Chapter 27: Don't Stop

Bella POV:

I fucked up. I fucked up real bad. Alice had really pissed me off with the 'not needing a job' comment and the whole her getting on my case about what I do. But I truly went over the line. What surprised me about all this was the fact that she usually never brings up the relationship or girlfriend discussion. So when she threw it at me in a fight, it made me very uncomfortable and revert to my old self. I know I used to never want to be in a relationship, but was that still true? Did I want to be someone's girlfriend? I needed some quality time to think. All I knew was that I never wanted to be the cause of Alice's pain ever again.

I ran outside and stripped so I could phase. Running in wolf form always seemed to calm me down and let me think clearly. Something about the fresh air and freedom I guess. I lost track of time while questioning my decision, and before I knew it, it had gone dark. But my mind was made up.

It started to rain while I ran back to the house to get some clothes. By the time I had gotten to my car to head the Cullen house it was positively pouring. As I pulled into the long drive I noticed all the other Cullens were gone. My nose only picked up Alice's scent. Where were the others? Oh right. They had all gone on a hunting trip for the weekend and Alice stayed behind so she could be with me. Now I feel even worse.

Alice could tell my car was outside the house, but did not run to the door like she usually did. I took a deep breath before I left the vehicle. Time to take the plunge.

"Alice!" I called through the downpour of rain. My body was soaked in seconds. No response. "Alice please? I need to talk to you!" Finally her head peeked out of a door on the second floor balcony. It was the one attached to her room.

"What?" She asked coldly. Yeah I deserve that.

"Alice please? I fucked up ok? Look I was angry about what you said about my work. But I didn't mean what I said!"

"Yes you did! You know, it's really my fault for thinking you could change for me. I let myself get hopeful. Please just leave Bella. I can't really stand to look at you right now." She started to walk back inside.

"No! Alice please wait! Don't you want to know why I didn't just run after you today? Why it took me so long to come here?" I had succeeded in stopping her, but she just turned to look down at me with ice in her eyes.

"Because you don't care Bella! I get it! You have no feelings. Nothing to hold you down."

"No! Because I do care! Alice I can't stop thinking about you. Ever! You're the only thing on my mind. And I pushed you away because I was scared. Scared because I do have feelings for you. Fucking strong feelings!" The rain was really getting into my eyes now and I couldn't make out her face properly. Was she believing me?

"So what you have feelings? I have feelings too you know! Most people do. That doesn't change anything about what happened today."

"No Alice you're not hearing me. I want to be your girlfriend! I want a relationship! I want to go on dates and do romantic things and everything! Alice I want to be with you!" She had disappeared from the balcony too fast for me to see. Great. I was soaking wet and now I lost the girl of my dreams. I turned back to my car to head home, when something very hard collided with me. "What the-?" but my mouth was assaulted by Alice's before the rest of my sentence could leave it. It was like one of those corny romantic movies with the passionate kiss in the pouring rain. I put all my feelings into kissing her right, so she could feel how much I cared. Eventually we parted and I rested my forehead against hers.

"Do you really mean it?" She asked looking up into my eyes. She was breathtakingly beautiful. "Do you really want to be my girlfriend?"

"Absolutely." An earsplitting grin spread across her face before she started to kiss me again with fire. She grabbed a hold of my shirt to pull me into the house. Once inside, she peeled it off my soaked body. Something animalistic inside of me was roaring. She's your girlfriend now! Stop pussy footing around! I ripped her shirt from her torso and threw it behind me. There was a time for slow and tender love making, but this was not that time. I needed her now.

I picked her up against my body and she wrapped her legs around my waist. The bedroom was much too far. I slammed her against the nearest wall and sucked on the sweet spot on her neck. She started moaning that sexy moan that made me instantly wet. Stupid fucking bra in my way. I ripped that too. There was no time to think about Alice getting mad at me later. She didn't seem to mind at all right now though. Her nails dug into my back, effectively shredding my bra. She was digging and clawing at every inch of my exposed flesh and it was driving me up the wall. To hell with beds. I tore her jeans off just enough for me to gain access to what I really wanted. Wasting no time, I plunged my index and middle finger inside her and she screamed in pleasure. Her nails were drawing blood now, but I didn't care in the least. Her moans and cries were giving me issues again, so I shut her up with my mouth. The force I was using to pound her into the wall was making me slightly concerned about the wall's integrity. So I threw her on the ground to finish what I started. She was getting very close, I could feel it. I curled my fingers up to give her the final push over the brink, and was rewarded with her yelling my name in ecstasy. And that was ecstasy to hear.

I was an absolute mess. Coated in water, sweat, cum, and blood. Alice was coming back from her high and started laughing us. We were panting on the ground in a heap of half torn and torn clothing. But she stopped laughing when she noticed my blood.

"Oh shit I'm sorry Bella. Are you ok?" My new girlfriend asked me concernedly. God I love saying that. My girlfriend.

"Yeah it's fine. Doesn't even hurt. It should close up in a few minutes anyways. Fast healing remember?" She smiled knowing I was well.

"Would you care to continue in the bedroom?" She asked in that sultry tone I couldn't resist. I grinned and picked her up in my arms bridal style.

"Of course milady."

A/N: Yayyyyyy! Everything's perfect now right? WRONG! Some shit's coming, and y'all better brace. :) But I'll give you some gushy and gooey stuff to love before it hits the fan.