I held on to my brother's hand all the way to L-corp, terrified and nervous, especially when I observed the concern with which Kara looked at me.
"I still don't understand how you're allowing this" she looked at Mon-el angry.
"Do you really think I want to see my sister suffer in this way?" He asked back. "It's her decision," he said tightly gripping the grip of my hand.
Kara snorted, shaking her head in spite of everything, but not stopping us from entering the building, where Lena and Brainy were waiting for us.
We were led to a room similar to the one that had held Sam, because the initial had been destroyed when the Wordkillers attacked.
I listened to each and every one of the indications they were giving me, feeling how my nervousness increased the moment that Lena placed the electrodes on my forehead and chained my hands to the stretcher, making sure that that was truly what I wanted before allowing that my brother approached.
"Are you sure?" He asked me, making me nod. "I'll be here all the time, okay?" He kissed my forehead before turning away from me.
I watched the four of them for a few seconds, closing my eyes and nodding, allowing the process to begin.
I could not help screaming at the discharges that I was beginning to receive, holding back the tears and the desire to ask to stop, but soon feeling as the unconsciousness was appearing little by little until I reached a point, everything was plunged into darkness.
His younger sister screamed in agony as a result of the discharges that were running through her body while he had to just stay out, fighting against himself for not running to remove those electrodes from her forehead. However, the teenager soon closed her eyes, calming down, making him watch her without being sure what was happening.
"She's here," he heard Lena mutter, noticing how Mya opened her eyes, and could see how a whitish glow reflected on them.
The teenager looked at her wrists before pulling to try to let herself go, starting to get upset after not getting it, but ending up giving up.
"Let me go" she asked turning her head towards them, without a doubt, this was not his sister. "Reign is waiting for me, let me go" she began to get upset again.
"Speak to Mya, I'm starting to lose her consciousness," Lena communicated, getting him to be overwhelmed by the panic of what would happen, believing in the possibility that they would not be able to bring her back.
"Mya, we are here, you have to fight" he spoke looking for something that would indicate that his younger sister was still there.
"I'm not Mya, I'm much stronger" answered the one who had taken possession of her sister's body. "My name is Flower of Heaven and I don't think you're interested in getting me angry" the look was serious.
He watched as small sparks of electricity erupted from her hands, which were gradually increasing causing the electrodes to stop working properly, at which point they understood, she was beginning to drain the electricity.
"I need Mya back, she's going to ruin the electrodes" Lena warned.
He spoke again trying to help bring her back, to listen to them, beginning to calm down when she heard Brainy say that Mya was struggling to come back, but not stopping until the next time the girl's eyes opened they had the same intense blue color characteristic of his sister.
He watched as the tears began to slide down his sister's cheeks, wanting to approach her, unable to do so until they disconnected the magnetic field surrounding the room. He approached her to remove the electrodes from her forehead and embrace her, to promise her that everything would be fine, however, he had to move away the moment a discharge went through his body.
He looked at his hands and found burns on them before looking at his sister, who was looking back at him with panic reflected in her face, shying away from him when he tried to touch her again.
"Mya, you have to calm down, please" he asked bringing his hands to her face, causing her to shake her head while begging him not to touch her and he did not, he did not want to alter her even more.
"What if I hurt you again?" she asked between tears.
"That power is not yours is the Wordkiller and is disappearing" he tried to calm her. "You haven't done anything to me, sweetheart" he grabbed her hand without feeling any kind of discharge. "See" he whispered noticing how the young woman observed the interlaced hands from both.
"Is she coming back?" She looked at him with new tears forming in her eyes.
"We can not know" he responded feeling his heart breaking into pieces with each one of her gestures. "Hey, don't think about that, okay? We will be prepared, "he said, moving to hug her." I have to take you to the DEO, "he whispered, getting his sister complaining that she wanted to stay with him." I know, but I have to fix some things first, if you prefer, you can stay with your mother. " He grabbed her face making her quickly shake her head.
"Don't tell her, not yet" she asked what he agreed to, decided to keep his promise.
His gaze met Kara's, who shook her head slightly, knowing what he was trying to tell her, but how to do it, how to break her heart again.
