Chapter 13
The next week flew by, the twins spent every night in the same bed as saki, but saeran was starting to feel like a third wheel, seven was doing everything in his power to make sure saki was relaxed, hardly giving saeran a chance to do anything for her, not that seven was doing it deliberately but it was getting on saerans nerves. Saeran laid on his bed looking at the ceiling, he been doing that a lot this week, thinking
'Is it all worth it' he thought, their relationship was pretty much nonexistent now and saeran could feel himself detaching from saki romantically, he loved her but it was reverting to a brotherly love, he needed to tell her but he didn't want to hurt her.
'Maybe I should talk to saeyoung' he frowned to himself, yep he had to make himself have a proper conversation about feelings with his brother. He got off the bed and poked his head out his door, saki was sat on the sofa playing her guitar and singing softly, seven was in the kitchen washing up, he snuck by saki being as quiet as he could so she couldn't here, and tapped his brother on his shoulder, seven turned round and gave saeran a raised eyebrow, saeran put a finger on his lips to gesture seven to kept quiet and gestured him to follow, seven shrugged and followed saeran back to his room, saki oblivious to what was happening, saeran shut the door behind them
"What's with all the quiet and sneaking" seven said sitting down on the bed, saeran placed himself next to his brother and let out a sigh, his face screwed up, seven was getting concerned
"What's wrong brother" saeran put his head down
"It's about saki and me" he said softly
"What about you two?" Seven growing more concerned by the second
"I…I don't think I'm in love with her anymore" saeran put his head in his hands, seven took in a breathe before he spoke
"Ok… what makes you think that?" Seven said calmly, saeran looked his brother
"Because this week, you have been doing everything for her, but the past few weeks she's been clinging to you in every situation she has been needing support, I'm feeling more like a third wheel, and my love for her has changed into more brotherly…Saeyoung how do I tell her" seven pushed his glasses up and stood up saeran watched as he walked to the door with no words, he then returned with saki who looked slightly confused, seven leaned against the wall and just gestured a hand towards saki telling saeran to just do it, his face was emotionless
"Saeyoung said you had something important to say saeran" saki said with worry in her voice, saeran got up and took her hands in his
"Saki…I don't know how to say this…but I don't think I love you as much as I use to" he paused watching her face for some sign, saki side and moved her head to the side.
"It's my fault saeran, Ive been leaning on Saeyoung more then you, I'm sorry I pushed you away" he voice was ragged
"No! No don't blame yourself, saki I do love, but more of a brother love, It's it your fault, I think it's just… this whole situation, it's complicated it's difficult to give everyone the same amount of attention, maybe it's better if we just go back to normal… as normal as we can" saki smiled,
"Ok…saeran I love you… I always will If this is what you want then I'm ok with it" saeran let out a breath he was apparently holding, he pulled saki into a hug and squeezed her tight, saki returned the squeeze, saeran couldn't help but let out a little sob, saki strokes his back and kissed the side of his head
"Saeran…I'm never going anywhere" saki smiled against him
Saeran pulled away from her and looked at her arms length
"Thank you for understanding" he smiled, saki nodded and turned around, seven grabbed her hand and led her out of the room, saeran watched and felt a weight lifted of his shoulder that he didn't know he had, letting out a sigh he headed out to the living area, saki was back to singing and playing and seven was next to her watching the tv.
"Saki, mind if I play Lololol"
"Sure go for it, kick yoosung ass for me a few times" she chuckled, saeran chuckled and left to game, when he sat down, he didn't realise seven emerge behind him
"You Alright" his voice calm
"Yeh I am, are you" saeran said not looking away from the screen
"I'm fine, are you sure this is what you want"
"Yeh, it is, it's better for everyone Saeyoung" saeran said, he felt seven olace an hand on his shoulder
"Ok brother, I appreciate you talking to me first about this, I'm here to listen all the time" saeran jus my nodded and seven left the room.
