Chapter 11
When saki woke up she was alone, she could feel saerans absence on his side of the bed, rolling over she put on her glasses and looked at her phone
"Shit it's 11 in the morning" she bolted out of the bed a made her way her and sevens room to get dressed, she did her eye drops and made her way into the living area, saeran was nowhere to be seen but seven was sat his Work station typing away, from the side view she had he look terrible, she wanted to reach out to him and cuddle up to him but she knew it was best to leave him. Saki has nothing to do, she slumped onto the sofa flicking through all the photos on her phone, most of which where of her and her nephews, Hiro and Dante, scrolling through she found a photo for when she was about 16 not long after she had her first eye op, she had a bandages covering her left eye, a smile on her face and a guitar in hand, she smiled to herself 'I haven't played in so long' she played her guitar back then due to her not able to play her pc games, she could play the guitar effortlessly without the need to watch her hands changing chords, she flicked to the next one which was a video of her must have been the same day, singing one of her songs and playing, she was trying not to laugh at Dante who must have been playing around behind the camera.
"You can sing and play guitar?" A voice behind her made her jump to her feet and hide her phone in her pocket, redness covering her face
"Y..yeh I can" seven stood there with a massive grin, the only people who knew about her hidden talent was her brother and Hiro, she stared down at her feet, seven moved to be in front of her and lifted her chin up with his finger
"Don't hide that from me, there's no need to be embarrassed, from the sounds of it your are extremely talented" saki smiled at him, she didn't know why she was embarrassed but she always was
"Why don't you play again?" Seven said sweetly
"Because, well I don't know, I suppose it will give me something to do, but I haven't played in so long" saki said shyly
"Well start again" seven placed a kiss her lips and then her forehead
"Ok" was all she said
Seven went to the kitchen to get a drink and snack and headed back to his work station
"Love you honey" he said before he set back into his work. Saki smiled at the back of his head and headed for the door, she paused for a moment ' I can't drive with my eyes like this' then an idea sprung to mind, she took her phone out and dialled Zens number, it only rang once before her answered the call
"Baby, hi, I just finished rehearsals what's up"
"Zen free for lunch?"
"For you Saki I'm always free for lunch"
"Can you pick me up?"
"Sure, where do you want to go?"
"I don't know, how about that new Ramen restaurant across from you?"
"Oh yeh, I've been meaning to try that place out, I'll be over in 10, get your helmet and jacket ready"
"Already on it"
"See you soon baby"
Zen hung up, saki grabbed her helmet and jacket and headed for the door
"I DON'T THINK SO" seven shouted standing behind her cross armed
" what?" Saki was unsure why he didn't want her going with zen
" no way are you riding your bike with your eyes like that" saki looked at him gone out then let out a laugh, seven raised an eyebrow
" honey, zen is picking me up, I wouldn't risk driving like this, I'm not stupid" seven let out a sigh of relief
"Thank god, we'll have fun" he waved her away as he went back to his desk
Saki headed outside and zen was already waiting for her, leaning against his bike, cigarette in hand
"Zen be a life saver would you" saki said, zen eyed her up and down and then raised an eyebrow
"I'll try" he said confused
"Please let me have a cigarette" zen laughed and held out the packet for her to take one, saki took on out and zen lit it up for her, she took a drag and felt in heaven it has been awhile since she had one
"So good" saki said zen laughed and they both stood there in the smoke until they finished
"Ready to go?" Saki nodded
"Hop on" zen hopped onto the bike and saki joined him at he back, he started the engine and zoomed down the road, he parked up in his garage and they both jumped off.