During these last days my brother had not separated from me at all, which forced me to think that he was too worried because the Wordkiller managed to defeat me, but at the moment nothing had happened.
However, I soon discovered the reason, he was going to leave and this had been a way of being able to say goodbye to me, a fact that broke me, causing me to hug him between tears.
He could not leave, he could not leave me here, not with everything that was happening, he knew that it would ruin me to lose him again, but what could I do to stop him? Nothing, I could not do anything, it was not a decision I could make.
My brother did not bother to tell me anything to calm me down, but rather he took me in his arms to continue hugging me and walking away from that room, only to enter another room and leave me on the floor.
"Mya" he grabbed my face to force me to look at him, but the reality is that my vision was blurred enough to differentiate his face. "You have to calm down, I need you to do it," he dried my tears returning to embrace me.
"Don't leave," I asked between sobs, clutching his shirt while he struggled to calm me, but honestly, I was not sure if it would be effective. "Please, you can't leave, what's going to happen to me?" I asked in just a whisper.
"There is no one who would like to stay more than me" he sighed slightly away from me, making me refuse to let go, my hands still grabbed his shirt. "But I must return, Mya" he looked me straight in the eyes, making me nod, being able to assure that this was not easy for either of us. "Everything will be fine, you are strong, you have shown me during this time and I know that with Kara you are going to eradicate the Wordkiller" he smiled slightly despite the tears in his eyes. "You have to promise me that you will keep fighting, you're not going to give up, you can not do it, okay?" He asked grabbing my face, making me nod. "I love you, never forget it" he kissed my forehead before returning to embrace me.
Although I continued to cry, I seemed to have calmed down a bit, even without having enough courage to let go of him, since I was not really ready for that moment, to live without him again, because to face that fact again was scary.
He managed to take me back to where the rest was, noting that Kara and Imra were talking to each other, understanding their purpose, so I could not refuse and let go of him when Imra called me, approaching her.
"Are you okay?" she asked me as I ducked my head, drying the tears that were still running down my cheeks. "Come with me, I want to give you one thing" she grabbed my hand to guide me to a separate room. "Your brother doesn't know, it's a surprise for him too" she said trying to make me laugh, but I did not, I was not in the mood. "It will allow you to communicate with him from time to time, mainly when he activates it" she explained, handing me a small device, similar to a smartphone, although a little smaller and flat.
"Thanks," I whispered, putting it in my pants pocket, watching her smile slightly.
"Don't thank me, sweetie" she said before hugging me getting the tears to leave my eyes again, I was going to miss her. "Hey, don't cry, Mya" she dried my tears separating me from her. "I'm going to miss you too" she assured returning to embrace me shortly before kissing my forehead.
"Imra" we both turn to hear Brainy speak. "I interrupted something?" He asked us making us shake his head. "She is crying, why is she crying?" He pointed to me. "Oh, it's because of. .." he did not complete the sentence. "I think I will miss you, Mon-el's little sister" he said making me smile slightly.
"Can I hug you?" I asked without knowing how he would react, seeing him nod slightly.
I smiled slightly before daring to hug him, feeling like he was uncomfortable, but he hugged me back.
When I separated from him, I went along with Imra back to the place where my brother was talking to Kara and Winn, feeling the tears come back to crowding in my eyes, because it was getting closer to having to say goodbye to him for good and, the truth is that I was still not ready.
"Kara, we have to go, Reign has attacked in Lena penthouse" Alex communicated, getting me to run to my brother and hug him with all the strength I could.
He put his arms around me for a few seconds, promising me that everything would be fine, that I was going to be fine and although I wanted to believe him, I could not, so I continued to hug him between sobs.
"Mya, we have to go" Kara pulled the hair from my face, but could not separate me, so she chose to grab me to pull me only to increase the strength. "Sweetheart, let him go" she pulled me making me deny with my head.
"No!" I exclaimed through tears, feeling like my brother was trying to separate me a little.
"Mya, sweetheart, don't make it harder, please" he asked me kissing my forehead.
I looked him straight in the eyes, looking at the tears that formed in them, which got me to start letting go, allowing Kara to grab me to get me out of there, not daring to turn my gaze back for fear of hugging him and not let go.
