let Saeyoung talk to you even if it's small talk and please at least try to make small talk yourself, I'll be there everyday and if you get bored at the bunker your more then welcome to come to work with me it go outside with me, but not on your own ok?" Saerans eyes where starting to sting, why was he tearing up, was the sense that he would have some freedom now or the fact that someone sincerely cared about him
"Fine, If it gets him off my back on a daily basis then fine" saki hugged him a little tighter then stood up
"I'll got talk to the nurses, don't fight ok" she walked out the room and left them both there in awkward atmosphere, Saeyoung moved slowly closer to the bed saerans eyes fixed on his
" come closer and I'll rip your throat out" Saeyoung held his hands up and took a step back
"Sorry, I just, I just, Ahh I just wanted to thank you" Saeyoung rubbed the back of his head
"You can do that from a distance" saeran scoffed looking away from Saeyoung, his face was starting to annoy him now
"Good news you can come home today" saki beamed as she walked in the room
"Discharge papers are done and I've got your prescriptions for your meds, I'll start packing, Saeyoung why don't you wait for us in the car, I think saeran is going to need a cigarette before we go"
"Sure, I'll see you in a bit, love you honey" Saeyoung placed a small kiss of Sakis lips, making saeran huff at the sight, disgusting, with Saeyoung gone, saeran helped saki pack up his things and they both made their way to the car park, as soon as they where both outside, like they where the same person the both lit up their cigarettes and stood there letting the smoke fill their lungs, a car revved up in front of them, it was him again, he turned the engine of and stayed in the car waiting for them to finish
"So I was thinking" saki spoke out of the blue
"You sure that's a good idea for you saki?" Saeran chucked, saki scoffed in response give him a little nudge, inhaling and exhaling the smoke she carried on her sentence
"Tomorrow me and you shall we go shopping get you some of your own clothes and then go to the diy store and get what to want to decorate your room?" Saki smiled that sweet smile of hers at him, saeran grinned he like the sound that
"Sounds good to me so can I decorate it anyway I want ?"
"Anyway way you want its your room do what you want with it Saeyoung doesn't care we just want you feel at home" saki stubbed her cigarette out on the ashtray and pushed herself forward with the wall, saeran following shortly after her.
"Well it's an excuse to spend the day with you" saeran said saki beamed him another smile as they both got into the car
The journey was quite but not awkward, saki was humming to the songs on the radio and Saeyoung just kept his eyes on the road.
Saki help saeran with his things as Saeyoung did the security protocol to get into the bunker,
Once inside, saeran could tell that saki was living his they place was to clean and a small feminine touch was scattered about.
" your room is just hear sweetie" saki showed him to the place he will be staying for god knows how long, it was decorate like the rest of the bunker and had minimal furniture but a big king size bed saki placed his stuff to one side.
"Going to order pizza tonight what you want?"
"Anything meaty" saeran answered
"No problem get yourself sorted and I'll call you when it comes Saeyoung will be working tonight so we can watch a film if you like?" Saki smiled at him
"Sure you pick just not a stupid chick flick or rom com"
"Ok chick flick it is" saki winked as she left the room
Saeran let out a sigh of relief, this might not be so bad.