The next morning saki was up bouncing around the bunker, both men sleepily watched her as she couldn't sit still
"Saki calm down" saeran yawned
"I can't I'm getting this off today" she squealed, flipping herself over the back of the sofa
"Honey you have a few hours yet till you do" seven stretched, saki beamed a smile in their direction And jumped with her knees on the sofa
"But aren't you guys excited too" she squealed, seven smiled and placed himself next to her kissing her cheek
"Of course honey, I miss your eyes" saki smiled
"Aww Saeyoung, I miss yours too" She said sweetly
"Give me a break" saeran chuckled, saki laughed
"Saeran are you still not wearing your contacts" the question knocked saeran back where did that come from
"No why?" He replied
"Just asking" saki said
"Better start breakfast" saeran said and set to work in the kitchen
Few hours later, they where in the car to the hospital, saki was beaming the whole journey
The waited in a room fo mr Dr Yi to arrive, the twins leaded against the wall everyone in silence, dr Yi arrived a smile on her face
"Saki, you look well, are you ready? Where Dante?" Dr Yi looked round
"He's busy" saeran said, making dr Yi jump not realising the twins where there
"Oh Saeyoung, saeran I did not see you there, so saki Ready?" Saki smiled and nodded, dr Yi slowly took of the wrap around her eyes, saki kept them shut she didn't want to open them yet, when it was off dr Yi spoke
"You can open your eyes saki"
Saki slowly opened her eyes, the light from the day was bright but soothing, her sight was blurred and slowly coming into focus, she could see three fuzzy figures, as her eyes adjusted she could make out the individual figures, dr Yi was the first to come unfocused, saki looked to the right past dr Yi and saw Saeyoung and saeran together, she smiled brightly at them, both of their faces lit up and grins wide eat from ear.
"How much can you see saki?" Yi spoke
"Everything, I see everything" she smiled, Yi smiled back
"Now let me just do some checks, I'm going to cover your right eye so we can see how the left is" Yi covered Sakis right, saki gasped
"Eveything alright saki?"
"Yes everything is perfect" she could see nearly as clearly out of her left eye as she could out of her right, Sakis smile widened and dr Yi laughed
"I take it you can see better"
"Much" dr Yi carried out the rest of the tests and gave the all clear
Saki jumped out of the chair and speed walked to the door thanking dr Yi, seven and saeran rushed to catch up with her
"Hey where's the rush" seven shouted to her
"I have some unfinished business to take care of" saki said in a serious tone, seven grabbed her arm and swung her round to face him
"What business" saki pulled her arm out of his grip and walked away
"Saki? What's going on" saeran called behind her
"I'm going to see Virgil" she shouted walking out of the hospital, the twins looked at each other then ran after her
"We are going with you" seven said rushing to her side, saeran behind him
"Fine but don't you'll learn everything about the past" Sakis tone was flat
"Like it's going to make a difference to what we think saki"
Saki stopped in her place and started patting seven down, fishing out his car keys from his back pocket
"Get it" she said, seven wasn't going to argue and neither was saeran her eyes was narrow and face was fixed into a serious look, as soon as they got in the car and shut the doors saki sped off down the road, driving as fast as seven, they reached a secluded area outside of town where a lone small house sat, saki pulled up in front and got out the car, she banged on the door, the twins catching up to her.
A young teenager answered the door
"Auntie saki?" The girl said
"Mia where is your father" Sakis tone was still flat
"I'll get him" Mia said, he shouted for her father, Virgil appeared and smirked at his sister
"Sakura, to what do I own the pleasure" saki glared at him
"Who are you working for Virgil?" Virgil's face formed confusion
"Working for? No one I still work in law" cocking an eyebrow at his sister
"So how the hell do you know everything?" Saki stepped back trying to see if she was missing something in her brothers face, Virgil smirked at her
"Who do you think would tell me how you and Dante are doing?" Sakis body went still, her fists into balls
"Mother" she whispered
"Exactly, So little sister would you like to continue this conversation inside…in private?" He looked over saki giving saeran and seven a glare, saeran took a step forward but seven stopped him and shock his head
"No they are coming too" saki said barging past her brother, saeran was he first to follow then Virgil then seven. Virgil placed himself on his sofa and saki sat in the big armchair across from him, the twins sat on the arms of the chair arms crossed. The front room was big, with a large cream L sofa and flat screen tv above a fireplace with two large armchairs either side of the fireplace, saki looked around and saw toddler toys scattered around the floor, then suddenly Mia and Mimi entered then room with a little boy about 3, saki raised an eyebrow at the girls
