Hi hi so this is me procrastinating for my exam :P I hope you guys like this. It's mainly Levy's POV and I hope you like the direction this is going to take. As always I don't own Fairy Tail. Also enjoy the Gajevy lovefest ;)
WE ALMOST KISSED! WE ALMOST KISSED! No no no no...no way...right? I just imagined it and he was just caught off guard. There's no way he was going to go through with it...right? Although he looked so sad? disappointed? when I left with Acnologia. Argh...this is so confusing! I mean it's not that I wanted him to kiss me right...I put that silly crush behind me a long time ago. Besides he made it pretty clear that he doesn't find me attractive last year at that stupid ball! That's right Levy, remember what he did...although I'm not one for grudges ,that really hurt my feelings. But he's apologised and I don't like not being able to be free around him. Today it felt just like old times, but with a bit more hope for romance. NO! You are not doing this to yourself again Levy. But, his eyes...NO...but his lips...No, this is all Lucy's fault...yes it's all those romance novels, they got to your head Levy...Argh! Why am I talking to myself? This is crazy! See what he does to you Levy! Argh I'm doing it again! Maybe I should talk to Lucy, she'll help me clear my head. Make se...
"Levy...Levy? How is your food?"
"Excuse me, what?
"Are you alright my dear. Is the food not to your liking?"
"Oh NO it's delicious, I am just a little bit distracted. Work and...work"
"Anything I can help you with?"
"Oh no, I actually think I need to go speak to Lucy I mean Mrs Dragneel, it concerns her book you see."
"Then why don't I accompany you and we can also have a nice walk"
"Sure" Acnologia sure is nice. I never noticed how much he looks like Gajeel. Although his eyes do not have the same gentleness and mischievousness. What am I thinking! You need to stop this Levy, you cannot compare every man you meet to him. Focus, Acnologia is a nice gentleman, who just happens to look like Gajeel and you are definitely not considering him because of that. You are considering him because he is...smart (but Gajeel is smart too), he has an eye for business (I really don't see how that fits into anything), he is gentle (only with you though, remember how he ignored Wendy when she tripped last week), umm father likes him (but he's not going to marry him), he does not use derogatory terms like Gajeel (but he also seems to lack a sense of humour), he is romantic (that's only based on your belief that he is A. though you have no proof of that). SERIOUSLY LUCY GET OUT OF MY HEAD! HE IS A NICE GENTLEMAN AND I LIKE HIM PERIOD. NOW LEAVE ME ALONE I NEED TO FOCUS.
"...and that is how I managed to close that contract with the king."
"Great"
"I'm sorry am I boring you?"
"NO, no just a lot on my mind. Can I ask you a question?"
"Of course my dear"
"What do you think of the Grimm Fairy Tails?"
"To be honest I have not read them in a really long time, however I remember them being quite entertaining. Why do you ask?"
"No reason. What do you think of love letters?"
"I think they are useless. Why write to someone when you can just profess your love in person, although..."
"Although?"
"Although...I have to admit that sometimes when you are unsure of the other persons feelings, they are a good way of expressing yourself without the risk of getting hurt or rejected."
"So...so you have written them?"
"Well yes, there was this lady I admire and I sent her a letter every month."
"Was?"
"Well now I can talk to her in person, so I was hoping she would accept my love confession in person. So Levy McGarden...I love you and it's nice to finally tell you that in person." And then he kissed her.
Oh wow, he's kissing me and he's A. HAHA I knew it take that Lucy. Focus Levy, this is your first kiss. Right. Kiss. With Acnologia, who is A., who is not Gajeel...Argh stop thinking about him just focus on the damn kiss. I'm pretty sure you should be feeling something...the books always describe it as if you can't think or feel anything else...Is it supposed to last this long? Should I take a peek? Wait is that...
"Gajeel"
"Well that is not what I was expecting you to say after our kiss Levy"
"No I mean Gajeel over there"
"Oh, I am sure he won't spread any rumours about us. I will talk to him. Although I would not mind if everyone thought you were taken, my lady."
"Yeah yeah I am sure...um thank you for the kiss and all the letters, and presents...I should probably go now, it is getting late and Lucy is probably going to want to go to bed soon. I will see you soon."
"Good evening then my lady, I hope my behaviour was not too forward. I will join my cousin now"
"A good evening to you too" Did Gajeel look sad or was that my imagination. Oh boy I have a looot to tell Lucy now!
As she left Levy failed to notice the smirk on Acnologia's face as he walked towards Gajeel.
Later that night in the Redfox mansion the only sound that could be heard was that of Gajeel erratically hitting his punching bag and his grunts, though he was sure the sound of his heart breaking could be heard miles away. Jeez, just how stupid are you Gajeel. Did you really think she wanted to kiss you? Of course, she could not get out of that office fast enough today. She was off to kiss Acnologia and you just had to fucking witness it and not only that but hear the assholes speech about how bad it would be if word got out since they are not formally engaged yet. He said YET, the asshole is going to marry her and you are just going to stand there and watch like the idiot you are, all because you couldn't keep your -HIT- fucking -HIT- mouth- HIT- shut- MISS. Shit and now you fell, because you can't even throw a fucking punch right. And that is how he ended up spending the night, on the floor, forehead on his knees. He did not even notice the tears streaming down his face.
I am soooo sorry. SO so so sorry. I promise it will/might get better eventually. Tell me your thought though. I was gonna head in a different direction (less angsty) but then this came out. Hope no one unfollows :P