"Zen before we go for lunch kind of I run to Dante's quick" Dante only lived about 5 doors down from zen it was strange to think she lived so close to a RFA member for so long and never met him
"Sure I'll tag along" zen smiled at her brightly, the walked down the street to Dante's, saki knocked in the door and was greeted by Hiro
"SONNY" he grabbed her and bear hugged her
" and zen too" she slapped zen on the back winding him in the process
"Come on in" Hiro gestured
"So What brings you here sonny?" Hiro asked
"My guitar" Hiro smile grew larger
"Seriously? Your going to start playing again, Dante will so happy to hear that, what made you want to start again?" Saki smiled shyly, Hiro looked at her as if for the first time, since she entered the house
"Err Sak? What's wrong with your eyes? What's going on, last time you played you…." Hiro didn't need to finish his sentence, his face dropped from his thought
"Please don't tell Dante, Hiro… but I'm actually not allowed to work with computer" saki lowered her head
"WHAT?, Dante will go mad especially after he said go for it about the job with jumin" Hiros face filled with shock
"I know so please don't tell him, I'll tell him soon I promise, but not right now, Hiro I'm going to have the op and I'm not allowed to work at the moment I'm bored I need something to do, so maybe playing again will help me, and when I have the op I'll be pretty much helpless and won't be able to see till they are healed and playing is the only thing I can do blind" Hiro stood there stunned, not being able to find any words, zen squeezed sakis shoulder
"Baby don't worry about it, you won't be helpless Saeyoung and saeran will help you out" saki looked at zen and smiled
"From what I've heard Saeran already helps saki out" Hiro chuckled, saki shot him a look which shut him up, zen became confused
"Er what do you mean already helps her out" zen looked down at saki, one eyebrow raised
"I mean not just outside the bedroom" Hiro smacked his hand across his mouth when he realised what he said
*BANG*
Hiro was now on the floor on his back, clutching his cheek from the forceful punch saki gave him
"SHIT SAKI THAT HURTS" Hiro had tears steaming down his eyes due to the impact
"I rely on this face for customers you know" saki didn't say a word she just stood there arms crossed anger in her face, Hiro stood up still rubbing his cheek, zen couldn't help but snigger, Hiro shot him a look but winced in pain
"Shut up pretty boy, or I'll do something worse to you then what saki did to me" Hiro gave a half grin and winked, zen froze
"You wouldn't dare Hiro" he said with a slight hint of fear
"Bend over zen and find out" Hiro said with a lustfully voice, saki burst out laughing, causing Hiro to laugh with her
"Zen your face" zens face was bright pink, he put his head down to hide himself
"Whatever" he pouted
"Hiro can I have my guitar now please" Hiro nodded still rubbing his cheek and left the room, he returned with a deep blue Gibson guitar and a box of picks and handed them to saki, saki grinned like a child
"Thanks Hiro, we will be off now, please don't tell Dante" saki pleaded him with her eyes
"Fine, but you have until tomorrow night to tell him or I will" Hiro sighed
"Ok" saki and zen said their good byes yo Hiro and walked back up the street
"Saki? What did Hiro mean about saeran?" Zen was looking straight ahead when he spoke, saki out her head down and tighten her grip on her guitar
" it's complicated zen"she sighed
"I've got all day" he looked down at her and beamed a smile
"I'll tell you when we get some food I'm starving and it's half 12"
They walked in silence the rest of the way, The restaurant was right in the middle of Dante's garage and zens house it was exactly 3 doors away from each, they entered the restaurant and waited in line as it was so packed all the tables where taken then decided to take out and eat at zens, while waiting in line saki felt a pair of arms wrapping round her waist, zen was still reading the menu and hadn't noticed anyone coming up behind them
The owner of the hands then nibbled her ear lobe and whispered
"Well isn't his a nice surprise" the voice was instantly recognisable and had a lustful tone
"Hello sweetie" saki turned around and met saerans golden gaze, saeran smiled at her as she wrapped her arms around his neck, he leaned down to kiss her but was interpreted but zens loud gasp
"Woo what's going on here?" Zen said in shock, saeran glared at him irritated that he interrupted him, saki giggled at zen and removed herself from saeran who pouted
"Aww sweetie don't pout" she patted his arm, saeran didn't flinch he kept pouting
"Er saki seriosuly this is getting weird as the day goes on" zen was so confused he felt awkward
"Zen, well erm, it's a complicated situation"
"By complicated do you mean your cheating on Saeyoung" saki gasped
"Oh my goodness no, Saeyoung knows about it all" zen raised an eyebrow
"So explain" he said
"Don't have to explain anything to you narcissist" saeran piped up glaring at zen
"Saeran leave zen alone, he's done nothing wrong" saeran snapped his head to one side
"Ok zen here's the thing, I'm in a relationship with saeran as well as Saeyoung, separate relationships" zens jaw dropped
"What do you mean? Your marrying Saeyoung, how can he be ok with this"
"It was his idea" saeran said causing zen to drop his jaw again
"What? How?"