"AUNTIE SAKI" mimi shouted running over giving saki a cuddle beaming a smile at her
"Hey Mimi" saki hugged her tightly
"Girls take Nero in the garden, me and auntie saki need to have a talk" the girls looked at their father with confusion then shrugged their shoulders and went outside
"Sorry about that, the girls do miss you a lot" Virgil said
"It's fine, can't believe how much they have grown, what are they like 13 now?" Saki said, she didn't want to make small talk but she missed her nieces a lot
"Yeh turned 13 last month" Virgil smiled but then it faded quick
"Saki I'm sorry for everything, all the pain I caused, I wanted to make amends, that's why I came to the hospital" Sakis face filled with angry
"Virgil.… what you did was so unforgivable, you put salt in the wounds then you made Dante's life hell, how can we forgive?" Virgil put his head in his hands and let out a sigh
"I know what I did no brother should of done! But I was young, I was newlywed just starting my career, I didn't want that responsibility and as for Dante , I couldn't handle the information I didn't know how to act I couldn't get my head around it" saki could see tears dropping to the floor, this was the first time she saw her brother cry
"You need to tell Dante that not me, he is the one you hurt the most Virgil" Virgil looked at her tears pouring down his face
"Your right, Sakura but he won't waste any breathe on me" saki chuckled " Your right he won't" she smirked
"But Virgil can I ask where is Mika?" Virgil let out a sigh and shook his head
"She passed away late last year, cancer it took her quick" saki gasped and rushed to sit next to her brother
"Virgil I'm so sorry" Virgil shook his head
"Don't be I don't deserve you to feel sorry for me" saki cuddle her brother
"Virgil if you talk to Dante and tell him everything I'll forgive you for everything" saki said softly, Virgil snapped his head to look at his sister and gave a small smile
"Sakura your too kind for your own good you haven't changed" saki smiled back
"Virgil I need to ask why did you do it all" he said again
"I don't know, when I first saw the way mother and father treated you two I should of done something, I think I was scared that I would do something to mika if I did anything, then 15 years later I get a social worker at the door saying you two where either going into care or I could look after you, you where Ill with your eyes I couldn't believe what he had done, you stood their so scared clinging to Dante, but I couldn't bare the thought at the time of having a gay brother it made me feel sick, please don't judge, it doesn't now, and mika tried to force my hand to have you both, she said we could cope, we had the twins they where only 2, and a handful adding some teenagers to the mix, I don't know" Virgil sobbed
"So I turned you away, I called Dante every homophobic name under the sun, called him a disgrace for it and threatened to kill him and Hiro, I don't know why I couldn't process it, it was eating away at me for years the things I said" Virgil let out a sigh
"Mika scolded me for it, she said how could I turn my back on you, he made it her mission to teach the girls to not be like me, I so wanted to reach out after a few years but you made it clear you how much you hated me, but when mother told me about you engagement and about your eyes I wanted to see you, but then I screwed up again"
"Dante told me what you said at the hospital, you have screwed up again, Hiro is going to take some convincing too" Virgil looked at her his expression soft
"Sakura I'm sorry, I should have been a better brother, ha you make grown men cry" he wiped his face an gave her a sideways smile
"Yeh I have that effect on Saeyoung a lot" she chuckled
"Hey no you don't!" Seven pouted, saeran laughed and nudged his brother
"She so does, you cried like a baby the night you got engaged" seven gave his brother a glare, making saeran laugh harder, everyone laughed at seven who went bright red and pouted
"Not funny" he whispered
"Sorry honey but it was" saki said after she calmed down she turned to her brother and took his hand
"Virgil, I forgive you, honest I do but, you need to talk to Dante, he has a family he is married, he may take a lot of convincing because he will be protecting them" Virgil nodded and hugged his sister
"Thank you so much sakura" saki smiled
"Virgil call me saki" Virgil pulled away and looked at her, and nodded
"Saki, saki, wow it's been so long since you told me never to call you that" saki smiled
"Erm saki we have company" saeran pointed to the girls and the little boy, Virgil looked around
"What's up?" He said
"Sorry Dad but we heard everything?" Mia said, Virgil's face dropped
"So that's why we could never see auntie saki and uncle Dante?" Mimi asked
"Girls I'm sorry, I'm sorry I lied to you" Virgil walked to his daughters and hugged them
"Girls its ok now, you can come see me when ever you want" saki winked at them, they pushed their father aside and ran to hug saki
"Can we have weekends with you and everything?"
