The next time she appeared John Smith was completely unprepared. She turned up in his room as he'd been sitting down to a spot of afternoon tea. When Rose walked out of his personal library his teacup landed with a smash, scattering bits of china and tea on the wooden floor, and the journal he'd been updating landed with a soft thud next to it.
'Y…y…you. You're not real.' He
stammered, pointing at her with a shaking finger.
'What? I
thought we'd been over this.' Rose was confused and more than a
little worried at the Doctor's behaviour.
'No. No. You're a
dream.' He got up and proceeded to show her and prove to himself by
pinching his arm hard. 'Ow!' His eyes widened and he backed away
from her. She followed until his back connected with the window and
the edge of the curtain slid around his shoulder.
'What's
wrong with you?' Rose was really concerned now. He wasn't acting
himself at all.
'Go away. Go away.' His hands waved in front
of him and he tried to shoo her. 'You can't be real. I can't be
seeing you.'
'Well clearly you are.' Rose was getting a bit
impatient but she asked more gently. 'Doctor, what's going
on?'
'I'm not the Doctor. He's just a story! And you…
you're a dream. Just a story.' John pushed past her and grabbed
his journal off the floor. Flicking to the right page he shoved the
picture he'd drawn of her under her nose.
'Ok… ok… calm
down. I'm just a story. You're daydreaming.' This seemed to
help immeasurably. Glad the Doctor was no longer on the verge of
having a heart attack or two, Rose set about trying to figure out
what on earth was going on. Looking around the room she noticed that
it was obviously not her time. She saw a newspaper thrown haphazardly
on the bed and glanced over at the date. 1913 and England apparently.
She looked back at him. He was dressed as a 1913 schoolteacher, that
wasn't so worrying, what was worrying was that he was acting like
he was a 1913
schoolteacher.
'What's your name?' Rose hugged
herself.
'John Smith.' John moved gingerly around the
shattered teacup.
'Do you know who I am?'
John nodded
slowly. Rose waited for him to clarify.
'Rose.'
Rose
nodded. 'How do you know me? You said I was a dream, what did you
mean?'
'I dream about you.'
'Okay.' Rose said slowly.
'What are we doing in your dreams?'
'Running. We do that a
lot and… other… things.' Things that it appeared he would never
mention aloud to any living soul even under torture.
Rose smiled
and her tongue crept between her teeth. This was John's favourite
smile and he couldn't help but smile shyly back, despite
circumstances.
So apparently he did know who she was, sort of.
That still didn't explain what was going on. He seemed much more at
ease when he thought she was a dream so she'd play along until she
found out more.
'Well John. It's been nice to see you again.
I'm going for a walk.' She headed for the door that was
thankfully ajar just enough for her to squeeze through, she didn't
think it would help him if she walked through the wall, in fact she
wasn't sure she could having previously only appeared here and
appeared there. As she reached the door she just couldn't resist
and looked back over her shoulder.
'I'll see you tonight.'
She smiled suggestively and loved the shocked look on his face.
She
wandered through the school and was incredibly glad no one but the
Doctor could see her. It would have made this whole thing much harder
and more time consuming if she'd had to dodge people and keep to
shadows all the time. Eventually she found Martha dressed as a maid
and cleaning with another maid. Rose sat down to wait and listen.
Judging from the odd tiny slip up she made here and there, Martha
obviously knew a bit more about what was happening than the Doctor
had. Eventually they finished cleaning and Martha headed out in her
coat and hat. Rose followed. Finally, she thought, as she followed
Martha into a shed and saw the TARDIS. Once inside Rose smiled and
closed her eyes. Home. The TARDIS gave a delighted little hum and
Martha smiled.
'You haven't done that before. What is it?'
The TARDIS continued to hum and Martha shook her head, reminding
herself that the ship was only a machine.
'Hello sweetie.'
Rose said skimming her hand just over the tops of the controls. The
TARDIS softly whistled hello. Rose looked up. 'Can you feel me?'
The TARDIS answered with a hum that obviously meant yes. Rose
grinned.
Martha had moved around to watch the monitor so Rose
followed her. She smiled as the image of the Doctor filled the
screen. As Martha watched Rose discovered the truth. The Doctor was
human and hiding. No wonder he'd been shocked by her appearance. He
was a man from 1913. She chuckled. Poor thing. It also soon became
apparent that Martha was in love with him. Rose sighed. She knew how
easy it was to love the Doctor… and how hard. Part of her felt
sorry for Martha and another smaller part growled at the other
girl.
Rose sighed. She knew she couldn't stay here. She'd only get in the way of the plan to hide from the Family, and she wasn't sure John Smith would be able to handle her presence.
~*~
Later that night Rose crept back into
John Smith's room. The window was open and the breeze pushed the
lace curtains gently into the room. The moonlight stretched in over
the sleeping form in the bed. Rose softly walked over to him and
climbed onto the corner of the bed. She sat still and watched him
while he slept. Every now and then he'd make a soft noise and move
a little. Rose smiled and stretched out to lie on the bed next to
him. She watched as his eyes moved rapidly beneath his eyelids. He
gave another soft moan.
'Rose.'
Rose bit her lip. He was
dreaming about her? She watched him intently, willing him to say
something else.
'Stay. Don't leave me.' He pleaded with the
Rose in his dream.
Rose's breath caught in her throat.
John
gasped and his eyes flew open, full of tears. Seeing her lying next
to him he calmed down a little.
'I'm still dreaming, aren't
I?'
Rose nodded and he smiled, not wanting to wake just
yet.
'Close your eyes again.' Rose said simply and smiled when
he obeyed.
'I love you.' She assured him.
John nodded, and
with his eyes still closed he didn't see her fade from view.