"I adore you, little one," I heard him mutter as I hugged Kara tightly, sincerely, I was not sure how I was going to get over this.
The rest of the day I spent in the DEO, the only place where they could control me in case I lost my consciousness and the Wordkiller woke up, however, I did not think that would happen, because if I had not done it when I had screamed and crying while hitting a block, I did not think it would happen now.
I turned my gaze to the window after feeling myself watched, both Winn and J'onn followed my movements closely, as if they wanted to make sure I was still myself, although they both distanced themselves after realizing that I had discovered them, what made me shake my head and continue with what I was doing.
"Mya?" I heard Winn call me, so I turned to look at him. "Kara told me that you have to go to Alex's apartment" he told me, which made me snort, because, if I was sincere, I did not feel like going.
I nodded slightly before leaving, questioning how it was possible for them to allow me to go somewhere alone, without fear of anything happening.
I knocked insistently on the door until the Alex approached to open it, smiling slightly when she saw me there.
"Hey, come in" she grabbed my arm to enter the interior of the apartment, directing my gaze to Ruby, who was sitting in the chair crying, making me look at Alex, not understanding what had happened. "She knows about Reign," she whispered so that only I would listen, making me nod." How are you? "she asked me.
"How do you think I am after losing my brother again?" I asked back. "I don't think it is necessary to say it" I answered sharply, I did not want to talk about that topic.
"I see it's not a good idea to ask you about it" she commented. "Do you want something to eat?" She asked us both, shaking our heads, if there was something we shared was to have learned the truth so abruptly and realize that we had lost the person we most wanted.
Alex just nodded without asking anything else, so I sat on the couch before placing the headphones in my ears and put music with the intention of blocking all external sounds, beginning to reassure.
I only came back to reality when Kara and Lena entered the apartment, but refocused on the music, giving Kara attention when she told me we were going home.
The way back home was silent for me, because I did not want to answer any of the questions she asked, since all I could do was attract the memories of this morning to my mind.
I put my hand in my pants pocket to feel the small device that Imra had given me with the little hope that tonight I could get in touch with him, to know that they had reached the future well.
"I've got a surprise for you, Mya" Kara smiled at me as I stopped at the door of the apartment. "Do you want to guess?" She asked making me shake my head, it was not what I really wanted to do right now. "Hey, change that face , you're going to like it" she said beginning to open the door.
I waited patiently for her to open the door, stopping at the entrance watching everything, not knowing how to react when I identified the stranger there.
"Mon-el?" I tried to affirm, but I ended up questioning him, confused, was he really here?
"I hope you're hungry" he smiled slightly seconds before I rushed to hug him, feeling like he embraced me.
"But, you left ..., How...?" I separated from him without knowing how to ask the question.
"I couldn't leave, not knowing everything that is happening to you and everything about Reign..." he explained. "I'll stay until everything is solved" he said making me look at him while shaking my head.
"Why have you stayed?" I asked without letting him answer. "You should have left, don't you think it would have been better? You're going to do it" I got angry without letting him tell me anything before I left for my room, locking myself in there.
Honestly, I would have preferred that he had left, because after a bad days had passed, everything would have returned to normal, however, now the uncertainty of when he would leave had returned and I was sure that I could not forget it, that it was always going to stay there.
Both had preferred to leave Mya space, not to force her to talk to them, because they were sure that they would not get anything about it, but to alter her even more. However, after some time he decided to open the door of the room, watching his sister sleeping on the bed, so he came to tuck her, but the moment his hands made contact with her body, a current electric traced his arm, which made him let go.
They chose to wrap her in a blanket, the only way that she would not release electricity, and contact Lena to take her back to L-corp, since she was definitely beginning to undergo the transformation.
Once there, they left her in a room other than Reign's for fear that she could influence her, so they laid her on a stretcher and chained her wrists to prevent her from doing something if she woke up.
He sighed watching her, his sister was not a worldkiller, that could be sure, but all this was beginning to surpass both of them and, frankly, they needed a solution.
Thanks for reading,
Ayrin