"Sure why not, maybe if uncle Dante forgives your father you'll be allowed to meet your cousins" the girls looked at saki shocked
"We have cousins" they said together
"Yep twin boys, they are 5" saki smiled, she looked down when she felt a little tug on her jeans
"up….up" the little boy said reaching up to saki, saki beamed a smile and pick him up snuggling him
"Hello little man, what's your name" the toddler smiled at her
"Nero" his little voice said, saki kissed his cheek and snuggled him some more
"He 3" Virgil said
"He's adorable" saki felt a hand snake around her waist, she looked to seven wrapped around her smiling like a child
"What?" She said
"You would be such an amazing mother" seven said placing a kiss on her head, saki blushed then continued to coo over Nero.
They spent a few more hours at Virgil's, seven and saeran making effort to talk to Sakis brother when saki played with Nero and the twins, seven was watching saki at every chance he could, she was amazing with kids all ages, it was making him want some of his own. When they left Virgil and saki agreed to meet at the garage later to speak to Dante together.
When they got home saeran made his way to him room, as soon as the door was shut seven pushed saki up against the wall and kissed her hard, saki let him do it as he ran his hand up from her thigh to her face, he pulled back for them to get some air and looked at her with lust in his eyes
"What's gotten over you Saeyoung?" Saki said
"Can't I make love to my fiancé without a reason" he smirked, saki shrugged and kissed him gentle, it didn't last long seven forced his tongue in her mouth making saki moan, he lifted her legs around his waist and carried her to their room shutting the door with his foot, he placed her on the bed falling on top of her not breaking the kiss, saki pushed him away
"What?" Seven said trying to get his breath back, saki didn't say a word, she took her top off and sevens eye widened, he smirk and reached behind her to undo her bra, with ease both garments here on the floor, seven removed his shirt and took off his jeans throwing them to the side. He leaned down and took Sakis breast into his mouth making circles with his tongue, saki moaned under him making seven smirk against her, as his mouth was busy he slowly ran his hands down to her jeans and slid them and her panties off, he then moved his hand to slowly pushed one long finger inside of her, he let go of her breast with a pop from his mouth and looked up at her
"Someone is a bit wet for me already" his voice was low and lustful, Sakis face went red, she let out a moan when seven filled her with another finger, he used his thumb to run circles round her core as he penetrated her with his fingers. All of a sudden he stopped causing saki to whimper in protest, she watched him as he licked his fingers and grinned, he took of his boxers and hovered over her entrance
"I need you now" he leaned down and whispered into her ear, it sent shivers down her spine. With one hard thrust seven entered her, saki winced in pain and pleasure, seven continued to thrust hard and fast, his breath coming away from him, Sakis moans filling his ears where pure music, he leaned down and trailed kisses along her jawline and neck, biting down on her sweet spot and giving her a hickey in the process, he made his way to her mouth and picked up his pace, he could feel her walls tightening as her moans getting louder in his mouth
"S…s…Saeyoung I'm going to" he thrust harder making her shout in pleasure, he could feel his own release catching up, suddenly Sakis body shook and her walls tighten around his member,
"Fuck…saki" he hissed as his own release came over him, his seed spilling inside her, he pulled out and rolled over to lay next to her, both panting from the event
"Seriously What was that about" saki said through ragged breathes, seven chuckled
"I got a bit broody" saki gave him a little slap on the arm and laughed, she got off the bed and got dressed, seven watched her with a smile on his face, saki turned round and caught him staring
"What?"
"Nothing just think about how much I love you" saki shook her head and headed out into the kitchen to make something to eat. Half hour later she shouted to the twins
"Food is ready" saeran appeared like lightening and seven came shortly after in just his jeans
"Saeyoung put a shirt on" saki said
"No I'm hot" saeran scoffed, he looked saki up and down then started at the hickey on her neck
" had fun" he pointed at it, saki blushed
"Blame Saeyoung he pounced as soon as you left" saeran looked his brother and grinned
"Can't blame him" saeran then winked at saki, she glared at him
"Sod of saeran" she pouted, seven chuckled and saki threw a spoon at him hitting his head
"Ow What was that for" seven rubbed his head
"Just eat" saki said digging into the food
After they where finished the three sat to watch a film to pass time. After an hour the security system went off, seven checked the cctv and saw Virgil with Nero in his arms
"It's Virgil saki must be time to go to Dante already" saki joined seven at the screen.
