"I just want it to be perfect, to believe it's all been worth the fight.
Lies, don't wanna know, don't wanna know oh."
3:00 PM
"I'm sorry." He spoke with a solid edge to his voice. "But you mean the world to me, and I was afraid someone would take you away from me."
"You had no reason to be afraid." I spoke out. Even after years of not seeing him. I still shake at the sound of his voice. My anxiety rises at the sight of his eyes.
"You are perfect Yuuri. I would give the world to you." Viktor said holding out his hand.
"And I don't want it." I told him digging my fingers into the palms of my hands.
"I love you." And his voice was so sincere when he said that. It made me almost give in. Almost.
But then I thought about Mari, who gave up sleep because she was worried about me.
Adam who has good intentions, and helped me through many panic attacks.
Phichit, who stood by me.
People who would ever hurt me, wouldn't even think about it.
"I don't. I don't think I ever did." I responded.
Viktor's face grew angry and he stepped towards me with a fist. "You son of a bitch."
"Are you going to hit me? Because unlike the other times, there's cameras." I told him. "Expect an restraining order on your ass."
And with that I left. Never turning back. Even when the shout on his lips formed my name. With my heart hammering away at my chest. I won't go back.