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Sunday's here! So, am I! Wow! Today is just too awesome! Well, we can get started but before that, thanks to the reviewers!

I do not owe the song at the last, a little disclaimer.


Chapter 5:


"I haven't expected it'd be so cold outside." The dual haired blader marked driving casually with the brunette seated beside him.

"Yeah, and that's why I asked you to bring your jacket." She sighed, "The evenings are just unpredictable"

"Hnn." He nodded, "Shall we head first to some restaurant? You must be hungry."

"Guessed earlier than I though."

"You are just sometimes quite convoluted." He grinned.

"Says the one who is actually the one."

"Well, then, I can't believe you have left Lavinia at home, the one who exaggerates she can't live without her daughter." He was winning

"Will you stop it?" she gave him one of her sharp looks.

"Well," He nodded focusing at the street.

She could see the streets quite flushed out of time, barely people could be seen and many of them were returning. It does seem that it may rain harshly tonight; I think we should return early too. I think I should have checked the weather forecast before I strode out. I hope Lavinia is doing fine. Daichi must be playing with her.

"Well, we are there." He stopped the steering, and sighed. She nodded and tugged the door, and ambled out.

"So, shall we go?"

She nodded and they entered inside, gazing casually around and getting familiar with the ambient setting,

"It's been like months since I've eaten heartily."

"You haven't yet anything yet dear." He said smugly.

"Ha, like you're so cool with it, huh?"

"Well, not exa-"

"Excuse me."

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"Seems like she has slept."

He gazed around, his eyes surveying around for some sort of sheets he was expecting to put on her.

"Mummy slept?" Sylvia inquired as she sighted her mother sleeping, seemingly very fatigued.

"Yeah, you had some job?"

"Not really." She shrugged, "Just wanted to tell her today's tales."

"Tomorrow, my doll." He smiled as he plugged his trousers from his closet, and she eventually walked out, heading to her room.

He definitely felt comfortable in those loose trousers and the prominent green top,

He wasn't able to find his old ripcord that he had left in the morning. His eyes scrutinized around the room and eventually his maroon pools landing on Salima. His gaze softened and he stood motionless sighing, and wondering how much really she must be tired.

Seems she has worked a lot today. Maybe I should ask her out tomorrow. .. But why? I am not the bad one perhaps to cause her any grief.

Sedately, he crawled onto the beret, involuntarily nearing the red head, and gazing her from close proximity. He softened irrevocably and caressed her hair, not minding how utterly, yet cutely they had been messed.

"Never knew you would hide it all. I know it hurts." He mumbled under his thoughts.

Unflinching even for a fleeting moment, he wrapped her inducing lulling sensations, driving him to the sedative sleep.

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"Seems you're done complete." He marked.

"I ate" she sighed, "I think I will be needing a walk."

"Feared?"

"About what?"

"Nothing." He chuckled.

"I understand all your intentions." She narrowed her eyes.

"Hey,"

"Oh, I remember now, " she brooded for a moment," Kai, doctor said us to visit this weekend."

"Oh, alright. As far as I remember, it's the fourth month, isn't it?"

"Yeah."

He contemplated a little, star gazing all of a sudden, seeming very interested.

"Now what?"

"Nothing, just can you notice how beautiful the sky looks today." He murmured.

"Huh?" she looked at the sky and it just seems like magnificent. His gesture was effulgent and she was compelled to fix her gaze at the sky million miles profound. She stood speechless, really word struck at the beauty.

It's beautiful .Kick it harder, and I wanna love it even further.

The firament seemed vast and endless, held under benevolence and indescribably sophisticated dotted with gleaming and dazzling stars that were beaming in all the radiant colors. She couldn't exactly remember where exactly she has been with this sight before. But she was sure she had encountered this scene. It was the same. It aroused the nostalgic and hurt sensations in her. She was failing to comprehend and recollect.

Where? When? I have seen this but when and where? Someone was with me and I was upset, but what was it?

….

Tyson? It was you… The last night, we were together… She felt her heart beating- Beating impulsively. It was the beach, night time. I was alone, you were standing… Slowly and unhurried were the pictures of past drifted in her mind making her feel maudlin and nostalgic. You apologized and I questioned. You were upset, so was I. We were helpless, we were betrothed to someone we never wanted.She could almost feel she was near the beach in the same scene, travelling through the time. You and I, we were both alone, unguarded, never knowing our own were the cheaters. We were star gazing, it was the same sight. 'But…I still have the night. Till tomorrow, you are still mine.'She could remember him say, wrapping her in his unfaltering protective arms. I remember you, I remember you so much.

Slowly breaking the moment, Kai suddenly clung her from the back, making her shudder and return to reality, the present.

"You seemed so lost." Kai mumbled over her shoulder, making his breath tickle her vaguely.

"It's really nothing."

"Come on." He walked towards the car, "Lets head to the mall."

She nodded and entered inside, confusing him with her abnormal expressions, that were seldom. She was worried and drawn into the past gazing at the stars remembering suddenly all the times. I don't wanna remember you, just get out of my head! You mean nothing to me, you just did nothing to stop what happened. I hate the way I still miss you, and perhaps a part of me wants to fall for you again. You are just someone who was not in my fate. You are just a source of just addiction and nostalgic aura.

She ended placing firm palms on her ears forgetting for once she was with Kai.

"Hey, is everything alright?" he glanced at her.

"Yeah, it's just fine. Shall we head home?"

"Haa? But we are going to shopping, aren't we?"

"But I'm feeling sick, we'll go sometime later."

He sadly nodded feeling a bit upset at her sudden orders and mood swings.

There was a brief scene making her quite lost. She wasn't thinking of the past nor was she dwelling in the present. Her mind was seeing something, something that never happened. She was in blood and there was no one. She was imaging the unfathomable.

"NO!"

..I don't want to hate you
Cause I loved you
I don't want to hate you
Cause I loved you too much for that
You can go and hate me if you want to
But I'm not gonna hate you
No, I'm over that
I'm over that
I'm over that..


I was quite excited about this song and seemingly, it seemed to fit here, so just added. XD Review! ^_^