"Basically for a while I was developing feelings for saeran, but I didn't want to hide them from Saeyoung, I couldn't keep a secret like that from him, he knew before I knew, he explained how he saw use getting "closer" without me even realising, he said if I want saeran too we could work something out, he didn't mind sharing because he thinks I should make saeran just happy as I make him" zen shook his head in disbelief
"So let me get this straight he's pimped you out to his brother? Saki how can you love two people are once"
" he hasn't pimped me out, he's letting me love someone else, I don't know, I just do, they are both so different but so similar in so many ways it's confusing and yet easy to understand, they are like the Same person but different sides, but saeran knows I do love Saeyoung just that little bit more then him" saeran scoffed at the fact causing saki to give him a kiss on the cheek
"Wow, just wow, well saki….i have to say only you could pull this off, but be careful alright, don't get hurt and please don't hurt Saeyoung" zen put his hand on her shoulder and smiled
"Next please" the cashier said interrupting the conversation , the three ordered their food and headed out of the restaurant
"What time will you home sweetie" saki said to saeran
"About 3, I've got a surprise for you tonight, remember, so get dressed up by 4 ok?" Saeran winked at her, saki squealed abs wrapped her arms around him planting a kiss on the lips
"Ok I'll be ready, so excited, I'll see you later" she blew him a kiss and walked off with zen
When they got back to zens they sat down and ate their food, Talking about her relationship with the twins and the op and zens up coming play, saki picked up her phone a saw the time it was 2:45pm
" zen I need to get home it's almost 3"
"Alright come on then" as they headed out the door a voice shouted across the street from them
"SAKI WANT A LIFT" it was Dante waving at them, saki waved back, then looked at zen
"Go on I don't mind it was nice hanging with you again Sak" she leaned up and place a kiss on his cheek, her stuff under her arms and she headed to her brother, saeran appeared walking to meet her and taking some of the load of her
"You got your guitar back" Dante grinned
"Yep" saki smiled back
"Can't wait to hear you play again sonny" Dante placed her things in the boot and they all got in the car, saeran at the back and the twins at the front, as they started to drive of dante spoke
"So saeran told me that you are having the op, what made you change your mind sonny" saki out her head down, she had to tell him
"Erm reasons I guess" Dante glanced at her, then glanced again realising something was wrong
"Sonny whats happened to your eyes?" Dante had worry on his face as he kept his eyes on the road
"I….erm….welll….you see…."
"Spit it out saki" Dante said with irritation
"It was my fault" saki out her head in his hands
"Why what did you do?"
"I took that job from jumin"
"Right What's that got to do with anything?" Dante was now confused
"Because….because" saki couldn't get her words out at all she was scared, and tears where streaming down her face, Dante glanced at her, he was seriously worried now, he looked in the rear view to look at saeran, who was sat there avoiding eye contact and upset in his face, Dante pulled over to the side of the road and stopped the car, turning of the engine, he pulled saki into a side hug and squeezed her tight
"What is in saki, tell me?" His voice soft and slightly muffled from her hair, saki cried harder into her brother chest, saeran got out of the car and went to lit up his first cigarette for long time (he kept a packet for Emergencies)
"Shhh it's ok" Dante whispered
"Dante I'm so sorry please forgive me" saki sobbed
"Forgive you for what"
"Remember when, my eyes got like this last time, and I gave up my work to help you?" She said through sobs
"Yeh I do, you said it was because you wanted to get more hands on with cars again"
"That wasn't the truth" Dante pushed her back, saki looked at him her eyes more puff then the start of the journey
"Then what was?" Saki started sobbing again
"The truth was, I'm not allowed to work in computers anymore, I'm not allowed to game on them for extended lengths of time, basically I should really avoid them like the plague" saki out her face back into her hands and cried hard, Dante sat there shocked, he didn't know how to take the information, gathering his thoughts he let out a huge sigh
"Sakura" saki stopped sobbing as much as she could and looked at him, authority on his face
"Sakura, you should of told me from day one, now you have got yourself in a situation where your only option is take that operation, not only that but you made me apart of the reason why this has happened, sakura, you need to look after yourself more, you fear that you will go blind, do you want your fear a reality?" Dante wasn't even looking at her, she could see his face dead straight and serious he was angry but not I'm going to beat you up angry, disappointed angry. Saki snuggles and wiped her nose
