Rose found herself standing in a small apartment kitchen. The walls were a bit yellow but looked like someone had recently scrubbed them in a vain attempt to clean them. In fact, everything in the kitchen looked that way. There was a small table against one floral wallpaper covered wall that could seat no more than two, perhaps three at a squeeze. Two vinyl covered chairs were pushed in tidily at each side. A window at the end showed a view of the estate below and was framed in simple lace curtains. An oven, fridge, benches and cupboards lined the opposite wall to the table. Rose smiled at the familiarity before heading out the door in search of the Doctor who, according to past experience, shouldn't be far.
As predicted, when she entered
the lounge across the hall from the kitchen, there he sat on an old
sofa with his back to her, huddled over some sort of experiment slash
invention that was spread in bits and pieces all over the coffee
table.
'Hello Doctor.' She greeted, walking around the sofa
and hoping he'd know her and there wouldn't be a repeat of the
last time she'd seen him.
He jumped and looked up, having been
engrossed in what he was doing.
'Rose!' He cried joyfully and
ripped off the strange contraption he'd had on his head that had
served as a magnifying glass.
'That's me.' She grinned. He
seemed much happier than she'd seen him in a while. 'So what's
been happening?' She looked around the living room that was about
three times the width of the kitchen and boasted a window at the same
end. The only furnishings were some reasonable curtains, the sofa,
coffee table and another chair opposite.
'Oh! We were thrown
back in time by some Weeping Angels and now we have to live in 1969
until a very clever girl in 2007 named Sally Sparrow saves us all.'
He grinned at her as though he was having the time of his life.
Rose
grinned back, a little uncertain.
'We've been here for two
weeks now. It's odd not to be the one to save the world, but to
just wait for someone else to do it. But it's been fun! We met a
very nice man down the road called Billy, and Stella in the next
apartment has brought us lots of food. Valerie got the curtains for
us. Martha's working in a shop! That's where she is now. Has to
support me. I don't think she likes it very much.' He mused and
then grinned as though he didn't really care how much she enjoyed
it.
'You're going out of your mind aren't you.' Rose
grinned.
'No. No. It's very lovely. Very domestic.' He shook
his head. Rose raised an eyebrow at him. 'Oh alright yes!' He
fell back on the couch and sat in a slump, his arms crossed over his
chest. 'London was very boring in 1969. Nothing happens! It's
just all beans on toast!' His lower lip crept out from underneath
the top one and he looked very put out.
'But I thought 1969
was meant to be a brilliant year. Flower power and all
that.'
'Hippies are fun for a while but after a bit they get
to you. I used to travel with one, well she was close enough anyway.
But no, I used to live in England in 1969 and so I'm already at all
the good things that are happening so I can't go.' Rose was a
little afraid that that sentence made perfect sense to her. 'Well…
I could go but… don't have the TARDIS and I have to be here to
make sure everything works out right for Sally.' He fell silent.
Rose smiled at his desperation to move and explore and do
something.
'Wait a minute, Martha's working in a shop?
Poor thing.' Rose grinned. The Doctor nodded and grinned back.
'She
hates it. I don't think she's ever worked in one before.'
'I'm
sorry about last time Rose.' The Doctor grew serious. 'I was
hiding.'
Rose nodded that she understood.
'You remembered
me.' Rose smiled shyly.
'Of course I remembered you. You're…
you.' The Doctor looked at her as though disbelieving that she'd
ever doubt he would always remember her. If she was from his mind she
should know that. He assumed that his mind had done a very good job
of recreating Rose, insecurities and all.
'Doctor… Is there
really no way for you to come and get me?' She looked down at her
hands.
'Even if there was, you've probably moved on with your
life by now… forgotten all about me.' The Doctor tried to look
happy with that outcome but he just couldn't make it reach his
eyes. 'You have Mickey and your mother and Pete.'
'No. I'd
never forget you. Doctor. I've wanted you to come… so much.'
Rose felt her voice begin to choke. 'Please. If you know a way,
please come. I meant what I said at Canary Warf. I want to stay with
you. Forever.'
The Doctor shook his head.
'Stop it.' He
begged. He had to do what was right for Rose. Even if he could do it.
What if he did and got there without destroying everything and then
she didn't want to come? It would break his hearts even more than
they were already. At least at the moment he had the illusion of Rose
with him. It frightened him a little how much he looked forward to
her turning up, and how happy he was when she did. He squeezed his
eyes closed and rubbed his hand over them.
The door opened and
shut and Martha called out for him. He sighed in relief. With Martha
there he could be distracted away from his own thoughts. He stood and
walked towards the kitchen where she'd gone to unload the shopping
from her arms.
'Doctor. Please.' Rose begged.
The Doctor
refused to turn around so he didn't see the tears spilling down her
cheeks. He shook his head and continued out of the room. Rose rubbed
her hands over the pain in her stomach and let a sob rip from within
her. 'I love you,' she whispered as she faded away.
