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Author : Laura (alwaysbluex)

Summary : Dan/Blair/Chuck triangle. Chuck wants Blair to say those three words, Blair wants to get Chuck without saying them, and Dan, well he's getting in between them.

Disclaimer: I don't own gossip girl.

A/N: New chapter! woo. Also, I'm starting another new story. First chapter is almost complete. I'll probably have it up tonight or tomorrow. But I am still working on this one too.

Blair watched both of their faces slowly. Shock, and anger both clearly shown. Maybe if she burst out crying they would pity her. But did Blair Waldorf really want to play the pity card? No, she didn't. What exactly were the suspecting? That Blair Waldorf was having an affair with Dan Humphrey?

"It's not what you think." Blair said slowly.

Serena gave a bitter chuckle. "You don't even want to know what I think."

"No, I do." Blair interrupted, arms crossed.

"I think you slept with my ex-boyfriend. Which is really low Blair, considering you have Chuck." Serena spat.

Blair looked over at Chuck, his fists balled up so tightly his knuckles had turned white.

"I didn't sleep with Dan Humphrey." Blair scoffed. "Honestly, Serena. I don't have the low-rent taste that you do"

"I don't know B, I mean you slept with Chuck, and I never would believe you to do something like that. No offence." Serena said, turning to face Chuck.

"None taken." Chuck managed to spit out.

Blair's eyes widened. "You are crossing the line Serena."

"No you are. You've went so far past the line that it's a dot to you." Serena spat, tearing up. Her anger and suspicion had got the best of her, and now she was tearing down her best friend on only circumstantial evidence.

Blair screamed, she was angry now. "Why won't you two believe me? I BLAIR WALDORF, DO NOT LIE. You however Serena, do not have the cleanest past."

"You know-"

Blair interrupted Serena. "Even if I was with Dan. So what?! You slept with my boyfriend while I was dating him!" she exclaimed.

Serena shook her head. "Are you going to hold that over me forever?"

"Yes." Blair said, tears dripping down her face. "Because I trusted you!"

Blair wiped the rest of the tears from her eyes, and walked up to Chuck. "You believe me, don't you?" she asked quietly.

He said nothing, because he wasn't sure at this point.

"Fine." Blair whispered. "I know where the door is. I won't be coming back until you both apologize for accusing me. That, you can trust."

…

Chuck watched her go, and immediately felt bad for thinking what he had thought. She wouldn't even touch Humphrey with a ten foot pole. But he had still believed she had slept with him. He sighed.

Serena turned and looked at Chuck, tears filled her eyes. "Maybe, I was a bit too-"
"Much of a bitch?" Chuck finished. "Yeah, well you were. You didn't have a reason to judge either. After all he is your ex, not your boyfriend"

Serena furrowed her eyebrows. "Your kidding, right?"

"I'm not saying I want Blair to be with Dan, I'm just saying. You were a bitch to her when you don't really have the truth."

"Funny, I didn't see you defending her." She spat, and walked allowed as fast as heels would allow to her bedroom, slamming the door.

Did he believe her or didn't he? She wouldn't… , Humphrey was a nothing. He needed to be taken down.

…

Blair sobbed as she entered the lonely penthouse. Her mother was no where to be found, and Dorota had the day off. They had every right to accuse her. She had slept had Dan's house, and she had kissed him. Quickly she headed for the kitchen and reached for the closest box of Oreo cookies. They were probably years old, her mother certainly didn't eat them. Blair only kept them around for her sleepovers she had.

Quickly she shoved them in her mouth, gagging at the horrible taste. All she needed to feel was something. Her stomach felt hollow, her heart was beating rapidly. She felt so guilty, so dirty. She remembered the words Chuck had called her. Dirty. Unwanted.

She quickly tried to reassure herself. Chuck hadn't meant it, he was angry, and hurt. Just like he is now, because of her actions. Quickly she scurried the liquor cabinet grabbing a bottle of vodka. Numb is how she wanted to feel, how she had to feel in order to keep out the self-pity and self hate.

…

Dan entered the penthouse to see his father sitting at the table, looking straight ahead.

"So, Jenny hasn't called yet?" he asked, already knowing the answer.

"No." Rufus mumbled.

Dan sighed. "I know Nate's out looking for her right now. I'm sure he'll find her Dad."

"How could she be so careless and selfish?" Rufus exclaimed.

Dan shifted slightly, that's how he was being right now. Careless and selfish. Bart had been nothing but kind to him, and he was going to air his dirty laundry for the world to see. He shouldn't have even mentioned to Chuck what had happened last night.

Suddenly Dan's cell phone ringing snapped him out of his thoughts and back into reality.

"Is it Jenny?" Rufus asked quickly, standing up.

Dan took a double look at the called id. "No, …. it's Blair."

"Why would she be calling you?" Rufus questioned.

Dan shook his head. "I'm not sure, but I should take this." Dan quickly ducked into his room and locked the door before answering the call.

"Blair?" Dan asked.

"Cabbage patch." She slurred.

"Are you-."

Blair interrupted. "I just want to thank you, for ruining my relationship with Chuck and Serena. All in one night."

Dan blanched. "Serena knows."

Blair chuckled. "Yes, Humphrey. She accused me of having sex with you." she scoffed. "I wouldn't even if my life depended on it."

"Good to know." Dan said, rolling his eyes.

"You're an asshole, Dan Humphrey. A hypocrite. You always shove your morals down other people's throats, but you yourself are never one to follow them." she spat.

Dan stayed silent, she was right. Always judging the upper east side, but he had become just as bad. Maybe even worse.

"Am I really a bad person?" Blair sobbed quietly.

"No, Blair." Dan said. "You can be a bitch, but there's good in everyone."

Blair sighed. "No, not in me. I keep hurting Chuck, and it's difficult to hurt him. But I, … I am gifted at it."

Dan shook his head. "Don't act like Chuck is this great person. He isn't."

"You're just saying that so you can talk yourself into feeling no remorse for writing that story about his father." Blair spat.

"Blair -"

"I don't feel good." Blair said quietly, stuttering on her words.

"Blair?" Dan questioned. "BLAIR!" he yelled, into the phone.

The line went dead.

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A/N: OMG. I'm EVIL. Anyways, new chapter soon. Promise. This was my shortest chapter yet, I apologize. Let me know what you think? Ok, okay!