"Dante I'm sorry, I should of told you, but I wanted to live my life my way not the way people tell me, I was young and stupid, I hesitated when jumin offered me, I should of said no, I should said why, but when this happened reality hit me and the fear sunk in, I know it's time now to face it and actually do what's right" Dante looked at her, his face softened, he pulled her into a hug and held on so tight
"Saki please do the right thing like you said, I can't stand the thought that you'll never be able to see me again, to see the twins, Hiro, it's heart breaking to think that, your my sister, my other half, without you wouldn't be the man I am today, I can bare the thought of something happening to you, we are the only family we have, I love you saki, I'm always here for you don't hesitate to tell me anything ok?" Sakis cries where loud even against Dante's chest, his shirt getting wetter from the tears, this is what she needed to hear
"I…love…you…..too" she said thought her cries, they sat there for a while, saeran got back in the car, saki still crying against her brother, her placed a hand on her shoulder, and saki looked up at him her eyes red raw from the tears
"Saeran, I love you" saeran gently wiped away the tears from her cheek
"Go sit in the back with saeran, rest saki" Dante said kissing his sisters forehead, saki nodded and got out and then in the back, she curled up against saeran who wrapped his arms tight around her, Sakis breathing was now ragged from the crying, her eyes hurting and tiredness swept over her, Dante started up the car and joined back with the traffic, she felt herself drift to sleep in moments.
When she woke up, saeran was carrying her into his room, she could here seven and Dante talking loudly in the background, saeran placed her carefully on the bed, and smiled at her when he realised she was a awake
"Are you ok?" Saki nodded
"Still want to go out tonight" Sakis face lit up
"Yes! God yes!" Saerans face was plastered with a smile
"Good want a hand getting ready" saki shook her head
"No ill manage"
"Saki" sevens voice came from the bedroom door, him and Dante stood there arms crossed and straight faced
"Are you ok? Dante told me you told him everything"
Saki walked to seven and hugged him tight, he returned the tightness and let out a sigh
"I love you saki, so god damn much, please let us help and it'll be all over before you know it" saki looked at him her blue eyes bloodshot and full of love
"I don't deserve you Saeyoung" seven face fell
"Don't say things like that, of course you do" seven kissed her softly pulling her up to him
"You know I'm standing right here" saerans voice made them brake the kiss quickly, saki looked at saeran and jesters him to join, saeran awkwardly walked towards them, saki pulled them both into a sideways hug
"I love you both" she smiled
"I better be off, sonny take it easy ok, saeran look after, seven, well, try and look after if you can" Dante smirked at his last comment, he placed a kiss on Sakis cheek and left, seven shot him a evil glare as he walked out
"Dick" he said when Dante left
"Saeyoung" saki wined, seven just laughed gave her a quick kiss and walked to his desk
Saki turned and smiled at saeran before heading to the other to get dressed. She showered and did her hair quick and putting her eyes drops in, when she was done, she searched for her fifties style red polka dot pencil dress, when she found it he threw it on and some black tights with red and black polka dot heels that had a bow on the front, she inspected herself in the mirror and was happy with the sight
"You Ready saki?" She heard saeran call, she grabbed her red clutch bag and walked into the hallway, saeran was stood by the door waiting, he was wearing a black dress shirt and a black pair or smart jeans, and a white tie, when he laid eyes on her, he shuffled to cross his leg over the other his face burning red
"Someone like what they see" saki smiled and gave a twirl
"Erm yes I do" saeran coughed
"Shall we" he gestured his hand out to her to take it, saki took his hand and they headed out the door
Saki was in ore when she found out it was he new musical she had been dying to see, she squealed like a little girl, not letting go on saerans arm the whole way in, they had front row seats and saki snuggled next to saeran the whole show, eyes glued and face full of a smile, saeran paid more attention to Sakis smile then they actual show, he was finding it quite dull, after they got out, saki let out a big yawn
"Thank you so much for that sweetie, that was the best surprise ever" she clung to his arm
"Anything for you" saeran smiled
"So we going home now "