"Let him in, I think it will be better to get Dante here then go there, less ammo to hurt someone with" seven typed on the key board and let Virgil in
"Better hide the cutlery then" seven chuckled, saki smacked the back of his head and went to the front door to let Virgil in
"Hey little man come here" she whipped Nero out her brothers arms and carried him to the sofa and started playing with him, Virgil chuckled and shook his head and joined her
"You and kids" he smiled
"Hey Saeyoung and saeran" he nodded at the twins who nodded back
"Saeyoung out a shirt on, saeran can you call Dante tell him and Hiro to come here please" saeran nodded and whipped out his phone calling Dante
"He's on his way so it Hiro" saki smiled a saeran, saeran sat on the other end of the sofa away form Virgil, seven appeared now with a shirt and sat next to his brother
"So Virgil what's the age difference between you and saki?" Virgil turned his attention to seven
"20 years, I'm 44" sevens face dropped
"No way" Virgil laughed, saki was in her own world playing with her nephew
"So what happened didn't you know your parents do anything to you?" Virgil's face went stiff
"No, they always use to express to me that they only wanted one son and why where they cursed with twins, I kept saying god blesses with twins but they never listened, never thought they did what they did to them till I saw it with my own eyes when they where about 7" Virgil lowered his head guilt on his face
"Man that's deep" seven said
"Yeh you could say that, just hope Dante understands" Virgil said
The security system went off again and Virgil stiffened
"That'll be Dante I'll let him in" seven let Dante and Hiro in and then opened the door for them
"Hey Saeyoung my man how's it going" Hiro boomed
"Yeh hey seven" Dante said with a forced smile, he walked in to the bunker the froze
"What is he doing here" Dante growled, Virgil stood up head low, saki still oblivious on her surroundings
"Saki" seven said, saki still playing with Nero
"SAKI" saeran shouted, saki snapped her head up and saw Dante standing there, she stood up with Nero in her arms and smiled at her twin
"Hey Dante" she said
"Don't fucking hey Dante me, why is he here saki" Dante's fists where in balls
"To explain himself and ask for forgiveness" Dante scoffed at his sisters words, Hiro placed a hand on his shoulder, Dante looked at his husband who had a soft expression on his face
"Let him explain my love" Hiro gave a little smile to Dante, dante huffed and placed himself on the sofa
"You have five minutes to explain" he folded his arms, Virgil took his seat and sighed
"I'm sorry for the way I treated you Dante and saki, I was scared and confused I didn't know what to think or what to do, when you said you where gay, I couldn't process it, it was alien to me, I shouldn't of been so nasty to you, I should been a supportive brother. Please I'm truly sorry, it was my fault I pushed my family away, and now I want to be a family again" Virgil kept his head down trying to fight back tears
"Really you want to be a family again after all these years? Why, why should we be a family again"
Dante scoffed
"Because I've just lost my wife, you and saki are all I have left, well and my kids, she always wanted me to make amends with you and saki, but I was too stubborn to listen" Virgil couldn't help but let the tears roll down his cheek
"I'm sorry about Mika" Dante let out a sigh and looked at his husband
"What do you think Hiro?" Hiro places himself next to Dante and took his hand
"It's up to you Dante, I'm here to support you, he is sincere I can tell" Dante sighed and looked at his brother then at the toddler in Sakis arms
"Who's that" Dante said nodding in Sakis direction
"My son Nero he is three" Virgil said wiping the tears from his face
"Oh so he doesn't know Mika" Dante sighed, and looked at his sister
"You've forgiven him haven't you sonny" saki nodded
"I guess we'll if sonny can forgive you, I can, but one mistake and that's it" Virgil's face lit up
"T…t…thank you Dante" Tears rolled down his face again, Dante scoffed and stood up
"Where you going Dante?" Saki asked
"To pick up the twins" Dante said heading out the door without saying good bye, Hiro stood up and followed Dante, then stopped in his tracks
"Virgil, give him time, he's still sore, we have gotten on with our lives and old wounds are now resurfacing, I know he will try and will talk to you but, if he gives attitude let him, it's his defence" Virgil nodded
"Thanks Hiro and I'm sorry" Hiro beamed a smile
"Don't worry about it" he waved everyone off and chased after Dante. Virgil let out a sigh of relief, saki placed her free hand on his shoulder and beamed at him
"Dante will be fine, he's forgiven you, let him do things in his own time" Virgil smiled at her
"Yeh Thanks saki"
Virgil left after an hour. Saki let out a sigh, seven hugged her tightly
"That went better then expected" she said against his chest, seven kissed her head
"I love you sakura"
"I love you too Saeyoung