A/N: Hey! Thanks for reading my story!:) This Story takes place after Spencer ran into Toby and Yvonne (6x14) and the storyline with Caleb never happened. If you like it and/or want me to write a part 2, I would love your feedback:)
"Do you remember when we were in love?"
It all started again. She knew by now that it would just get worse at this point. -A or whatever it called itself now came back to haunt them and once again they couldn't escape. She had enough of this city already and it's been a week. After meeting the girls she went straight back to the barn and changed into some yoga pants and a white shirt. Exhaustion taking over her body. Trying to sleep, she tried turning off the lights and just listening to some music, watching TV and just laying on the couch reading, but nothing worked. Now Spencer was just laying on her couch waiting for something to happen whilst hearing her clock ticking in the background, it was driving her insane. Just a few moments after she finally started drifting off her phone is ringing. Toby. His name showed up on her screen with an old picture of him. What could he possibly want? She hadn't talked to him since she ran into him and Yvonne. Picking up she felt herself getting a little nervous.
"Spencer?" Toby spoke and she didn't say a word, hating herself because his voice still send chills all over her body.
"Hello? Spence are you there?" he questioned again, sounding more urgent as if he was anxious.
"Heyy uhm sorry I was just-" she replied before Toby interrupted her.
"You sound sleepy, did I wake you up?" he asked in a guilty voice.
"It's okay, seriously. I wasn't completely asleep anyway but uhmm- so why are you calling?" she stuttered a little, feeling foolish for not knowing how to behave. He may not be engaged yet, but she is still scared to say something that may sound off.
"I got a call today. It was Ezra. He said he found something in his appartement that belonged to me and I just had to tell you about it." he mumbled silently. She knew instinctivetly what he was talking about and felt her heart breaking all over again.
"You mean the things from that time I, I mean we uhm - broke up?" she asked quietly
"Yes. He found everything and I just I didn't want to make the choice on my own if he should ,you know, throw it away or give it to one of us." he spoke, carefully choosing each word.
"Do you remember it? Do you remember when we were in love?" Spencer asked, speaking her thoughts out loud and not realizing what she is saying until-
"Oh my god! I am so so sorry Toby, I should have never said this. I'm so so sorry. I-I I have to go." she freaked out and right after, hanging up and throwing her phone on the other side of the couch with tears in her eyes.
What had she done?
How could she ask someone who is happily in love something stupid like this?
She slowly let her face sink into her palms and started crying. One tear after the other fell onto her blanket. She was ashamed and felt unbelievably stupid. Scared of what he might think of her now and already regretting that she just hung up. She fell asleep crying on her couch that night and hoped tomorrow wouldn't come, where she would have to face the world again and especially Toby.