"Nope, now we going for dinner at that new sushi place" saki squealed again
"Oh my god saeran its like you can read me like a book" saeran laughed
"No I just talk to your brother, reads me his book about Sakura sonsaku" saeran chuckled, saki laughed as they walked down the street
When they got home saki flopped on the sofa
"My body is now drained" she said into the cushions, saeran chuckled patting her ass
"Good night guys?" Seven said emerging from the bedroom
"It was until my feet decided to hate me and the sidewalk decided to attack me" her voice still muffled in the sofa, seven raised an eyebrow at his brother who just laughed
"Her heels where hurting her feet and when I said I'd carry her back to the car she ended up twisting her ankle"
"IM TELLING YOU IVE BROKEN IT, SAEYOUNG TELL HIM IVE BROKEN IT" seven let out a laugh and walked over to sit beside her
"Which One is it Hmm?" He said
"The right one" seven picked up her food and poked her ankle causing her to flinch and kick out
"Oh dear, saeran get the hack saw, I think we need to cut it off completely"
"I think your right brother"
"You know I preferred it when you two didn't talk" saki turned round so she was on her back, the twins looked at each other and laughed
"No pleasing some ah brother? Saeran said
"Your right, what do you think we should do?" Seven laughed, saki sat up right, giving them a funny look
"Maybe tickle her?" Saki raised her eyebrow
"You wouldn't dare" she hissed
"Oh wouldn't we?" Seven said in a low growl, he pulled her closer to hims while saeran grabbed her arms, saki squealed trying to wriggle free but their strength combined was to much
"Ready brother?" Saeran said
"Ready" nodded seven, they both started tickling her all over her body, saki squealed and laughed hysterically, the twins chuckling away at her struggle, after a while they both stopped, saki sat up right between them and let out a huge sigh.
"Don't ever do that again"
"Why not?" Saeran said
"Yeh it's fun" seven seconded
Saki sighed and got up limping a little on her foot
"Honey where do you want to sleep tonight?" Saki turned around and looked at seven
"I don't know sofa sounds more appealing then one of you two right now" she glared
"Well, good news I've finished the work, bad news is we need to sort out days again considering saeran was going to be with you the rest of the week"
"But Thursday Friday and Saturday are saerans anyway" saki said confused, until seven gave her look that made her realise he wanted something
"Oh….ohhh, sorry honey but it's saerans days so you'll have to wait till Sunday the earliest, but that does not mean even then you'll get it ok?"
"Yes ma'am" seven saluted at her, making her laugh
"I'm going get ready for bed and I'm going to spend the night with saeran, because 1. He treated me to an amazing night out and 2. You'll dry hump me all night long and that just won't end well for you" she said pointed at seven, seven sulked
"Just because you got laid last night doesn't mean I did" he grumbled, saeran burst into laughter, seeing his brother act like a kid like that was all to funny, seven shot him a look
"Sorry brother but that was too funny"
"Yeh Whatever, Just because you got it and I didn't"
"Haha, yep" seven tried to whack saeran on the arm but saeran jolted back before he could and headed to his room
"Goodnight Saeyoung" he said as he gave him a smirk, seven stuck his tongue out at saeran when his back was turned. Saki walked up to seven and having a soft loving kiss causing his to whimper against her lips.
"Good night my love" she whispered as she headed to saerans room
"Good my angel sweet dreams" Sakis blew him a kiss before he disappeared, saeran kissed her when she walked through the door, hard, saki pushed herself against him leaning into it, then pulled back
"Not to night, I'm shattered and really want to go sleep" saki said, saeran kissed her softly and whispered
"Ok sweetheart that's fine" saki gave him a small hug
"Saeran, can we leave the door open tonight, I'd feel bad if Saeyoung thinking we are doing something when we ain't, especially with him feeling well you know" saeran cleared him throat
"Yeh sure if you have to, don't see why we need to prove anything" saki slapped his chest and got her pjs on and rolled into bed, saeran shortly after she laid on his chest, seven went to walk into his room when he noticed the door open he, smiled at the two and blew a kiss to saki who caught it and hugged it when she snuggled into saeran
"Good night my love, good night brother" he said before going to bed himself
"Good Saeyoung I love you saki shouted
"Yeh night" saeran grunted
Saki nuzzled her head into saeran who placed a kiss on her head
"Good night my sweet heart, I love you" he whispered, saki didn't respond she was already lightly snoring against saeran, he smiled to himself and let himself drift to sleep.